“No shit, Sherlock,” she said.
“We are all there is, and we are not enough.”
She pushed a lock of hair away from her face and blew out a deep breath. “What have I been saying?”
“But you didn’t take the next step, Sis. Since we are not enough, we need help, somebody who knows something about this-”
“For Christ’s sake, Dexter! We’ve been feeding people like that to this guy!”
“Which means the only remaining candidate at the moment is Sergeant Doakes,” I said.
It might not be fair to say that her jaw dropped. But she did stare at me with her mouth open before turning to look at Doakes, where he stood beside Burdett’s body, talking to Captain Matthews.
“Sergeant Doakes,” I repeated. “Formerly Sergeant Doakes. Of the Special Forces. On detached service in El Salvador.”
She looked back at me, and then at Doakes again.
“Deborah,” I said, “if we want to find Kyle, we need to know more about this. We need to know the names on Kyle’s list and we need to know what kind of team it was and why all this is happening. And Doakes is the only one I can think of who knows any of it.”
“Doakes wants you dead,” she said.
“No working situation is ever ideal,” I said with my best smile of cheerful perseverance. “And I think he wants this to go away as badly as Kyle does.”
“Probably not as much as Kyle,” Deborah said. “Not as much as I do, either.”
“Well then,” I said. “This looks like your best shot.”
Deborah still didn’t look convinced for some reason. “Captain Matthews won’t want to lose Doakes for this. We’d have to clear it with him.”
I pointed to where that very same captain was conferring with Doakes. “Behold,” I said.
Deborah chewed her lip for a moment before she finally said, “Shit. It might work.”
“I can’t think of anything else that might,” I said.
She took another breath, and then as if someone had clicked a switch, she stepped toward Matthews and Doakes with her jaw clenched. I trailed along behind, trying hard to blend in with the bare walls so Doakes wouldn’t pounce and rip out my heart.
“Captain,” Deborah said, “we need to get proactive with this.”
Even though “proactive” was one of his favorite words, Matthews stared at her like she was a cockroach in the salad. “What we need,” he said, “is for these… people… in Washington to send somebody competent to clean up this situation.”
Deborah pointed at Burdett. “They sent him,” she said.
Matthews glanced down at Burdett and pushed his lips out thoughtfully. “What do you suggest?”
“We have a couple of leads,” she said, nodding toward me. I really wished she hadn’t, since Matthews swung his head in my direction and, much worse, so did Doakes. If his hungry-dog expression was any indication, he apparently hadn’t mellowed in his feelings toward me.
“What is your involvement with this?” Matthews asked me.
“He’s providing forensic assistance,” Deborah said, and I nodded modestly.
“Shit,” Doakes said.
“There’s a time factor here,” Deborah said. “We need to find this guy before he-before more of these turn up. We can’t keep a lid on it forever.”
“I think the term ‘media feeding frenzy’ might be appropriate,” I offered, always helpful. Matthews glared at me.
“I know the overall shape of what Kyle-of what Chutsky was trying to do,” Deborah went on. “But I can’t go on with it because I don’t know any background details.” She stuck her chin out in the direction of Doakes. “Sergeant Doakes does.”
Doakes looked surprised, which was obviously an expression he hadn’t practiced enough. But before he could speak Deborah plowed ahead. “I think the three of us together can catch this guy before another fed gets on the ground and catches up to what’s happened so far.”
“Shit,” Doakes said again. “You want me to work with him?” He didn’t need to point to let everyone know he meant me, but he did anyway, pushing a muscular, knobby index finger at my face.
“Yeah, I do,” Deborah said. Captain Matthews was chewing on his lip and looking undecided, and Doakes said, “Shit,” again. I did hope that his conversational skills would improve if we were going to work together.
“You said you know something about this,” Matthews said to Doakes, and the sergeant reluctantly turned his glare away from me and onto the captain.
“Uh-huh,” said Doakes.
“From your, uh- From the army,” Matthews said. He didn’t seem terribly frightened by Doakes’s expression of petulant rage, but perhaps that was just the habit of command.
“Uh-huh,” Doakes said again.
Captain Matthews frowned, looking as much as he possibly could like a man of action making an important decision. The rest of us managed to control our goose bumps.
“Morgan,” Captain Matthews finally said. He looked at Debs, and then he paused. A van that said Action News on the side pulled up in front of the little house and people began to get out. “Goddamn it,” Matthews said. He glanced at the body and then at Doakes. “Can you do it, Sergeant?”
“They’re not going to like it in Washington,” Doakes said. “And I don’t much like it here.”
“I’m beginning to lose interest in what they like in Washington,” Matthews said. “We have our own problems. Can you handle this?”
Doakes looked at me. I tried to look serious and dedicated, but he just shook his head. “Yeah,” he said. “I can do this.”
Matthews clapped him on the shoulder. “Good man,” he said, and he hurried away to talk to the news crew.
Doakes was still looking at me. I looked back. “Think how much easier it’s going to be to keep track of me,” I said.
“When this is over,” he said. “Just you and me.”
“But not until it’s over,” I said, and he finally nodded, just once.
“Until then,” he said.
CHAPTER 18
DOAKES TOOK US TO A COFFEE SHOP ON CALLE OCHO, just across the street from a car dealership. He led us to a small table in the back corner and sat down facing the door. “We can talk here,” he said, and he made it sound so much like a spy movie that I wished I had brought sunglasses. Still, perhaps Chutsky’s would come in the mail. Hopefully without his nose attached.
Before we could actually talk, a man came from the back room and shook Doakes’s hand. “Alberto,” he said. “ Como estas?” And Doakes answered him in very good Spanish-better than mine, to be honest, although I do like to think that my accent is better. “Luis,” he said. “Mas o menos.” They chattered away for a minute, and then Luis brought us all tiny cups of horribly sweet Cuban coffee and a plate of pastelitos. He nodded once at Doakes and then disappeared into the back room.
Deborah watched the whole performance with growing impatience, and when Luis finally left us she opened up. “We need the names of everybody from El Salvador,” she blurted out.
Doakes just looked at her and sipped his coffee. “Be a big list,” he said.
Deborah frowned. “You know what I mean,” she said. “Goddamn it, Doakes, he’s got Kyle.”
Doakes showed his teeth. “Yeah, Kyle getting old. Never would have got him in his prime.”
“What exactly were you doing down there?” I asked him. I know it was a bit off message, but my curiosity about how he would answer got the best of me.
Still smiling, if that’s what it was, Doakes looked at me and said, “What do you think?” And just underneath the threshold of hearing there came a quiet rumble of savage glee, answered right away from deep inside my dark backseat, one predator calling across a moonlit night to another. And really and truly, what else could he have been doing? Just as Doakes knew me, I knew Doakes for what he was: a cold killer. Even without what Chutsky had said, it was very clear what Doakes would have been doing in a homicidal carnival like El Salvador. He would have been one of the ringmasters.