I had to control my own fear of death or fear itself would kill me.

“It’s not that I don’t care about dying,” he said. “It’s just that in order to survive, I’ve become pretty much a fatalist. When it comes, there it is. Until then, it isn’t anywhere.”

“Like the chubasco,” Grace said, gesturing to the clouds slowly seething over the ocean. “The storm is and it isn’t. It may never get here, to me. So fearing or anticipating it wastes my energy, my life.”

He smiled slightly. “You’re getting closer.”

“To what?”

“The followers of the Code of Bushido have a saying: The only really effective way to fight is to understand that you’re already dead. Accept that and you’re free to fight as a warrior of the mind as well as the body.”

“But what should I do about my fear for Lane? How would you handle that?”

Faroe was silent for a long time. Then he reached out and slid his fingers through her hair, down her cheek. “I hope I’d do as well as you have.”

“Have I?”

“Sure,” he said, giving his full attention back to driving. “You found the best help you could and then you went looking for throats to rip out.”

ALL SAINTS SCHOOL

SUNDAY AFTERNOON

THE BLACK CHEVROLET SUBURBAN had moved from the shoulder to the center of the dirt road, blocking it completely. The same Mexican in blue jeans and a dusty guayabera leaned against the front fender of the vehicle, his M16 rifle slung muzzle down over his shoulder. A second guard slouched in the driver’s seat of the Suburban.

Faroe decided the second guard was the boss-he had the most comfortable chair. Another weapon propped against the frame of the window had a flash suppressor.

Nothing but the best for these boys, Faroe thought as he ran down the SUV’s tinted windows so the guard could see inside.

When the sentry noted the California license plate on the Mercedes, he straightened up and said something over his shoulder. Then he strolled toward the Mercedes looking confident and suspicious. He studied Faroe without expression, then Grace.

Surprise flickered across the guard’s face. He slid his hand down the strap of the rifle, lifted the weapon, and let the muzzle move slowly past Faroe’s face before stopping at a point somewhere in the neutral territory between him and Grace.

“What you want?” the guard demanded. His English was rude but functional.

“Judge Silva needs to check on the welfare of her son,” Faroe said.

“No is possible.”

Faroe dropped his chin and looked hard at the Mexican. There was a badge on his belt. Faroe studied the badge like a man memorizing something.

“Of course it’s possible,” Faroe said.

“No, man,” the guard said. “No es-is not my order.”

“Check your orders again. Senor Calderon and Senor Rivas assured the judge that she could visit her son at any time. We’ll wait while you confer with your superior officer.”

With that Faroe turned away, ignoring the guard and his weapon equally. With a wink the guard couldn’t see, Faroe reached over and touched Grace on the knee. It was an unmistakable gesture of intimacy, a lover’s touch.

“Who are you, senor?” the guard demanded.

“A close friend of the family,” Faroe said over his shoulder. “Real close.”

He turned back to Grace, smiled, stroked her knee, and ignored the guard. Frustrated, the federale walked back to the Suburban. He spoke briefly to the man behind the wheel. The supervisor stared across the gap between the two vehicles. Finally he reached for a cell phone and punched in a number. When the call was answered, he spoke for a time, listened, then all but saluted.

“Si, mi jefe,” Faroe said under his breath, reading the officer’s lips. “That tells us Hector and his boys aren’t interested in pissing you off.”

“What do you call kidnapping my son-a playful pat?” Grace retorted.

“In this game, you use anything you can lay your hands on. Did you notice that he didn’t even blink when I mentioned Carlos and Hector Rivas in the same breath?”

“That doesn’t prove anything,” she said automatically.

“Here we go again,” Faroe said, shaking his head. “I can hear it dancing on your tongue. ‘Carlos is a member of one of the most prominent families in all of Mexico. He couldn’t be involved with traffickers. He just couldn’t.’”

“Billionaires don’t hang out with gangsters.”

“Bullshit. There are a lot of places in the world where billionaires and gangsters are the same dudes. Or do you have a better explanation for the fact that we’re staring down two members of the Mexican federal judicial police who are actively involved in the kidnapping of an American citizen who happens to be the son of a billionaire and a federal judge?”

“Damn you,” she said hoarsely. “It’s bad enough to know I’m going up against Hector Rivas Osuna. Add the Mexican government and I’m so afraid for Lane tha-”

“Breathe,” Faroe said softly. “That’s it. In and out. You can get through this, amada. But you’ll have to lose your illusions about a government’s invincible correctness. Government is made up of people. Some people are crooks. Pretty simple, actually.”

Grace let out an explosive breath, took in one, let one out.

And got through the moment.

The guard gave his boss a casual salute and came back to the Mercedes.

“You visit,” he said curtly. “El nino, he is in the cottage of the beach.”

“Gracias,” Faroe said carelessly.

The supervisor glared at them as he started the Suburban and backed it out of the way.

“Have a nice day,” Faroe said out the window as he drove past.

Grace almost smiled. She suspected that Faroe’s take on the cliched exit line was about the same as an upright middle finger.

“Turn left here,” she said. “Then drive to the parking area next to that big building.”

“Those boys are really going at it,” Faroe said, gesturing to the soccer field.

She looked at all the players and didn’t know whether to be relieved or more anxious because Lane wasn’t on the field.

“What?” Faroe asked.

“You read me too well.”

“Only some of the time. Now, for instance.”

“I’m just surprised Lane isn’t out there. You’d enjoy watching him. He’s like a gazelle, only not at all fragile. Quick and strong despite being lean.”

“Maybe it’s harder for his guards to keep track of him on the field, so they’re keeping him at the cottage.”

“Or maybe he got tired of being thumped on by the big ‘boys’ that showed up three weeks ago. Hector’s relations. Thugs.”

“If Hector wanted Lane on the field, he’d be there. Hector doesn’t want Lane beaten, or he’d be bloody and bruised. Hector just wants to keep you focused.”

“El jefe chingon.”

“Don’t forget it.”

“Carnicero.”

“That too. But he loves kids and small animals.”

Grace made a sound.

“True fact,” Faroe said. “It’s just adults he whacks. Usually.”

Faroe parked, got out of the Mercedes, and began memorizing the grounds. His eyes swept the grounds, measuring distances and judging angles, a tactical planner looking for fields of fire and killing zones.

Grace joined Faroe, but she watched him, not the school.

“What do you think?” she asked after a few minutes. “Can it be done?”

“I’ll let you know. What’s the quickest way to the bluff?”

She led him down the paved path to a cluster of cottages at the edge of the bluff.

As he walked, Faroe memorized the grounds. He doubted the beach or the bay had been officially mapped, but he made a mental note to check that possibility. Ocean waves broke cleanly on a reef a hundred yards offshore. Breaking waves humped up beyond the reef. Any rescue boat would have to stand offshore and launch inflatables.