"No, there's plenty of god-damned gas."

"Where are we going?"

"I'm going to get me some god-damned oranges!"

My mother sat very still as we drove along. My father pulled up alongside the road, parked near a wire fence and we sat there, listening. Then my father kicked the door open and got out.

"Bring the basket."

We all climbed through the strands of the fence.

"Follow me," said my father.

Then we were between two rows of orange trees, shaded from the sun by the branches and the leaves. My father stopped and reaching up began yanking oranges from the lower branches of the nearest tree. He seemed angry, yanking the oranges from the tree, and the branches seemed angry, leaping up and down. He threw the oranges into the picnic basket which my mother held. Sometimes he missed and I chased the oranges and put them into the basket. My father went from tree to tree, yanking at the lower branches, throwing the oranges into the picnic basket.

"Daddy, we have enough," said my mother.

"Like hell."

He kept yanking.

Then a man stepped forward, a very tall man. He held a shotgun.

"All right, buddy, what do you think you're doing?"

"I'm picking oranges. There are plenty of oranges."

"These are my oranges. Now, listen to me, tell your woman to dump them."

"There are plenty of god-damned oranges. You're not going to miss a few god-damned oranges."

"I'm not going to miss any oranges. Tell your woman to dump them."

The man pointed his shotgun at my father.

"Dump them," my father told my mother. The oranges rolled to the ground.

"Now," said the man, "get out of my orchard."

"You don't need all these oranges."

"I know what I need. Now get out of here."

"Guys like you ought to be hung!"

"I'm the law here. Now move!"

The man raised his shotgun again. My father turned and began walking out of the orange grove. We followed him and the man trailed us. Then we got into the car but it was one of those times when it wouldn't start. My father got out of the car to crank it. He cranked it twice and it wouldn't start. My father was beginning to sweat. The man stood at the edge of the road.

"Get that god-damned cracker box started!" he said. My father got ready to twist the crank again. "We're not on your property! We can stay here as long as we damn well please!"

"Like hell! Get that thing out of here, and fast!"

My father cranked the engine again. It sputtered, then stopped. My mother sat with the empty picnic box on her lap. I was afraid to look at the man. My father whirled the crank again and the engine started. He leaped into the car and began working the levers on the steering wheel.

"Don't come back," said the man, "or next time it might not go so easy for you."

My father drove the Model-T off. The man was still standing near the road. My father was driving very fast. Then he slowed the car and made a Uturn. He drove back to where the man had stood. The man was gone. We speeded back on the way out of the orange groves.

"I'm coming back some day and get that bastard," said my father.

"Daddy, we'll have a nice dinner tonight. What would you like?" my mother asked.

"Pork chops," he answered.

I had never seen him drive the car that fast.

My father had two brothers. The younger was named Ben and the older was named John. Both were alcoholics and ne'er-do-wells. My parents often spoke of them.

"Neither of them amount to anything," said my father.

"You just come from a bad family, Daddy," said my mother.

"And your brother doesn't amount to a damn either!"

My mother's brother was in Germany. My father often spoke badly of him.

I had another uncle, Jack, who was married to my father's sister, Elinore. I had never seen my Uncle Jack or my Aunt Elinore because there were bad feelings between them and my father.

"See this scar on my hand?" asked my father. "Well, that's where Elinore stuck me with a sharp pencil when I was very young. That scar has never gone away."

My father didn't like people. He didn't like me. "Children should be seen and not heard," he told me.

It was an early Sunday afternoon without Grandma Emily.

"We should go see Ben," said my mother. "He's dying."

"He borrowed all that money from Emily. He'd pissed it away on gambling and women and booze."

"I know, Daddy."

"Emily won't have any money left when she dies."

"We should still go see Ben. They say he has only two weeks left."

"All right, all right! We'll go!"

So we went and got into the Model-T and started driving. It took some time, and my mother had to stop for flowers. It was a long drive toward the mountains. We reached the foothills and took the little winding mountain road upwards. Uncle Ben was in a sanitarium up there, dying of TB.

"It must cost Emily a lot of money to keep Ben up here," said my father.

"Maybe Leonard is helping."

"Leonard doesn't have anything. He drank it up and he gave it away.

"I like grandpa Leonard," I said.

"Children should be seen and not heard,".said my father. Then he continued, "Ah, that Leonard, the only time he was good to us children was when he was drunk. He'd joke with us and give us money. But the next day when he was sober he was the meanest man in the world."

The Model-T was climbing the mountain road nicely. The air was clear and sunny.

"Here it is," said my father. He guided the car into the parking lot of the sanitarium and we got out. I followed my mother and father into the building. As we entered his room, my Uncle Ben was sitting upright in bed, staring out the window. He turned and looked at us as we entered. He was a very handsome man, thin, with black hair, and he had dark eyes which glittered, were brilliant with glittering light.

"Hello, Ben," said my mother.

"Hello, Katy." Then he looked at me. "Is this Henry?"

Yes.

"Sit down."

My father and I sat down.

My mother stood there. "These flowers, Ben. I don't see a vase."

"They're nice flowers, thanks, Katy. No, there isn't a vase."

"I'll go get a vase," said my mother. She left the room, holding the flowers.

"Where are all your girlfriends now, Ben?" asked my father.

"They come around."

"I'll bet."

"They come around."

"We're here because Katherine wanted to see you."

"I know."

"I wanted to see you too, Uncle Ben. I think you're a real pretty man."

"Pretty like my ass," said my father. My mother entered the room with the flowers in a vase.

"Here, I'll put them on this table by the window."

"They're nice flowers, Katy."

My mother sat down.

"We can't stay too long," said my father. Uncle Ben reached under the mattress and his hand came out holding a pack of cigarettes. He took one out, struck a match and lit it. He took a long drag and exhaled.

"You know you're not allowed cigarettes," said my father. "I know how you get them. Those prostitutes bring them to you. Well, I'm going to tell the doctors about it and I'm going to get them to stop letting those prostitutes in here!"

"You're not going to do shit," said my uncle.

"I got a good mind to rip that cigarette out of your mouth!" said my father.

"You never had a good mind," said my uncle.

"Ben,"my mother said, "you shouldn't smoke, it will kill you."

"I've had a good life," said my uncle.

"You never had a good life," said my father. "Lying, boozing, borrowing, whoring, drinking. You never worked a day in your life! And now you're dying at the age of 24!"

"It's been all right," said my uncle. He took another heavy drag on the Camel, then exhaled.

"Let's get out of here," said my father. "This man is insane!"