Cute baby clothing hadn’t been invented yet.

Hudson changed into new clothes too because King John had told his knights that I was traveling with one of his guards. He wore an oversized gray tunic, leggings, and a leather belt. Unlike my wimple and kitchen-staff ensemble, Hudson’s outfit somehow looked good on him. It was his broad shoulders. He could make anything look rugged.

I had to quell the urge to call him “farm boy,” and pretend I was But-tercup from The Princess Bride.

But I did let my eyes rest on him a lot.

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Before we left, the wizard sprinkled a spicy-smelling liquid on each corner of the carriage. “Don’t touch these spots before they dry,” he told us. “If you ruin the hiding spell, our enemies will be able to see the carriage.” He sent me an especially deep frown. “We can’t have that while we carry a fugitive.”

I wasn’t looking forward to a day-long carriage ride with Bartimaeus and his many complaints, so I was happily surprised when he climbed up to the box seat and announced he was driving. “There are things out in the forest that only a wizard can ward off,” he told us in a condescending tone.

Fine. More power to him and more room for us. Junior was already bored with the baby toys in the diaper bag, and I had no idea how I was going to entertain him in a carriage all day.

The answer to this question was soon evident. Junior wanted to play Grab Mommy’s Lips. Hudson was coconspirator in the game and kept holding Junior airplane-style, zooming him toward my face.

After we played that for a stretch, Junior moved on to Try to Throw All of the Baby Toys Out the Carriage Window. Then he tried to teethe on the seats. We fed him creamed carrots, which he somehow managed to smear across not only his bib but his entire body. I only had wet wipes to clean him off, which weren’t very effective, especially since Junior then decided he wanted to eat them.

By the time he took a bottle and fell asleep that afternoon, I was exhausted. I propped him against the crook of my arm and noticed a smear of carrots near the shoulder of my dress. I tried to clean it off with a wet wipe, one-handed.

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very well with only one hand. Finally Hudson moved from his seat to mine, took the cloth, and wiped it for me. He was so close now, bent over and touching my shoulder, that my heart skipped a few beats.

He finished, and straightened. “There. Now it blends in with the general brownness of the dress.”

“Thanks,” I said.

Neither of us said anything else. Hudson didn’t go back to his seat. The silence seemed to be waiting for something. Or maybe that was just me.

His eyes were a warm brown, gentle but intense. “You know … I never gave you a good-bye kiss.”

It was hard to breathe. “Oh. That’s right.”

“I was supposed to do that so you wouldn’t be lying.”

“Yeah,” I said. Had I actually told Robin Hood that I was going to kiss Hudson, or had I merely implied it? But then, it was better to be safe than sorry.

The suggestion of a smile played on Hudson’s lips. “We’d better kiss now so fireworks don’t go off around your head.” Fireworks. I nodded. Somehow I couldn’t speak anymore.

He leaned toward me gradually, as though giving me time to change my mind. I shut my eyes and let his lips come down on mine.

Hudson wasn’t in a hurry to say good-bye. The kiss was slow, caressing. All the bumps of the road and the sway of the carriage seemed to fade away, replaced by the beating of my heart. I didn’t remember putting my free hand around his neck, but it was there somehow, twining through his hair. His arm moved from the back of the seat to my shoulders. I liked the feel of his arm around me. I felt envel-oped, cared for. When he lifted his head from mine, my mind was spinning.

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He smiled, amused, then moved back to sit across from me. I wondered if he really had only kissed me to make sure no sparks went off around my head. Maybe he hadn’t meant to cause the sparks that were now going off inside me.

I waited for him to say something about the kiss, about us. Was he interested, or was he just the type of guy who liked to prove he could turn girls into quivering piles of hormones?

Still smiling, Hudson looked at the baby. “You ought to call him Stetson.”

I tried to keep my voice calm, like the kiss hadn’t really mattered.

“My husband might not appreciate me naming our son after a hat.”

“It’s not like you’re naming him Baseball Cap or Sombrero.” Did he want to be more than friends? Not even that? I wanted to ask, but instead I stared at Junior. He was safe ground. “Can you believe how tiny his fingernails are?”

“They match his tiny fingers.”

“His pinky curves in a little,” I said, noticing it for the first time.

“I’ve never seen that before.”

“It’s not so uncommon.” Hudson lifted his own hand. “Mine are that way.”

As soon as the words were out of his mouth, Hudson’s gaze shot to mine.

I stared back at him, suddenly light-headed. The baby had brown, wavy hair and dark brown eyes like Hudson. I felt a blush creep into my cheeks.

Instead of blushing, the coloring dropped from Hudson’s face. He clenched his jaw. This was not a good indication that he wanted to be more than friends.

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I nodded, still blushing.

“But she’s your fairy godmother, so she probably didn’t want to risk your child. I’m just a nameless extra who’s messing up the story.

She would have thought it was dramatic justice to take my baby instead.”

I gulped, finally able to breathe. He hadn’t connected the details the same way I had. “You don’t think I’m the mother?” Hudson’s gaze swept over the baby. “He doesn’t look anything like you, and he loves it when I hold him—he probably recognizes me.” Hudson leaned back against his seat, folded his arms, and let out an exasperated breath. “He’s my kid, and his name is Stetson.” But I knew he was mine. He had calmed down at the sound of my voice. I wasn’t about to relinquish him. “The story is about the miller’s daughter. Rumpelstiltskin bought my child, not yours. Why would Chrissy have brought the guard’s son into the fairy tale?” Hudson waved a hand in my direction. “You’re not actually a miller’s daughter. Your father is a librarian. Chrissy is improvising and she doesn’t care whose baby she steals for the story. Fairies don’t follow rules.”

“They must have some rules because they have a magical alliance.”

Hudson shook his head. “I don’t know why I didn’t see it before.

He looks just like my baby pictures. Trust me, he’s mine.” There was no point in arguing about it. “Fine,” I said, wrapping an arm around Junior possessively. “He’s ours.” I meant for the duration of the trip, but Hudson understood what I hadn’t meant to say. I could see the realization dawning on his face.

“You think that … you and I?” The words hung in the air for a moment.

I didn’t answer. I probably blushed again.

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Hudson tilted his head back and grinned. He looked like he might break out laughing.

What did that reaction mean? Did he think the idea of us being a couple was funny, that it could never happen?

I sent him a challenging look. “I suppose you’re too good to marry me?”

He leaned against the carriage wall, settling in with satisfaction.

“Not at all. You’re King John’s fiancée, the heroine of the story. One day Disney will make a movie about this and then you’ll have thousands of little girls toting around lunch boxes with your face on them.