“You didn’t have to pay,” I pointed out as I filled up my own cup.

“Yes, I did,” he said as he handed me a lid.

I put my lid on and grabbed two straws. “Why?”

He smirked at me before turning away and walking to a nearby table. I followed and sat down across from him. I took time to look around the restaurant to see if there were any familiar faces. I relaxed even more when I saw none.

“Because this is technically our first date. I’m not about to ruin it by letting you pay for your own food.”

I snickered. “You’re such a gentleman.”

He opened his mouth to reply but stopped when he saw the cashier carrying our food over to our table. After quickly thanking her, he turned his attention back to me.

“Seriously, I wanted to pay. Things between us are moving in completely ass-backward order, obviously, but I still want to make all your firsts something to remember. After all the fuss you put up over the fact that I paid, I doubt if you’ll forget this date anytime soon.”

I rolled my eyes, ignoring the fact that he was right, and I dug into my burger. When the first bite hit my taste buds, I moaned. “This place really does have the best burgers.”

I looked up to see him watching me, a smirk on his face. “I figured that out by the sound you just made. As a matter of fact, I remember you making a similar sound just last night in my bed.”

My face heated. I pretended not to hear him as I took another bite of my burger. He chuckled at my discomfort but didn’t comment. We sat together in companionable silence as we both inhaled our food. Clearly, I wasn’t the only one who was starving.

As we ate, I people-watched. A few others were eating around us, ranging from an old couple across the room to a mother and her two kids sitting only a table away from us.

None of them paid us any attention at all. They had no idea I was out with a man I had slept with last night that most definitely wasn’t my husband. To them, Ethan and I were just a normal couple eating lunch together. I almost laughed out loud. God, I would do anything to be in a normal relationship with him.

We finished our food in record time.

Ethan sat back and patted his stomach. “I think I ate too much.”

I snorted, and surprisingly enough, I wasn’t embarrassed over making a very unladylike sound around him. It hit me then that I was truly comfortable around the man sitting across the table from me.

“You ate a burger that was three times the size of mine. Of course you ate too much,” I told him.

He pouted. “I’m a growing boy. I need sustenance.”

“Sure you do.” I laughed.

He grinned at me. “I love that.”

“Love what?”

“You laughing. You don’t do it nearly enough.” He paused. “Although, I’ve heard more laughs come out of you in the past two days than I have in months. I hope they don’t end anytime soon.”

“I’m happier when I’m around you,” I told him honestly. “Even when we are at work and can’t talk much, I’m happier just because I know you’re near. That sounds stupid, doesn’t it?”

He shook his head. “No, it doesn’t. The fact that I can make you happy…well, that’s probably the best thing you’ve ever told me. I want you to be happy, no matter what. It’s just ten times better that I’m the one making you feel that way.”

I grinned and looked down as I started gathering up my garbage. “Now, you’re going to get all big-headed. I shouldn’t have paid you that compliment.”

“My head’s already big,” he said.

I looked up to see him waggling his eyebrows at me. My face flushed again as I remembered just how big he was.

“I think it’s time to go,” I told him, trying to change the subject. “I need to go back to my parents’ house so that I’m there when Joey drops off Amelia.”

His teasing manner disappeared at once, and he simply nodded as he tossed his trash onto the tray. “All good things must come to an end, I suppose.”

“Hopefully, the bad things will come to an end, too,” I muttered as we stood.

Ethan took the tray from my hands and carried it over to the trash can. He tossed our garbage inside and placed the tray on top.

Our mood was much more subdued as we walked back out to the parking lot. I followed Ethan to his car, unsure of how to say good-bye. Things were so different now. I was out of my comfort zone.

How do you say good-bye to the man you slept with last night? I feared I would make things awkward between us, and I didn’t want that.

When we reached his car, he leaned against the hood and watched me as I shifted nervously in front of him.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

I hesitated before finally deciding to tell him the truth. “I don’t know what happens now—between us, I mean.”

“What do you want to happen?”

“I don’t want us to be awkward with each other—that, I know for sure. As for everything else, it’s still kind of up in the air, isn’t it? I’m still married. I will be for a while until I can get Joey to agree to the divorce. You and I can’t exactly parade around work and town together.”

He pushed away from the car and took a step toward me. He was directly in front of me, looking down. “Things will never be awkward between us, Caley. I wouldn’t let it be that way. And as for the rest? I know nothing can change. We have to wait for the dust to settle before we can move forward. I told you I was okay with that, and I still am.”

He reached up and cupped my jaw. For a moment, I thought he was going to kiss me. I hated the fact that I was disappointed when he hadn’t.

“I have all the time in the world, Caley. I’m not going anywhere. I’m going to stay right here and wait for you to be mine. And make no mistake, when you’re mine, I’m never letting you go again.”

“I think I might love you,” I blurted out.

He grinned. “I know. One day, there will be no doubt. I’ll make sure you never question how much I love you or how much you love me.”

A car door slammed somewhere in the parking lot, and I instantly jerked away, realizing how obvious we had been, standing out in the middle of a parking lot while confessing our…whatever it was that we were in front of anyone who might happen to look our way.

Stupid.

“I’ll see you later, okay?” Ethan asked.

“Okay,” I whispered as I backed away from him.

I turned and headed for my car, not daring to look back at him. If I did, I feared I would run right back into his arms and beg him to take me back home with him.

Instead, I looked straight ahead as I walked to my car. As I reached it, I pulled out my keys and unlocked my door. I glanced over the top of my car and noticed a man and a woman standing on the other side of the parking lot, kissing passionately. The woman was holding a baby in her arms.

I frowned. It must be nice to show someone how you feel instead of hiding it all the time.

I shook my head to clear it as the man released the woman, and they started walking toward me. I was about to reach for the handle on my car door when the man stopped dead. His eyes were on me, a look of horror on his face. It took me a moment to realize what I was seeing.

Joey was the man. The baby in that woman’s arms was Amelia.

My keys fell from my hands as Joey and I stared at each other. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe.

“Joey, what’s wrong?” the woman asked.

I peeled my eyes away from Joey and focused on her. She was a stranger to me—a pretty stranger but a stranger all the same. Her hair was a dark chestnut color. She was tiny, slim in all the places I wished I were, all the places Joey had wished I were. Her features were delicate—a tiny nose, pouty small lips.

“Caley,” Joey called my name as he started walking toward me.

I took a step back as he approached.

It seemed like eternity before I finally found my voice. “You bastard!” It seemed I had found my voice and then some. My words had been loud. I’d shouted them without even meaning to.