In a tight voice he said, “You have scarred her badly. But she lives.”
“No matter. They can only hang me once.”
Sebastian rose to his feet and let his hand fall by his side. His coat was pushed back and would not foul his move. He kept his face composed. Let the child move away, and let Hewlett give him the slightest cause to act, and he would drop the man where he sat. His success would be a small gift of apology from an inattentive God.
“No matter, you say. Do you really care for no one’s pain but your own?”
Hewlett said, “It is the only thing I have, that gentlefolk do not seem eager to take for themselves.”
Sebastian said, “You have killed a woman today. But I am willing to argue that you killed her in a frenzy. Harm that child for any reason and you will have no such defense. Let her go.”
“No.”
Sebastian looked at the girl.
“What is your name, child?” he said. “Tell this man.”
“Dora,” the girl said, trying to speak normally but managing little more than a whisper.
“Do you miss your brothers and sisters?”
Hewlett said, “Stop it.” He spoke sharply and the girl flinched. But then he grew more calm. He looked up at Sebastian.
“I only wanted to hold her for a while,” he said. “As they would not allow me to hold my own.”
Then with a gentle shove, he pushed little Dora from his knee. She slid to the floor and landed on her feet. There she stood, uncertain; with a movement of his head, Sebastian indicated for her to go.
She did not run. She walked, straight-legged, with her hands balled into fists by her sides.
As soon as the child had passed by him, Sebastian moved out around the end of the empty bed that separated Hewlett from him and said, “What’s it to be, Joe? Will you lay down the surgeon’s knife and walk out with me?”
He heard doors bursting open at both ends of the ward as the child hostage was judged to have reached a safe distance, but he kept his eyes on his man.
“No need,” Hewlett said.
Sebastian could not move quickly enough. If Hewlett had intended to pass the blade across his own throat, he misjudged the stroke; he planted it in and hacked it deep, causing a sudden sideways fountain.
THREE OR FOUR HURTLING BODIES SEEMED TO HIT THE CARTER all at once, bearing him backward onto the bed. Striding in after, the superintendent ordered, “Get the snaps on him.”
“Fetch him a doctor,” Sebastian said. The blood was coming out of Hewlett like wine from a bladder.
“Snaps first,” the superintendent said, and they turned Hewlett over on the mattress to cuff his hands behind his back.
The sniper sergeant said, “This doctor. How fast do you want me to walk?”
Sebastian grabbed a folded cloth from one of the bedside tables and moved in. He half-knelt on the mattress and jammed the cloth against Hewlett’s neck to stem the spray. The superintendent considered his options for a moment and then, with some reluctance, chose a path of decency.
“Better run,” he said.
Hewlett slid from the bed to the floor and Sebastian went with him, holding the cloth in place. He feared that he was doing little good.
Hewlett looked sideways at Sebastian and said, “Is this madness enough for you?”
When he spoke the wound moved like a second mouth, mimicking his speech with the imperfection of a ventriloquist’s doll. Sebastian struggled to reposition the cloth and close the wound, but the cloth was already sodden and his efforts seemed pointless.
Hewlett then said, “I apologize for the trouble I’ve been causing to all,” and slipped out of consciousness.
The doctors came then, and Sebastian stepped back. One or two of the policemen gave him comradely slaps on the shoulder, and he remembered his manners and nodded in acknowledgment. On the inside, he felt only confusion. He’d been ready to take Hewlett’s life, but when the moment came he had fought hard to save it. Here was the self-pitying beast who had carved into Sebastian’s wife. Yet at the core he was a man like any other.
He walked away through the empty ward and found the children’s bathroom. There he tried to clean himself up. But he realized with a sinking heart that his one good suit was ruined. No amount of sponging would ever take out the blood. It had clotted into the fabric and he was spoiling the hospital’s towels just by trying.
He heard noise outside the bathroom. When he emerged it was to find that Hewlett had been taken out of the ward. Most of the police had gone with him. The mess that Hewlett had left behind had not yet been cleaned up, but the ward sister was in charge again and normality could soon return.
Sebastian descended the main stairs. When he reached the entrance hall, the superintendent spotted him and came over. His look was far from congratulatory.
“You’re the husband of the wounded woman,” he said, making an accusation out of it.
“I am,” Sebastian said.
“And you didn’t think to tell me?”
“I thought I identified myself well enough.”
“Not well enough for me. I’d never have let you near him if I’d known.”
“The child is safe. What other outcome would you have?”
“I like to know what risks I’m taking when I take them,” the superintendent said. “I’ll be having words with your employer.”
“Do that,” Sebastian said.
THEY’D MOVED ELISABETH. Once the needlework on her was completed, her surgeon had sent for a cab and moved her to Guy’s. The hospital was less than a quarter mile away and Sebastian walked the short distance, entering through the St. Thomas Street gates. He felt weary and light, at the same time. In the tiled and colonnaded passageway that ran under the main building, he met the surgeon coming toward him. No longer in shirtsleeves, no longer alone, the man was dressed for authority and trailed by assistants. But as soon as he spotted Sebastian, he stopped.
Sebastian said, “Sir Edward. Thank you for your attentions.”
“And we can all thank you for yours,” the now visibly eminent Sir Edward said. “I heard of what happened.”
“I fear the police are not so impressed with me.”
“Ignore the police. Your wife will be very proud.”
“How is she?” Sebastian said. The younger assistants were eyeing him, and he was again made aware of his shabby state. “Can I take her home now?”
“I want to keep her in,” the surgeon said. “Until we know she’s over the shock and there’s no risk of infection.”
“Ours is a tight ship, sir,” Sebastian said, though it pained him to admit it before strangers. “We’ve nothing spare for a hospital stay.”
“I know about your situation. You needn’t worry. Your wife is one of our own. I’ll see she’s taken care of.”
He found Elisabeth in a room off the women’s ward, where he had to seek the permission of the ward sister for an outside-of-hours visit. Unlike the Evelina, Guy’s had an air of security … though its original purpose as a “lock” hospital for incurables meant that the measures designed into its construction had been intended to keep its patients in, rather than intruders out.
The side room was light, with a large window and a shiny linoleum floor. Elisabeth lay with a mountain of pillows elevating her tightly bound arm. She was drowsy but aware. Her heavy-lidded gaze followed Sebastian as he set a chair by the bed and sat upon it. He took her uninjured hand and looked into her eyes.
“Well,” he said.
Elisabeth managed a smile.
Sebastian tried the same, and hoped it would show him as he wanted to seem, rather than betray the truth of his fragile feelings.
She said, slurring her words a little, “Are you thinking the same thing as me?”