“I don’t see how. I haven’t seen her in weeks. We don’t go to many parties.”
“She didn’t get lost at a party, Mr. Biemeyer. I’m not sure how it happened, but I think she went to a nursing home in town here and got waylaid. That’s the theory I have to work on, anyway.”
“Where do I come in? I’ve never been in a nursing home in my life.” He gave me a macho look and reached for his drink.
“Miss Siddon was looking for Mildred Mead.”
His hand jerked and closed on his drink, spilling part of it on his trousers. “I never heard of her,” he said without conviction.
“She was the subject of the painting I’ve been looking for. You must have recognized her.”
“How?” he said. “I never met the woman in my life. What did you say her name was?”
“Mildred Mead. You bought her a house in Chantry Canyon quite a few years ago. That was a generous gift to a woman you say you never met. Incidentally, your daughter, Doris, ended up in that house last night. It’s been taken over by a commune. Mildred sold them the house a few months ago and moved here. Don’t tell me this is news to you.”
“I’m not telling you anything.”
Biemeyer’s face had turned fiery red. He got to his feet. I expected him to take a swing at me. Instead he rushed out of the room.
I thought that was the end of our conversation. But he came back with a fresh drink and sat down opposite me again. His face had turned pale in blotches.
“Have you been researching me?”
“No.”
“I don’t believe you. How did you find out about Mildred Mead?”
“Her name came up in Arizona, together with yours.”
He sighed. “They hate me there. There were times when I had to close down the smelter and put half of Copper City out of work. I know how it feels—I’m a Copper City boy myself. Back before the war, my family didn’t have two nickels to rub against each other. I worked my way through high school and played football to stay in college. But I suppose you know all that already?”
I gave him a knowing look, which didn’t come hard. I knew now.
“Have you talked to Mildred?” he said.
“No. I haven’t seen her.”
“She’s an old woman now. But she was something to see in the old days. A beautiful thing.” He opened and closed his free hand and gulped part of his drink. “When I finally got hold of her, it made everything worthwhile—all the work and the goddam football games getting my bones beaten. But she’s old now. She finally got old.”
“Is she here in town?”
“You know she is, or you wouldn’t ask me the question. Or she was.” He reached out with his free hand and grasped my shoulder. “Just don’t tell Ruth. She’s insanely jealous. You know how women are.”
Just beyond the open door of the study the light stirred. Ruth Biemeyer moved into the doorway, trampling on the heels of her own shadow.
She said, “It isn’t true that I’m insanely jealous. I may have been jealous at times. But it gives you no right to speak like that.”
Biemeyer stood facing her, not quite as tall as she was on her heels. His face was set in creases of bitter loathing that gave it the character it had lacked.
“You were eaten up with jealousy,” he said. “You have been all your life. You wouldn’t give me normal sex, but when I got it from another woman you couldn’t stand it. You did your dirty damnedest to break it up. And when you couldn’t, you ran her out of town.”
“I was ashamed for you,” she said with acid sweetness. “Chasing after that poor old woman, when she was so sick and tired she could hardly walk.”
“Mildred isn’t so old. She’s got more sex in her little finger than you ever had in your body.”
“What would you know about sex? You were looking for a mother, not a wife.”
“Wife?” He swept the room with an exaggerated glance. “I don’t see any wife, I see a woman who cut me off when I was in my prime.”
“Because you chose that old hag.”
“Don’t call her that!”
Their quarrel had had from the start a self-conscious dramatic aspect. They looked sideways at me as they spoke, as if I were their judge or referee. I thought of their daughter, Doris, and wondered if she had been used in this way as the audience and fulcrum of their quarrels.
I remembered Doris’s memory of the scene when she had hidden in the clothes hamper in the bathroom, and I began to get angry again. This time I kept my anger hidden. Doris’s parents were telling me some of the things I had to know. But both of them were looking at me now, perhaps wondering if they had lost their audience.
I said to Ruth Biemeyer, “Why did you buy that picture of Mildred Mead and hang it on the wall?”
“I didn’t know it was Mildred Mead. It’s an idealized portrait, and she’s a wrinkled old crone by now. Why should I connect her with the picture?”
“You did, though,” Biemeyer said. “And she still was better-looking than you ever were on your best day. That was the thing you couldn’t stand.”
“You were the thing I couldn’t stand.”
“At least you’re admitting it now. You used to pretend that all the trouble originated with me. I was the King Kong of Copper City and you were the delicate maiden. You’re not so bloody delicate, or maidenly.”
“No,” she said. “I’ve grown scar tissue. I’ve needed it.”
I was getting sick of them. I had gone through quarrels like theirs myself, when my own marriage was breaking up. Eventually the quarrels reached a point where nothing hopeful, and nothing entirely true, was being said.
I could smell the sour animal anger of their bodies, and hear them breathing quickly, out of phase. I stepped between them, facing Biemeyer.
“Where is Mildred? I want to talk to her,” I said.
“I don’t know. Honestly.”
“He’s lying,” the woman said. “He brought her to town and set her up in an apartment on the beach. I have friends in this town, I know what’s going on. They saw him beating a path to her door, visiting her every day.” She turned on her husband. “What kind of a creep are you, anyway, sneaking away from your lawful home to make love to a crazy old woman?”
“I wasn’t making love to her.”
“Then what were you doing?”
“Talking. We’d have a few drinks and some conversation. That’s all it amounted to.”
“Just an innocent friendship, eh?”
“That’s right.”
“And that’s all it ever was,” she said sardonically.
“I don’t claim that.”
“What do you claim?”
He pulled himself together and said, “I loved her.”
She looked at him in a lost way. It made me wonder if he had ever told her that before. She burst into tears and sat down in his chair, bending her streaming face close to her knees.
Biemeyer seemed upset, almost disoriented. I took him by the arm and led him to the far end of the room.
“Where is Mildred now?”
“I haven’t seen her for weeks. I don’t know where she went. We got into an argument about money. I was looking after her, of course, but she wanted more. She wanted me to set her up in a house with a staff of servants and a nurse to look after her. Mildred always did have big ideas.”
“And you didn’t want to pay for them?”
“That’s right. I was willing to pay my share. But she wasn’t penniless. And she was getting old—she’s in her seventies. I told her a woman has to adjust when she gets into her seventies. She can’t expect to go on living like a queen.”
“Where did she go?”
“I can’t tell you. She moved out several weeks ago without telling me anything. She said she was going someplace to move in with relatives.”
“In town here?”
“I don’t know.”
“You didn’t try to find her?”
“Why should I?” Biemeyer said. “Why the hell should I? There wasn’t anything going on between us any more. With the money from the house in Chantry Canyon, she had enough to live on for the rest of her life. I didn’t owe her anything. Frankly, she was turning into a nuisance.”