“She can do what she wants, Kristen.” Greg pushed her hand away.

“She’s fucking drunk, Greg. She wouldn’t be all over you any other way.”

Greg shot up from the couch, his brown eyes narrowed at me.

“Aw, shit,” Aaron hissed.

“Fucking drama. That’s all you’ve been,” Greg spat at me.

“What?” I asked. A giggle escaped my lips.

“You come here drunk and lead me on, but bring your friend as a fucking cock block. What’s that all about?”

“It’s just candy, Greg. Don’t get your panties in a wad because I don’t have feelings for you.” I yawned.

“Your fucking boyfriend punched me.”

“Dude, stop,” Josh interrupted. He’d unwound himself from his girl but was still sprawled across the beanbag. The girl he’d been mauling stared at us with wide eyes, obviously bewildered a fight had started amid her ecstasy.

“You tried to kiss me right in front of him!” I stood up, meeting him eye-to-eye. “And you showed him that fucking poem that was none of your business.”

“Oh, yeah, that was all my fault. The poem you wrote that you blamed me for.”

“Calm the fuck down,” Aaron said, trying to help Josh defuse the situation.

“This is fucking ridiculous.” I shook my head. “Come on, KK.”

“You know what, Auden?” Greg ignored his friends. “We don’t need your drama.”

“My drama? My drama?”

“I think we should take a break.”

“What the fuck does that mean?” Josh spoke up, letting go of his girl this time.

“Exactly what I said. The band needs a break from Auden.”

Stunned into silence, I could only stare at Greg. The usually unnoticeable crunch of the beans were deafening as Josh’s girl shifted on the beanbag in the soundless room.

1.  Dad

2.  Mom

3.  Soccer team

4.  Aleksandr

And this would be major abandonment number five.

Not that I’m counting.

Chapter 29

Incredible was the word that came to mind as I surveyed the almost-finished transformation of a gutted, run-down movie theater in downtown Bridgeland to a beautiful open space that would house the Central Club’s newest branch. After two months of helping me work on the space in their free time, Jason, Kristen, Aaron, and Josh had given up one final Saturday night to help me complete the setup. Just in time for tomorrow’s Open House fundraiser, where we would unveil the Central Club to the community and, with any luck, get some donations to keep it running.

The ideas that Kristen, Lacy, and I had dreamed up and fleshed out while sprawled across our living room floor or in our booth at Larry’s were finally coming to fruition. Together we’d created a schedule of free classes and workshops for the kids to participate in. The classes ranged from singing (me) and learning instruments (Aaron and Josh) to gymnastics (Lacy), crafting (Kristen, resident Queen of Creativity), and various others to be led by the more than thirty friends and classmates who’d volunteered to teach and tutor. The support overwhelmed me. It thrilled me to have the ability to see this project through instead of relying on someone else, as I had for the Detroit branch.

“Thanks, John,” I told the cop who’d just set down a second banquet table. I whisked a damp clump of hair off my sweaty forehead and began unfolding the tables and chairs that the Bridgeland police had donated for the homework station.

Kristen and Jason were creating a sports and games area, complete with a basketball hoop that Jason had installed yesterday. Though we’d post a “No Hanging on the Rim” sign, I sure hoped the stud in the wall could support the weight of the kids who were sure to ignore it.

Aaron and Josh were setting up instruments on a small raised stage that Greg’s dad had donated. Greg himself wasn’t here. He’d been avoiding me since our dramatic blow up. At first, I thought being ignored wouldn’t bother me, but it did. I missed his friendship and the camaraderie of being in the band. Though Aaron and Josh continued to hang out with me, I missed late-night, jam-and-songwriting sessions with all the guys. There were no romantic feelings, just the loneliness of having been abandoned by something I loved again.

“Testing, testing one, two, um, twelve,” Aaron said into the microphone he’d just plugged in.

“You aren’t fucking Eminem, dude. Shut up,” Josh said straight into the mike.

“Language! We’re in a place for kids,” Kristen yelled from her corner of the room.

“They aren’t here yet,” Aaron called back, whipping a drumstick across the room. It bounced off the floor and landed on a mesh bag filled with basketballs.

“You are so lucky that didn’t hit me,” Kristen warned.

I chuckled at their exchange because it was the same kind of banter I had with the guys. It made me giddy with excitement to have a sibling. Jason and I had missed the wedgie-attack and big-brother-helping-me-open-my-combination-lock-in-high-school stage, but he was all I had, and rather than push him away like I would have done in the past, I’d hold on to him and make future memories.

And he would be mine, and he would be my Squishy. I mean, Jason.

“Dude, we gotta get to Wreckage.” I heard Josh say. I had a feeling it was supposed to be for Aaron’s ears only, but he was standing next to the microphone, so his voice traveled.

“Do you guys have a gig?” I asked. I was curious. Okay, I was jealous, too.

“No.” Aaron punched Josh’s arm before he jumped off stage. “We’re checking out a friend’s gig.”

“Oh.” I nodded. Aaron wasn’t a good liar. It was my fault I was “on a break” from the band, so I didn’t have the right to be upset. Well, I did, but I couldn’t show that I was.

I rounded the table, pushing the chairs I’d unfolded underneath, then unraveled a maroon tablecloth and shook it out.

“It looks fucking ridiculous in here,” Aaron said, grabbing the free end of the fabric and pulling it toward the opposite end of the table.

“Yeah. It’s pretty good compared to when we started.” I set my hands on my hips and inspected the reformed room.

Jason had helped me patch holes in the walls and paint the entire place. Lucky for us, the theater owners disposed of the seating years ago. All the tattered blue-and-gray-striped carpet needed was a vacuum and a deep cleaning. A friend of Uncle Rick’s who owned a carpet cleaning business graciously donated his services.

Kristen and I had scrubbed and bleached the bathrooms, which were in good working order otherwise. Since the theater closed fifteen years ago, the owners rented to various groups, and because of the constant activity, there wasn’t as much to do as there could have been if the place had sat empty all that time.

Aaron swept me into a hug. “Great job, Aud.”

When he let me go, Josh did the same thing, except he lifted me off my feet and spun me around before letting me go. “I’m so proud of you.”

It was impossible to keep the smile off my face because the transformation of the space, as well as the Central Club, filled me with pride.

“Thanks, guys,” I said, lifting my eyes to the ceiling. Though I was ecstatic to be filling up with happy tears, rather than thinking-about-Aleksandr tears, I still didn’t want everyone to see me cry.

“Don’t make her cry, Dickweed!” Aaron chastised Josh. I laughed.

“We gotta get going, but we’ll be here tomorrow,” Josh told me.

Aaron nodded. “Bright and early to help eat the food.”

“Help put out the food, you mean,” I said.

“That’s what I agreed to? Well, that blows.” Aaron winked and threw me double finger-guns as he and Josh rushed out. Wreckage was three doors down, so it wasn’t like they’d be late for whatever they had going on.

“It looks great in here, Aud. This is gonna be so awesome,” Kristen said.

“What’s left?” Jason asked, standing beside Kristen.

“I think that’s it. I just have to take out the trash and—”