Standing at the end of our row, I’m in utter disbelief at how close we are to the field. Distracted by everything going on around us, I didn’t even realize where we were going. “This can’t be right,” I say in shock, turning toward Jade. Pulling her ticket out of her hand, I read the section and row numbers just to make sure they are the same as my ticket. My confusion catches the attention of an usher standing in our section and he walks over to help us.

“Let me, miss.” Graciously, he takes the tickets from my hand and smiles cheerfully at me. The wrinkles on his face deepen even more with his smile. “You didn’t need my help at all.” Extending his hand to the side, he points at the seats we’d already found on our own. After wiping down the seats, even though they weren’t wet or dirty at all, he says, “Best seats in the house for two of the prettiest ladies here.”

“What a sweet man,” Jade gushes as she sits in her seat.

“Sure,” I answer, faraway and distracted.

“You okay?”

“Uh, yeah.” Twisting my fingers in my lap is pretty much a dead giveaway to the fact that I’m anything but fine.

“Sure you are.” She laughs, sitting there with a smug smile plastered to her face.

Before I can even give her some wise-ass comment, the players race onto the field. “Oh, my sweet lord,” Jade squeals, watching the two dozen or so men in uniform jogging around and warming up. “I don’t think those pants could get any tighter. I love them!”

Her rambling on and on about the glorious asses prancing around in front of us becomes nothing but white noise as David finds me in the stands. Of course he knows exactly where to look. If I had been standing up, I’m certain my knees would have given out. His physique—tall, broad, strong—is accentuated by his navy blue and red uniform top. I’m sitting so close that when he reaches up to wave at me, I can actually see the muscles in his forearm move. His face lights up when his eyes land on mine, his crooked smile suggesting a touch of shyness mixed in with his happiness. He winks at me before turning his attention back to his warmups and I find it nearly impossible to peel my eyes away from him.

“Dat ass!’ Jade chimes in, pulling my attention away from said ass. “Damn, Gracie. You are one lucky duck.”

“What do you mean?”

“Seriously?” she quips with sarcasm rivaling that of any teenager worth their weight. “Look at him!” Hiding none of her enthusiasm, she points right at him. “He is gorgeous.” David throws a ball. “Perfect.” He catches one. “Dear God,” she gasps, watching him run across the field. “That’s it. I’ve run out of words. There aren’t any left. He’s rendered me speechless and you know that never happens.”

Trying but failing to hold back my laughter, I giggle along with Jade as warmups roll on into the start of the game. The FDNY team start out in the field and with David playing first base, “dat ass,” as Jade would call it, is pretty much the only thing I can see.

Not that I’m complaining at all.

Nope, not one bit.

Through six innings, the score is tied at zero and I have to say, even though I’m not much of a baseball fan, it’s a great game. Since the stands are filled with tons of kids, there’s no lull in the cheering. Of course, since both teams are local heroes, everyone has someone to cheer for.

“I’m gonna go grab something to eat. Want anything?” I ask Jade as the announcer calls out for the seventh inning stretch.

“I’ll come with you.” She jumps out of her seat and falls in step behind me. By the looks of it, everyone else has the same idea as us. The line is gigantic, cutting through the foot traffic and curling along the wall. “On second thought, I’m gonna go pee while you wait here.”

There’s a group of about five young boys in front of me. Old enough to be without their teacher, they seem to be basking in their breath of independence. With sloth-like speed, the line inches closer to the counter. Without anyone to talk to while I wait, I can’t help but overhear the boys in front of me. Listening to them ramble on about the game, debating stats, and comparing their favorite players, I find myself smiling. There’s something about kids that helps me see the world in a better way. Their youthful innocence makes me feel as if all hope is not lost.

After about ten minutes of waiting, the boys are finally up. Confused, I watch on as only four of the five boys order their food. “You ordering anything, Joey?” the kid ahead of him asks over his shoulder.

Shrugging, Joey answers, “Nah, I’m good.” Maybe he sounds convincing to his friends, but to me he sounds sad, left out somehow. He’s thinner than the rest of them, too and that alone tugs at my heart.

Thinking quickly, I fish my keys out of my bag and drop them to the floor right next to Joey’s feet. He bends to pick them up and I pretend to be distracted, looking off to the side.

He taps me on the shoulder, pulling me out of my faux-distraction. “Excuse me, ma’am. Are these yours?”

“Oh, my goodness. Thank you so much. I’m such a mess. I must have dropped them when I was taking my wallet out,” I prattle on excitedly.

“Oh, well here you go.” He drops them into my open hand as a proud smile brightens his face.

“Please let me give you a little something. As a reward,” I ramble on, dropping my keys back into my bag. His eyes widen when I slide a few bills out of my wallet.

“No, really it’s okay,” he deflects politely. “It’s no big deal really.” Keeping an eye on his friends, he seems as if he doesn’t want to bring attention to our exchange.

The last thing I wanted to do was embarrass him and it looks like I’m about thirty seconds away from doing just that. Playing it cool, I take a step closer to him and whisper, “Please. Take it. I would’ve been locked out of my apartment. Not everyone would have given them back.” Keeping the twenty carefully concealed, I extend my hand to him. Much like tipping a valet, I inconspicuously slide him the money as I shake his hand. After taking a step back, I say, “Thank you again.” Tipping my head toward his friends, I point out how they didn’t see a moment of our exchange. Joey smiles, a look of gratitude spreading across his face. Stepping up to the counter, he orders a hot dog and soda, carefully folding up the rest of the money before slipping it into his pocket.

Watching him walk away with his friends, happiness settles in my chest. I know it may sound cheesy to some, but it’s always made me feel like a better person when I’m able to do something nice for someone else. I’ve never acted charitably as a means to make others think highly of me. My good deeds have always been born from a simple truth: the world can be a terribly ugly place, so if I can do something to change it, alter it in even the slightest, then I will.

Jade slides up next to me as I’m finishing my order of a hot dog, pretzel, and bottle of water. Without even scanning the board, she says, “Make that two, please,” as she holds up two fingers to the cashier.

As I’m taking the box of food from the cashier, Jade pulls out her wallet and pays for our lunch, explaining, “That honey of yours got us the tickets so the least I can do is pay for lunch.”

And just like that, my faith in goodness is strengthened once again.

Walking back to our seats, the stadium erupts with loud and raucous cheering. We sit down just in time to watch a solo homerun cut through the sky, landing somewhere beyond the center field wall. A sea of blue and white uniforms crowd around home plate as the NYPD officer rounds third, jumping up and down and cheering him on the go-ahead run.

“They’ve got an inning left. Think they can do it?” Jade chimes in, mumbling around a gigantic piece of pretzel.

Scanning the crowd, all I see are groups of kids smiling and laughing, cheering and clapping. “They already have.”