Joshua had told her if she parked there and walked into the woods one hundred yards, she’d find an overgrown path to her left that led directly to the tunnel off the side of the house. Overgrown would be her friend—she could slink in unseen and surprise the bastard. Though how surprised could Copeland really be, knowing she was coming? The only thing she had on her side was the fact that she was alone. He’d expect her to come calling with a bevy of cops with her, expecting a hostage negotiation, that she’d give herself for Sam’s release. He’d think she was going to make a production of it, try to arrest him, to do the right thing and see justice done. She was a by-the-book kind of detective.

And that was where he didn’t know her at all. That was the exact opposite of what she had planned. He didn’t know her true strength. That love would make her blind to the dangers, that she would throw the rules out the fucking window in a heartbeat if it meant ending this quietly. Without witnesses. Like a reset button.

That she’d been planning to kill him from the moment he’d set foot in her world, taunting her, playing cat and mouse.

She had to force her heart rate down, she was getting angry again. Anger meant she’d make a mistake. She couldn’t afford that. Not now.

It was time.

She was in position at the base of the neighbor’s drive.

She climbed out of the car, felt the unfamiliar weight of the Ruger under her left arm. She didn’t usually wear a shoulder holster. She tucked the Beretta into the second leather holster she’d snapped on to her belt, with it in the back instead of on her hip, where the Glock sat. She untucked her shirt so it would hang loose over the third gun, then shrugged into her leather jacket, the roomy one she reserved for wearing over heavy sweaters. Everything felt good, solid. In place. Right.

Ewan would be watching from the front, and she was planning to sneak in the back. Right up to the attic on the servants’ stairs, winding onto the small fourth story, the one that wasn’t visible from the drive. Joshua had told her this was where Copeland had hidden Jane Macias, the reporter he’d kidnapped for the Snow White’s pleasure. Joshua had snuck her from the house using exactly this same path.

Her cell rang again. Baldwin. This time she answered, surprised at how normal her voice sounded.

“Where the hell are you?” he yelled at her. “I’ve been calling for an hour.”

“Hello, Baldwin.” Neutral. Don’t get upset. Don’t get excited. “You know where I am. I’m going after Sam.”

“Not fucking alone you’re not. Stop wherever you are and let us catch up to you.”

“No.”

She got back in the truck, she didn’t want any of the neighbors to hear an argument and get suspicious.

“Taylor.” His voice dropped an octave. She heard voices in the background, assumed he had someone with him. Hell, he’d probably be bringing a SWAT team’s worth of people. If this were a normal situation, that was exactly what she’d do.

“Taylor, please. Don’t do this. Just tell me where you are. Let me help you.”

“Help me? Sure. There are a few things you can do to help me. How about starting with the truth, for once. If you’re capable of it.”

“What are you talking about? Does he have you, Taylor? Are you talking under duress? Just say yes if you are.”

“No, I’m not. I’m talking about your son. The child you so conveniently forgot to mention to me. You and Charlotte’s child?” Dead silence.

“Jesus. How did you find out?”

She put the phone on speaker and set it on the console, started to wind her hair up in a bun. She didn’t want it getting in her face while she was trying to shoot.

“That doesn’t matter, Baldwin. Not anymore. You know where I am. I have to do this. I have to end it. I can’t let anyone else get hurt.”

“Taylor, please. Don’t go in there alone. I don’t want you to get hurt, or do something you might regret.”

“Don’t you dare tell me that. Regret my ass. My judgment isn’t in question here. This man has my best friend. For all I know, he’s already killed her. He’s mine, and I intend to take care of him.”

She was being careless now, but it felt too good to stop. “You had your chance, Baldwin. You could have trusted me. Now I know I can’t trust you. The only person I’ve ever been able to trust was Sam. I can’t believe I counted on you. My mistake. So I’m going to do this my way. I’m tired of taking direction from you. You know where I am. Come on down, but believe me, it will be over by the time you get here.”

Taylor clicked off the phone, ignoring his protestations. The last thing she heard before the line cut out was him yelling at whoever was in the car with him.

She muted her phone and pocketed it, then stepped back outside. It would take them just long enough to get here, hopefully enough time for her to lay the whole trap. Someone would burst in and see Copeland making a move for her, see the shooting. It was as close as she could come, she needed someone to at least think they saw her defending herself.

A risky plan, but it was the best she had. She just needed to control herself long enough to let it play out.

She walked up the neighbor’s driveway, off to the side by the evergreen hedge. Joshua had told her they weren’t in the city during the winter. He was right, the windows were blank and cold, the drive quiet.

Birds were singing in the distance. Joshua’s birds. Her hands were cold, she tucked them into a fist and blew into them. The leaves had all dropped from the trees, which were spindly and naked. They were woven close together so they formed a privacy screen between the houses. In the summer, in full leaf, they would be so thick you’d never be able to see through to the house next door. Now the view was still hindered, but she could see the corner of the great monolith, just to the south.

There was the path.

She crept along it, trying hard not to make too much noise. She didn’t need a nosy neighbor seeing her, misinterpreting the situation.

Going in alone went against everything she’d been taught. But this was the best way, the only way.

Joshua told her to look for a rotted log. It was a fake, a cover for the controls to the lawn sprinkler system, designed to look like it belonged there. There.

She flipped the log up to see a trapdoor, like a miniature storm shelter. Joshua had told her where the key was hidden, in the interior knot of the fake log. She found it, unlocked the wooden door, lifted it up. Damp must drifted out, the scent of the earth mingled with too much time. She played her flashlight into the hole, saw the small set of stairs.

She glanced back over her shoulder at the ice-blue sky, then took the first step.

The birds stopped singing.

Fifty-Four

Baldwin pulled the car over and put his head in his hands.

“Think,” he said aloud to himself.

Where are you, Taylor?

“What’s wrong?” Marcus asked. “What did she say?”

“She said we’d know where she was. She’s not thinking clearly.”

“I’d say she was pretty clearheaded.”

“So you heard?” There would be no secrets after this, among any of them.

“The only obvious thing was the words child and Charlotte. Add to that the tone of fury, and you do the math. I’m a detective, remember? You had a kid with Charlotte?”

Baldwin ran his fingers through his hair. “It’s a long story, but yes. One small detail, I just found out about him last year. I’ve been looking for him ever since.”

“Last year? And you didn’t tell her? No wonder she’s pissed.”