"Linc, stop teasing me and fuck me already!" She sounded as desperate as I felt. With that thought, I positioned myself at her entrance and thrust forward, entering her balls deep in one motion, causing her to moan loudly.
"Mmm."
"You feel like fucking heaven," I told her, while looking into her beautiful green eyes. I didn’t move for a moment because I knew if I did, I’d blow my load and it would all be over before we actually got started. She felt so damn good. I lifted up on my knees, gripping her thighs in my hands, and pulled her closer to me. She moaned beneath me as I began a constant rhythm, moving in and out of her in deep, hard thrusts. "Does that feel good baby? Is that what you wanted? You want me deep inside you?" My apa piercing and Jacob’s ladder made sex so much better for the both of us. Looking at the pleasure on her face made me even happier that I decided to get my junk pierced.
"Mmhmm," she moaned while lifting her hips with each thrust. I lifted her hips from the mattress allowing me to thrust deeper into her snug, little pussy. I placed my hand over her mound, my thumb against her swollen nub, and I began to rub her throbbing clit in slow, torturous circles. She gripped the sheet in her hands and rolled her head to the side. I could tell she was getting close by the way her body tensed beneath mine. That was good because I could already feel the pressure building at the base of my spine. I could feel her internal muscles gripping me tight like a fist.
"Don't hold back on me, kitten. Let me hear you when you come apart." Her lust-filled eyes met mine as her body began to tremble beneath me as her muscles clamp down hard on my cock.
"Linc!" She screamed, providing the final push that I needed. We shattered together. My body collapsed on top of hers and we lay like that for a moment, gasping for air as our bodies slowly recovered from our orgasm. I tucked a damp strand of hair behind her ear. She looked beautiful, laid out before me with her flushed skin and swollen lips from our kissing. Her silky brown hair fanned out over the pillow. The memory of what she looked like when she fell apart around me would forever be etched into my brain.
Fucking beautiful.
The cold hard reality of what we’d just done slapped me in the face. Not only did I not use a condom, but now that I’d had a taste of her, I wasn’t sure that I could stay away. Jinx was going to kick my ass and I deserved it. She deserved so much better than what I could give her. She deserved someone who would devote themselves to her and be faithful. We all knew that I was none of those things and never would be. I would never tie myself down that way. I was a sick son of a bitch and I should have just stayed away from her.
"I'm going to use the restroom. I'll be right back," I told her as I kissed her temple before pushing myself off the bed and disappearing into the bathroom. When I walked back into the room, she had already crawled beneath the covers and was fast asleep.
Perfect. Call me an ass if you want; I've been called worse, but this was me. It was what I did. I quickly dressed while trying to be as quiet as possible as I eased out the door and closed it behind me.
Honesty
I woke the next morning to a cold¸ empty bed. I don’t know why I was surprised. I had hoped to wake up in his arms, but I should have known better. He was not that type of man; I knew that to begin with. I knew when I asked him to fuck me that night that it would be nothing more than that, a quick fuck. He would fuck me and then move on to the next. I was sure he had already carved my notch into the neck of his guitar.
How stupid am I?
After forcing myself out of bed, I quickly showered and dressed in a pair of gray drawstring sweats and a soft, long sleeved light blue t-shirt. If I was going to be on a bus for the next twenty-four hours, then I intended on being comfortable. I decided to forgo the makeup and pulled my long brown hair back into a high ponytail. My cell chimed, signaling a new text. I unplugged it from the charger and anxiously swiped my finger across the screen. I felt my heart crack a little when I saw the text was from Jinx, not Linc.
Jinx: Leaving in thirty minutes.
Me: I'm on my way down.
I scanned the room to make sure that I had everything, before grabbing my suitcase and heading downstairs. The bus was already running and Frank, our driver, was standing outside the open door. He took my bag and loaded it into the luggage compartment while I climbed on board.
"I hope you didn't do anything stupid last night," my brother Jinx said, staring up at me from his place on the couch. The other guys were nowhere to be seen, but I knew some of them were already on board, as their things were already scattered about the kitchen.
"Jinx," I rolled my eyes at him. "I don't want to get into this right now. I know what I'm doing, so just let it go," I told him. He didn’t need to know that I did, in fact, do something stupid last night.
"You don't know him like I do, Honesty. If he gets you into bed, he'll use you and then walk away, hurting you in the process. I know you too well. You have a big heart and you care too much sometimes. I just don't want to see you hurt," he replied.
"That was the old me," I told him, knowing that he was right. He eyed me carefully, and for a moment, I thought he was going to say something else, but he didn’t. He pushed himself up from the couch and wrapped me in a tight hug before he turned and walked to the back of the bus, disappearing into the bathroom. Chance climbed the steps of the bus with his arms loaded down with plastic bags from the hotel gift shop.
"What the hell have you done, Chance?" I laughed when he dropped one of the bags onto the table, a king size bag of Skittles falling out. This guy had a serious sugar addiction.
"I bought every bag of Skittles they had. I figured, with a twenty-four hour bus ride ahead of us, we'd need junk food. Besides, Skittles are my favorite and Linc has a tendency to eat them all. I don't even think he likes them. I think he does it just to piss me off. I figured I'd hide some in my bunk for safe keeping," he said while sliding his fingers across his lips as if to tell me his lips were sealed. I did the same and pretended to throw the key over my shoulder.
"That's a really strange addiction to have, but okay," I laughed and grabbed one of his bags of candy, earning me a slap on the hand. "Speaking of Linc, where is he?" I asked, trying to keep my face blank of any emotion.
"He's in his bunk." He motioned toward the back of the bus. "I think he was out late last night. He said he didn't get any sleep. I haven't seen him look that drained except for the time he had a threesome with a couple of twins. Now, that kicked his ass!" He threw his head back and laughed. I did not need to know that. Hmm...That bit of news had me wondering where he went after he left my room.
Did he hook up with someone else? The thought made my stomach twist into knots. Who am I to question where he went? It was not like we were in a relationship. It was just one night. It was not like we would ever sleep together again.
Linc
Leaving her bed after she fell asleep that night was one of the hardest things that I had ever done, holding her in my arms, watching her come was a memory that would forever be burned into my brain. She was fucking gorgeous when she came, not that she was not always gorgeous. There was just something about the way her body trembled, her cheeks blushed, and her green eyes shined a little brighter when she came apart, that I would always remember. I knew if I stayed wrapped up in her, it would be even harder to leave this morning. I spent the night in a corner booth in the hotel bar, drinking all night while reliving every moment of my time with her. I stumbled onto the bus before anyone else this morning and practically poured myself into my bunk. With any luck, I would sleep for the next twenty-four hours.