I shrug and search for something funny to say. “Then let’s fast forward through the opening credits. I haven’t at all decided what I want to do just yet.”

The oh-so-British sitting room has a Picasso that magically drops down to reveal a full screen for movie viewing. I settle on a comfy couch and clutch a throw pillow. I laugh. Striped pillows with small flowers. Who would have taken Alan for a stripes with small flowers kind of guy?

I look up to see him watching me quizzically. “You laugh during the credits?” he asks.

I blush, remembering the boff comment. “No, it’s your pillows. So dainty and proper.”

He shakes his head and the expression on his face relaxes as he stretches out on the sofa, back against the armrest. I try to focus on the movie and I can’t, which is a disappointment because I can tell from the little I absorb that it is funny. He is watching me and not the movie. I don’t know why he’s doing that or what’s up with this strange sort of play date we’re having. And that’s what it feels like. As odd as that sounds, it feels like those silly dates I used to have in eighth grade when I let a guy come over to watch a movie at Jack’s.

It wasn’t what I expected when Alan brought me here. I chance a look at him out of the corner of my eye. “You don’t like the movie?”

“Not particularly.”

I lean back into my armrest until I’m facing him. “So is this what you do in your down time? Invite strange girls home and then watch them watch movies you don’t particularly like?”

Alan’s smile is potent and sexy. “No, this is a new experience for me. I’ve not been alone with a girl who’s selected the movie option.”

I lift my chin and smile and sidestep the last part of that comment. “Really?”

“I’ve not really done the date thing before.” His tone is one of wry amusement. “How do you think its going?”

“Date?” My voice hitches up from mezzo-soprano to soprano. “Is that what we’re doing? I thought we were watching a movie so I could pretend you didn’t bring me here to boff.”

Alan rolls forward on the couch until he is very, very close to me. “Only if that’s what you want to do,” he whispers, and then kisses me lightly.

I smile. “I can never tell if you’re being serious or making fun of me.”

His eyes are earnest. “I would never make fun of you.”

He reaches for a cigarette and lights it. After a puff, he holds it up. “Do you mind?”

I shrug. “Of course not. It’s your house. Jack used to smoke until he thought it was ruining his voice.”

With my eyes, I trace up one wall across the ceiling and then down another. “Are you all alone here, all the time, in this horrible quiet?”

“No. Not usually. I have people who work for me. They come in and out. I don’t know their schedule. Most of them I don’t know what they do. I prefer the quiet. It’s hardly ever quiet. And I’m not alone. I’m with you.”

I look at the priceless collection of art on the wall. “Are you as rich as they say you are?”

“Is that the latest criticism of me? That I’m rich? Usually it’s that I’m too commercial. But it depends.”

“On what?”

That intense black stare meets mine directly. “If you are the kind of girl who gets turned on by money.”

“Nope, I’m the kind of girl who gets turned on by really bad American cinema.”

Alan arches a brow. “You find John Candy sexy?”

I do a little lift with my brows. “Extremely. There is nothing sexier than a guy who can make you laugh.”

He takes another drag of his cigarette. “Not even a guy who sings?”

I roll my eyes, toss the pillow and rise from the couch. I wander out onto the terrace. The patio is lovely, like a tiny English garden encased in cement. Everything tasteful. Everything correct. I sink down on a cushioned, double seat chaise lounge. His view of the city is spectacular.

After a minute or two, Alan follows. He relaxes casually against the concrete wall, smoking and watching me. “You don’t want to watch the end of your movie?”

“Nope. You don’t find it funny and you’re just indulging me.”

“Do you want to stay here to see the sunset?”

“No. I hate sunsets. I only like to watch the sunrise.”

I feel the sudden heavy pressure of his eyes.

“What’s going on inside that head of yours, Chrissie?”

I look at him and tense. His eyes are smoky and a potent caress, but hidden within their shadowy depths I see curiosity,  caution, and something I’ve never had a guy look at me with before…pity.

I struggle to maintain my composure. “I’m just trying to figure out what I want to do since you really don’t do the date thing well.” Then sarcastically, “What’s going on inside that head of yours, Alan?”

“I’m trying to figure out why you are here. You’re a very confusing girl to read.”

I frown. “That’s the second time you’ve said that. I’m not confusing at all. Why do you say that?”

He takes a long drag of his cigarette and stares at me through the smoke. “There are usually four types of girls who end up with me: addicts, fame-whores, gold-diggers and rich little girls with daddy issues.”

Oh god, he stole my line and is using it cruelly. “Very organized. A nice system,” I say with a calm I don’t feel. “Which kind of girl am I?”

“I don’t think you fit in my A through D list.”

Forcing an air of amusement, “No?”

“No.” There isn’t even the slightest hint of lightness in that. He puts out his cigarette. “I’m not sure what it is I see in you, but whatever it is, it worries me, Chrissie. And I never expected that and I really don’t like it.”

Oh shit. My body grows cold as the entirety of my body heat concentrate in my cheeks. I rise to my feet.

He crosses the terrace to me. “You don’t have to leave.”

I look at him and find those black eyes watching me, assessing every change in my expression.

Afraid and flashing with internal anger, I head toward the door. “Sorry, Alan, I’m out of here. Go play your games on another girl. You are just too weird for me.”

He smiles, unruffled, and lightly brushes my hot cheek with an index finger. “No, I don’t think so. I’m not too weird for you. I think I’m exactly what you look for.”

I slap his hand away. “What the hell does that mean?”

“You think I’m a fucked up asshole who’s going to fuck you, fuck you without ever getting to know you, and then toss you aside. And that’s what you want. That makes me safe for you. That’s the reason you’re here with me.”

He walks away, not waiting for an answer. He disappears through the terrace doors and leaves me alone in my anger, knee deep in verbal shit and emotional mess. Wanting to scream, I shake my hands to contain my reaction, and then I realize I’m containing tears. Is that really what Alan thinks of me? It shouldn’t matter, but my insides grow icy as I realize he pities me.

He pities me! Numb with humiliation, I flee the orangey sunset glow on the terrace into the dim corridors of the apartment.

I’m almost to the door before I turn back. Oh no, Alan Manzone, I am not going to sulk off like a wounded child without answering that. Who the fuck does he think he is? He’s the one with the life that’s a train wreck.

Livid, I storm into the kitchen. There are two place settings set up on the butcher block island, two empty wine glasses and something sizzling in a pan on the stove. Alan is focused on gently moving the contents of the skillet with a spatula.

I struggle to organize my thoughts and find a way to launch my tirade.

“I offered you dinner so why don’t you stay,” he says quietly.

I exhale a long, ragged breath. “Why should I stay? You don’t even like me.”

He looks over his shoulder and the expression on his face is puzzling, yet strangely unthreatening. “I never said that I didn’t like you, Chrissie. I said that you worried me.”

I sit on the high bar chair and let out an angry breath. “How can I worry you? You don’t even know me.”