The smile was abruptly gone from his face. He had a sudden heated memory of her nails digging mto his hips while she murmured the word that had broken his restraint into a million pieces. "You mean it?"

"We've slept together before." She moistened her lips nervously. "You need the rest."

The flame that had leaped fitfully in his eyes disappeared suddenly. "I appreciate your concern, but the situation is a little different now."

Zilah glanced around the luxurious room, with its gleaming mosaic-tiled floors covered with richly patterned area rugs. "Externally, perhaps." Her eyes met his uncertainly. "But we're the same people we were last night in that cave, aren't we?"

He stood up. "We're still the same people." He smiled gently. "Clancy said that danger had a way of bringing two people close in a hurry. I think he's right. I couldn't feel closer to you, old friend."

Oldjriend. Last night when he had murmured that phrase in her ear it had brought her only warm contentment. Now, for some reason, it made her feel a little uneasy. She was probably just being stupidly imaginative to think there was an odd tension in Daniel's attitude. "I feel very close to you too, Daniel," she said softly. "And very grateful."

His eyes, which had been carefully guarded, suddenly flared to life. "I thought we'd already discussed how I regard gratitude. You can save that for Bradford. I'll have none of it." Then, when he saw the startled confusion in her expression, he took a deep breath and tried to smile reassuringly. "Sorry. You should know by now what a rough bastard I am. Maybe you're right about my being tired. Forget it.

Okay?"

"Okay," she said, still puzzled.

"That's my girl." He tousled her hair affectionately. "You go back to sleep. I promise I'll work at being halfway civilized the next time I see you."

"Don't work too hard. I like you pretty well just the way you are." Her eyes were wide and uncertain, looking up at him. "You will be here when I wake up, won't you?" She smiled shakily. "I mean, you don't

have any other terrorists to catch or planes to blow up or anything?"

"I'll be here." He kept his tone deliberately offhand. "I thought I'd stick around until you were well and then escort you to Zalandan myself. After all, you're still technically my responsibility. I always like to tie up all the loose ends on any mission I undertake."

She felt a little ripple of pain mixing with the joy that news brought her. Responsibility. She was sure he hadn't meant to hurt her. He couldn't know just how bone-weary she was of being a responsibility to everyone. She smiled with an effort. "That sounds like fun. It will be interesting to see what kind of pyrotechnics you can instigate on a more conventional journey."

He bent forward and brushed a fairy-light kiss on her forehead. "I'll try to see what I can do to keep you amused." He straightened and reached for the switch on the lamp. He suddenly hesitated. "Would you rather I left the light on?"

"Why should I?" she asked curiously. "I'm not a child afraid of the dark."

"No, of course you're not. I guess I wasn't thinking straight." The light flicked off, plunging the room into darkness. "Good night, Zilah."

"Good night, Daniel." She felt bereft as she watched his massive shadow stride toward the door on the far side of the room.

"Daniel?"

He paused as he opened the door. The dim light from the hall haloed his auburn head with flame, but left the rest of him in silhouette. "Yes?"

"I have one more question. Who undressed me?"

There was a short silence before he answered. "I did. I undressed you and bathed you myself. Philip

has no women servants. I thought you'd rather have me do it than a stranger."

She felt a sultry tingle of awareness sweep through her. Good heavens, she was supposed to be ill and yet even the thought of Daniel's hands and eyes on her naked body sent a wrenching stab of desire for him through her. From frigidity to nymphomania in one experience, she thought ruefully. No, not nymphomania. It was only Daniel that she wanted. Only Daniel. "You were right," she said huskily. "Thankyou."

"You're welcome." He hesitated, and when he spoke again the words came jerkily. "You're a very beautiful woman, Zilah. Avery special woman. I hope ..." His words trailed off. "Good night." The door closed softly behind him.

There was a tiny frown creasing Zilah's forehead as she turned on her side and settled her cheek on the satin pillow. Her uneasiness was growing by the minute. Why had Daniel been so reserved, almost cool with her? It couldn't have been entirely her imagination. In the brief time they had known each other she had learned to read him too well to mistake the signs of his withdrawal.

Perhaps he was having second thoughts about the so-called obsession he had formed for her. The thought sent a chill of depression through her and she drew the sheet up to her chin with a little shiver. Well, what if he had? He was probably right to be wary of a relationship that had started so precipitously and had exploded with such wild force. Perhaps he had satisfied his desire for her and no longer wanted her in that way anymore. What did she know about how long it took for men to tire of women? She should be equally sensible and offer Daniel the platonic friendship he appeared to want now. She knew that friendship lasted. If that was what he

wanted. Oh, she just didn't know. Last night everything had seemed so beautifully certain and now she was miserably unsure.

Then she determinedly cleared her mind of doubts and closed her eyes. The man was completely exhausted. She was foolish to try to analyze his actions when she couldn't possibly expect him to behave in a normal manner. For that matter, how did she know what his normal behavior was? They still had to get to know the more obscure facets of each other's personalities. All that would come in time. She wasn't going to lose the precious gift Daniel had given her. Not now that she knew what they could have together. It would hurt too much. She didn't think she would be able to stand it.

What was she thinking? Of course she would be able to stand it. She was strong. She could stand anything. She closed her eyes and tried to let the serenity of that knowledge flow into her. It surrounded her, whirling doubts and fear away, but beneath it was a barely discernible chorus that sang her a wistful siren's song.

I will he strong. I will survive. But, please, just this one time, let me not have to use that strength. Let me have Daniel. Please. Let me have Daniel.

Five

Turquoise eyes gazed down at her. Zilah opened her own eyes with a distinct sense of deja vu as she looked up in drowsy bewilderment into the face of the man standing by her bed.

"I'm Philip El Kabbar, Miss Dabala. I apologize for barging in on you so unceremoniously. I wished to welcome you to my home, and assure you that if there's anything you need or want, you have only to ask." His smile was charming. "I would have waited, but I had to leave early to go to the irrigation project and I wanted to be sure to see you before I left. I hope you will forgive me?"

There wouldn't be many women who would fail to forgive Philip El Kabbar almost any transgression. Zilah thought as she sat up in bed, tucking the satin sheet firmly beneath her arms. He was one of the most fantastically attractive men she had ever seen. He was in his early thirties, she concluded, with raven-dark hair and skin bronzed to a dark gold,