Gaines nodded. “Maryanne,” he said. “What do you believe really happened that night?”
She looked away toward the window, back to the sink, the stove, the wall behind Gaines. Never once did she look at him directly as she considered her thoughts.
“I agreed with what a lot of people said at the time, Sheriff Gaines,” she eventually replied.
“And what did people say?”
“That the devil came to Whytesburg to collect on Michael’s debt.”
38
Gaines believed in crazy.
In war, truth was the first casualty. So said Aeschylus. Gaines did not agree with Aeschylus. In war, sanity went first, and crazy followed in right after to take its place.
As crazy as the handful of survivors who made it out of the NVA assault of Lang Vei in February of ’68.
As crazy as the nineteen-year-old lance corporal telling you that you were lucky to be going someplace that had a lower-thanaverage kill rate.
Gaines remembered someone telling him that the Marine Corps was earning its reputation as the most efficient and effective means of killing young Americans ever devised.
A dead marine cost eighteen thousand dollars.
Someone else, maybe like a spec 4 from Special Forces, cost a good deal more.
So yes, Gaines knew all about crazy.
Despite the fact that he had not been there in Khe Sanh at the end of ’67, he knew that Khe Sanh was really was the beginning of the end. The NVA had the US encampment surrounded—the 304th division lay to the south, the 320th to the east; northwest was 325C, northeast was B, and a fifth unidentified division waited patiently across the Laotian border. The NVA were using routes along foothills bridging Laos and Vietnam, routes that had been used by the Viet Minh in the 1940s. They understood the war. They understood the weather. They understood the country. This was their territory.
In April and May of ’67, additional forces that had been deployed to keep Khe Sanh secure engaged with NVA battalions holding hills 881 North and 881 South. The 1st and 3rd Battalions of 26th Marines were rotated through the firebase.
In the Terrace Bar of the Continental, in the L’Amiral Restaurant, the Danang Press Center, in the daily forty-five minute briefings in the Saigon press rooms, endless parallels were drawn between the 1954 French defeat at Dien Bien Phu and what was happening in Khe Sanh. Fortune was against the United States. America had challenged fate, and fate would not be challenged lightly. Special Forces had moved in in ’62 and built their defense lines over the remains of the French bunkers. The French had lost there, and so would the Americans. Monsoons favored the NVA. Air observation and cover were impossible to maintain. Khe Sanh was encircled. All evacuation routes, including Route 9, were NVA held. Everyone was going to die. The war was going to be lost. That was where you found real crazy. Soldiers on their way out found themselves unable to leave. Their tours were over, and they could not go home.
Only in war did people understand war.
And then—finally—when bad news was coming in from Hue, Danang, Qui Nho’n, Khe Sanh, Buôn Ma Th
There was a Hotel Company, a Sierra Company, an India Company, a Foxtrot Company. No Charlie Company. That would have been too much irony for anyone to bear. It just started Alpha, Bravo, Delta, like the first three acts of some ironic Greek tragedy. And in every company there was always the one. He walked between bullets; hell, the guy could even walk between raindrops in monsoon season, to hear his fellows speak of him. He was the one who always survived, who went in first, came out last, never a scratch. A million near misses and almosts, bullets close enough to feel the sharp breeze and hear the whistle, but never a hit, as if God had some other divine intent and the war was just a movie to sit through so he could say he’d been there.
And every day the kind of sights that opened one eye wide in shock and caused the other to rapid-fire blink in disbelief.
That drove you crazy.
That was what crazy was all about.
And that’s what Michael Webster had carried in his heart and his soul all the way from Southeast Asia, and that’s what he had delivered, unexpectedly perhaps, unintentionally, to Whytesburg.
And that kind of crazy was contagious. Perhaps airborne, perhaps absorbed through the pores of the skin, but insidious, malignant, consuming.
Maryanne Benedict had it, and perhaps Matthias Wade too.
Nancy Denton had escaped early.
What had they uncovered? Really, what had they dug up out of that riverbank? Gaines could not believe that it was simply the preserved body of a teenage girl. They had opened a door, a portal, a window into some other place, some other reality, and through that aperture had come something strong enough and malevolent enough to poison the very air they breathed. They were all infected. The town was infected. And there was no way to put it back where they had found it.
John Gaines sat alone with these thoughts in his car, and he wondered if he was going crazy, too. He was just a little way down the street from Maryanne Benedict’s house, but he could have been a thousand miles away.
It seemed to be a closed circle now, much like the snake itself. It had swallowed its own tail and would finally disappear.
Gaines started the car. He headed back to Whytesburg. By the time he arrived home, it would be close to eight, maybe a little after. He’d had enough. He would spend some time with his ma, perhaps watch a little TV, try to get a decent night’s sleep. He would address this tomorrow, Sunday, and see if there wasn’t some thread left somewhere that he could follow.
What had happened that night in August of 1954 was, in truth, less important than what had happened to Michael Webster. If Webster had in fact been responsible for Nancy’s death, then there was nothing further to investigate. The killer had found his own justice, albeit two decades after the fact. The killer of Webster, however, was—in all probability—somewhere close, and Gaines believed it was Wade. Had Webster and Matthias Wade searched those woods together that night? No one but Wade knew, and he was not talking. If they had searched separately, then either one could have strangled Nancy without the other knowing. And if Wade had been her killer and Webster had known this, why had Webster maintained his silence? And why did Wade wait for twenty years to kill Webster, knowing all the while that Webster could tell the truth of what happened?