Carter starts by kissing my neck while his hand moves down me. I want him to touch me so bad that I feel like I’ll explode as soon as he does.

He slips one finger and then another inside of me. “Carter!” With his other hand, he is massaging my aching breasts. The two sensations at the same time are almost too much.

He starts moving down my body until his head is close to where I want him. He kisses a line along my hipbone, and I get goose bumps all over from the anticipation.

“I want you to let me fuck you with not only these…” he says, while running his fingers over my clit.”…but with this too.” He kisses my inner thigh. “Tell me what you want, baby.”

I moaned. I really love it when he talks like this during sex. “I want you to kiss me down there, Carter.”

He runs a finger from one end of me to the other. “Right here?”

“God, Carter, please!”

He lowers his head and begins to lick me slowly up and down, while his fingers continue their torture. I feel myself tighten as he savors me, and I lift my hips to meet him while I dig my fingers into his hair.

“Fuck, baby, you taste amazing.”

His words are the last straw. I explode around his fingers and into his mouth.

Carter looks up at me and smiles, then starts to make his way back up my body. “You are so damn sexy, baby. I’m gonna make you come again but, this time, I want to be inside of you. That way, I can feel your beautiful pussy squeezing my dick.”

Oh my god, hearing him say that almost made me come again right then. He lifts my legs up and wraps them around his waist. He pulls back, looks up at me, smirks, and then sinks down deep inside me. “Carter!”

He feels so good. I heard stories about sex that were scary. It had never been like that with him, though. Everything has been like a fantasy. I lift my hips to him, taking him in deeper.

“Whose pussy is this, baby?”

He lifts himself up to look at me and stops moving.

“Well?”

He really did want me to answer. “It’s, um…yours.”

“You don’t sound too sure of that. Maybe I should just…” He starts to pull out of me, but I tighten my legs around him.

“It’s yours, Carter. It’s all yours!” I practically yell it, overcome with my need for him.

He smiles. “You know why it’s mine?” I felt like I need to watch porn just to brush up on my dirty talk. “Let me show you why, baby.”

He pulls out of me a little before, slamming back into me. Carter is pumping in and out of me so hard and fast that I can’t think straight. I don’t even recognize half of the sounds that are coming out of my mouth.

“I know you’re close, baby. I can feel you squeezing my dick. Come for me again, Maddy. I wanna feel you.”

That is all I need and I am spiraling from the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. “Carter!”

I feel him filling me with his hot liquid. Tonight is exactly what I hoped it would be, and more.

*  *  *

I am having lunch with Nicole today, and I can’t wait. Things have been so hectic with class and everything that I feel like there is so much we need to talk about.

There is still the issue of her and Jason but every time I bring it up, she changes the subject. I am going to get the whole story today, though. From what I understand, Jason drove her home after everything on New Year’s Eve, but she was still shaken up so he came in to hang out with her a little till she calmed down.

This was a bad idea from the start, because Nicole had a thing for Jason from day one. Apparently, they had a couple or, in reality, about six drinks and ended up in bed. That is all I know and J won’t talk to me about it. Carter was going to talk to him later today and try to figure out what was going on with him.

Nicole walks into the diner looking gorgeous as always. I swear, it is like she doesn’t even need to try. If she wasn’t my best friend, I’d hate her for it.

“Hey, Mads!” She throws her arms around me and hugs me. I miss living with her sometimes. Carter is great, but I never realized how much fun we could have been having because I was too caught up in the Chris mess.

“Hey, Nic! I’m so glad you could come today. I feel like we never see each other anymore!”

“That’s because Carter has introduced you to the wonderful world of sex and orgasms. You know, you should really put hoes before bros sometimes. Even if that bro looks like Carter.”

She laughs and I am so thankful that she isn’t mad at me. I am just learning how to balance friends and a relationship because I’ve never really had either of them. “Speaking of the wonderful world of sex, I want the Jason story, girl.”

Her eyes grow wide and I can tell she is looking for a way out. Just then, the waitress comes by the table to get our order. By the look of relief on her face, she seems to think she is off the hook, but there is no way in hell that is happening. Once we give our orders and she leaves, I turn back to Nicole.

“So, what did the romantic do for Valentine’s Day?” she asks.

She is good. I can’t wait to tell her all about what happened. However, I am going to get her story first. “I don’t think so, woman. I want the details.”

She glares at me like she wants to kill me. “Okay, bitch face, but after that, you need to drop it.”

She looks at me and I nod my head in response.

“Jason drove me home from the hospital that night after we’d found out you were gonna be okay. I asked him if he wanted to come in because I was so wired, I knew I’d be up for a while. After we’d finished our fifth or sixth drink, I knew it was time to put the bottle away. There was no way that Jason could drive home, so I offered to let him stay. I went down the hall to get changed and when I got back to the room, he was already in bed.”

She pauses like it is something that is hard to even think about. “I really didn’t intend for anything to happen between us, but one thing led to another and we kissed. Mads, it was the best fucking kiss I’ve ever had and I wanted more. He did, too, because he told me that all I had to do was say the word and he’d give it to me.”

The waitress drop off our food and I thank her for both of us, since Nicole seems like the next word might send her over the top. “Did I ever tell you that I used to ride horses all the time when I was younger and throughout high school?”

Where the hell did that come from? Weren’t we just talking about Jason? God, I hoped she wasn’t going to make some reference to him being a sex stallion or something like that.

“They say that a lot of times girls can break their…their hymen when they’re really active with sports and stuff. My gynecologist was actually the one that pointed it out to me during one of my visits. She told me I was lucky because whenever I did decide to have sex it wouldn’t be as bad as it is for other girls.”

I think I know where this is going, but I’m not sure if I believe that Jason would take her virginity in a dorm room while they were drunk. He was a player and could be an ass sometimes, but he isn’t like that. “Nic, what are you telling me?”

“Jason is my first, Mads, but I don’t think he even realized it.”

“You didn’t tell him?!”

“No! Truthfully, I trusted him and it just felt right. I thought he’d just know. I mean, isn’t it their job to know? Although, it probably didn’t help that we were both really drunk. When I woke up in the morning, he was gone...no note, no goodbye, nothing.”

I can see how hurt she is. Nicole had wanted Jason for a while and when she finally got him, he acted like nothing happened. I know there is no way J had any idea about Nicole. I doubt he even understood how into him she was. “God, Nic, I’m sorry. I really don’t think that Jason had any idea, though. You should really talk to him and tell him how you feel.”

“That’s just it, Mads. I did. I talked to him a couple weeks ago and told him that I wanted to maybe see where this thing would go.”