His words rock through my body and my knees nearly buckle. Am I so needy for male attention that Reis is affecting me this much? Colt had only been gone two and half weeks. My cheeks flame at his words and the view I must have given him, bent over in these little shorts making the bed.

“Reis.” I can’t help the pleading in my voice. “You can’t say stuff like that to me.” I unconsciously tug the little running shorts lower to be sure they’re covering everything they’re supposed to. My curves are typically a source of frustration, as I’m constantly on the hunt for jeans that make my butt look smaller, but now Reis is telling me it’s the hottest ass ever. I wonder if Colt feels that strongly about it.

He steps in closer. “Sorry, but it’s just a fact, sweetheart.” His fingers graze down the length of my arm.

I swallow roughly. My mind shouts at me to pull away, to walk out of the room, but my body is held captive, enjoying his closeness, the scent coming from his skin, the longing his eyes reveal.

His gaze drops to my mouth and my mind shouts at me to move, but I can’t. Reis wants to kiss me…and all I feel is curiosity.

As if suddenly realizing what he’s doing, he steps back and gives me some space. I pull a breath into my lungs. It succeeds in clearing my head just enough. “What are you doing?” As soon as the words leave my mouth, I’m sure he’ll laugh, blow off my comment and say he was only joking, but his eyes burn with intensity. They have the same flecks of gold and green making them hazel in a certain light, just like Colt’s.

He looks down and wipes his palms on his shorts, buying more time. “If you were with me…” He stops himself and shakes his head.

“What?” I probe. If I walk away now, he won’t tell me what he’s about to say, and maybe we need to have this conversation.

He meets my eyes again. “You deserve more than having to duck around his past.”

We stand in silence, watching each other, neither of us moving, or even blinking. I note the warmth I feel under his admiring gaze, the comfort of being near him. And even though I’ll admit I like him, I don’t feel that electricity, that indescribable pull toward him like I do with Colt. “I’m sorry Reis. I don’t…”

He stops me with a fingertip across my lips. “It’s alright. You just need to know. You have options. Okay?”

I nod softly.

“Let’s go run.” He takes my hand securely in his with no nervousness, no awkward fumbling despite what just occurred between us. Twining his fingers in mine, he pulls me from the room. The fact that he’s still touching me makes wonder if I should have been more firm. If I should have told him this closeness between us isn’t appropriate. But I can’t bring myself to do that. And besides, we haven’t done anything wrong. As we begin our run, the pounding of my feet on the trail pushes it to the back of my mind.

Colt

Taylor’s grown quieter and more withdrawn each time we’ve talked lately. Which hasn’t been much. “What’s wrong, baby?”

“Nothing, just tired.” She stifles a yawn. “I went for a run with Reis earlier, then he left to go back home and I’ve been working on that case you gave me most of the day.”

Her voice sounds different. I know something happened, but I won’t push her. “Go lie down. I’ll talk to you till you fall asleep.”

“Colt, it’s only seven! I can’t go to bed yet. No one will be in there though, so I guess I could go relax.”

The sound of her voice and picturing her alone in bed gives me an idea. “I’ve missed you.”

“Me too.”

“Pull down the covers and get in bed, baby. I’ll help you relax.” She releases a soft sigh.

“Are you in bed?”

“Mm-hmm.”

“Are you alone?”

“Yeah,” she breathes.

“Close your eyes,” I whisper.

“Why? What are you going to do to me?” she challenges.

I chuckle at her assumption. “Well I can’t be there to do everything I want to you, so you’re going to have to help me. Your hands are going to have to be my hands. I’ll tell you what I want. Is that…okay?”

She’s quiet.

Shit.

“This is weird.”

She’s thinking too much. As usual. “Let’s just try it, okay? I miss you so damn much my whole body aches.”

“Hm. Where on your body, exactly?”

I like that she’s playing along.

“God, you’re getting me hard already.” It’s a lie, but I see it’s done its job. She whimpers softly into the phone.

“Colt,” she whines.

“What do you want, baby? Tell me.”

“You,” she whispers back. “I want you to kiss me.”

“Imagine I’m kissing your neck and breathing in the smell of your shampoo. I’m kissing your lips, caressing your tongue with mine.

“Mmm,” she moans. “That’s nice.”

“Uh. Those noises are going to be the death of me baby. You’re killing me here.”

“Well you could always…” she stops herself.

I drop my voice an octave lower, barely above a whisper. “Tell me what I should do next.”

“Unbuckle your belt,” she whispers.

The sound of her voice works to rouse me. I undo my belt and the buttons on my jeans, and just for good measure describe what I’m doing. She moans into the phone. Just as I’m thinking up what to tell her to do next, I hear the telltale click of the hotel door being unlocked.

“Shit!” I curse into the phone before standing abruptly to pull my jeans up. “What the fuck are you doing here?”

Bria laughs. “This is the living room…might I ask what you’re doing with your hand in your pants?”

I don’t answer. I reach for my phone, which has now slid under the couch.

“You were on the phone?” Bria laughs. “Phone sex operator? Nice Colt. If you were that hard up, you know you could’ve come to me,” she says, loud enough for Taylor to hear her.

I cringe, and press the phone to my ear. “Taylor?”

The line is dead. Either the call disconnected when my phone hit the floor or Taylor overheard Bria and hung up on me.

“Why do you insist on destroying everything?” I shout at Bria.

“Why do you insist on being someone you’re not for someone who doesn’t understand you?”

I weigh her words for a moment, but I know she’s wrong. I feel more alive, more whole with Taylor than I have in a long time. She makes me better, gives me hope that I deserve more. That I’m deserving of love. What I can offer her on the other hand, is still in question. She’s going to be pissed about Bria’s interruption. Which is exactly what Bria wants. And I still haven’t told her that our case is taking longer than expected and we’re going to be here a couple more weeks.

“Just stay out of it.” I close the door to my room, in need of a cold shower.

Taylor

I expect my ringing phone to be Colt again, and I consider ignoring it, but it’s not Colt. It’s Reis. “Hello?”

“Hi, Shrimp.”

I roll my eyes at the ridiculous nickname he’s given me, until I remember he can’t see me. “Just left and you’re already missing me?” I tease. It’s Sunday night, which means Reis is making the hour drive back home for school tomorrow. Sometimes I worry that if he spends every weekend here with me, he won’t make friends at his new school. But he doesn’t seem all that concerned with that. And the one time I asked him, he brushed it off, saying he’d only be there one year anyway.

“So I wanted to ask you something. It’s probably stupid, but…” He hesitates.

I sit up in bed, wondering where this is going and if it’s related to our conversation in the bedroom. “What?”

“There’s a homecoming dance at my school this Friday night. And I’ve never actually been to a dance before…so, I was thinking maybe you’d be my date.”

I frown down at my hands. I had no doubts going to the dance with Reis would be fun, but I wondered what Colt would say about it… did I even care? He’d been gone for weeks with Bria, sharing a hotel room and clearly indulging her in flirty behavior. “I’d have to get a dress.”