I follow him past the elevator and a wide staircase with a wrought-iron rail behind it, through a door into a palatial master suite. Just like in the living room, the western wall is solid glass, with an unobstructed view of the bay and San Francisco. Through French doors there’s a private balcony with a lounge chair and a small table. At the foot of an immense king-sized bed with gold linens, a fireplace opens over a whirlpool tub in the bathroom on the other side, and above the fireplace there’s a huge flat-screen TV. I step through the door next to the fireplace into a bathroom bigger than my bedroom at home. Next to the tub that I saw through the fireplace is a stall shower I could throw a small party in—if anyone was allowed to know where I was. Everything is black granite and brass fixtures. “Wow.”

“I trust you’ll be comfortable here?”

I glance at Blake, who’s leaning against the door frame, and I want to say no. I want to rail against him and tell him that I’ll be miserable here. But I can’t force the lie from my mouth. Instead, I pluck at my top—the same one Jonathan brought me before our fateful trip home. “Despite the posh shower, I’m going to get pretty unbearable to live with if I don’t get a change of clothes.”

He tips his head, indicating that I should follow, and shrugs off the door frame. He moves through the bedroom and opens a set of double doors on the opposite wall from the windows, then steps back to let me pass. Inside, I find a closet as big as the bathroom. There are drawers stacked down the middle of hanging rods on each wall. It’s mostly empty, but on the hangers I see a few blouses, sundresses, a cotton granny nightgown, and a bathrobe. “Check the drawers,” he says with a nod at them.

I pull open the middle drawer. Inside are a four pairs of faded Levi’s, almost identical to the ones I’m wearing. I open the drawer above it and find several T-shirts and cotton tops. And in the one above those there are bras and underwear. I pick up a pair of panties. They’re white cotton Fruit of the Loom bikinis, and though they’d probably fit, I can’t imagine anyone younger than my mother actually wearing them.

I hold them up. “Who bought this stuff?”

“Nichols and me.”

I pull a face. “And you thought these were my style.”

He shifts in the doorway, looking decidedly uncomfortable. “That was Nichols.”

“What did you pick out?” I ask, dropping the underwear back into the drawer.

“The jeans, those,” he says with a wave of his hand at the dresses, “and the swimsuit.”

“What about this?” I ask, fingering the thick cotton of the nightgown.

“Nichols.”

I hold his gaze. “I sleep nude.” It’s a lie, but I’m going for the reaction.

To my disappointment, he stays totally cool. “That’s your prerogative.” He scratches the top of his head and backs out of the closet. “I know there are things we didn’t think of, so if you make a list, we’ll be sure you get it. You know where the kitchen is. It will be fully stocked for you. And I’ll sleep downstairs, in case you need anything.”

Whoa! “You’re staying here with me?”

He nods slowly, his eyes lifting to mine again. “Someone needs to be here with you at all times . . . for your protection.”

A thrill skitters through me, but I keep my voice flat. “You.”

It’s not a question, but he nods anyway.

“Why you?”

He shrugs. “It just made sense. I’m not from around here, so I needed a place to stay anyway.”

“Where is your room?”

He looks at me a long second, then turns. “I’ll show you.”

I follow him to the staircase behind the elevator, and he leads me down one flight to a large room with a pool table on the far side. There’s a fully stocked bar with a black granite top along the back wall, and two large sofas positioned in a wide V, both facing a giant fireplace with a huge screen TV above it in the middle of another wall of windows. From this floor, we’re not high enough to see over the hedges to the bay, but the view is of the deck and the yard beyond. It’s like a park.

“Access to the pool is through those doors,” he says, gesturing to the French doors to the deck. “It’s heated. The perimeter is secured, so you’re welcome to use it anytime you want.” He crosses the room to a door behind the pool table. “This is the panic room. If there’s ever a breach of security, I need you to get in here and lock the door until help comes.” He steps in and I follow. “This door is bullet resistant and it dead-bolts with a pull of this lever,” he says, indicating a small red handle just inside the door.

“You think I’ll need this?”

“No. But it’s here in case you do.”

We step back into the poolroom and he leads me to a short hallway next to the bar. “My room is here,” he says, pushing open a door.

I step through into a room smaller than my digs upstairs but at least twice as big as my room at home. There’s a bathroom off to the side, and in the middle a queen-sized bed with a blue duvet and lots of pillows. He has the same view out the windows as the room next door.

I spy a pile of pocket change and a bottle of aftershave on the old wooden dresser under the mirror, and a pair of jeans crumpled at the bottom of the open closet, where clothes hang on the rod.

“How long have you been here?”

“I moved in when you were in the hospital. We needed to get the place secured before we brought you up.”

I stroll deeper into the room and peer out the window onto the large redwood deck. “Seems comfortable. Is this anything like where you live?”

He barks out a laugh. “Yes. My place is the Playboy mansion.”

I turn back to him, leaning against the windowsill. “This is the Playboy mansion?”

There’s irritation on his face that he can’t totally cover. “On the rare occasions I’m home, I live in a one bedroom apartment in Santa Monica—which now that my ex has moved out I can no longer afford. So, no. It’s nothing like this.”

“So what you said about her? That was real?”

He nods.

“What’s her name?”

His hand goes to the door frame and there’s a second where he just looks at me without answering. “Vanessa.”

“Did she really leave you because of this?” I say, flicking a hand at the room. “Because of your job?”

“She wanted more than I could give,” he answers through a tight jaw.

I open my mouth to ask if this job is really worth it, but before I can get the words out, he’s out the door. “Come on. I’ll get you some dinner.”

We climb the stairs and he moves to the kitchen. When he said he’d get me some dinner, I was picturing takeout, so I’m surprised when he opens the fridge and pulls out a bag of zucchini, red and green bell peppers, and an onion.

“What are you making?” I ask.

“Veggie frittata.” His eyes lift to mine. “If that’s okay?”

I shrug and it hurts. “Never had it before.” I open my mouth to ask if he wants help before I remember I’m trying to hate him, but as he moves around the kitchen, it becomes clear he knows his way around. As much as I hate to admit it, it makes him even sexier. Which means I have to focus even harder to remember to be mad.

He starts slicing veggies and spreading them all in the bottom of a cast iron skillet. “You want something to drink? I didn’t know what you like, so there’s a variety in here,” he says, opening the fridge.

I step up next to him as he grabs a carton of eggs and find at least five different kinds of soda, two kinds of beer, a bottle of white wine, and bottles of water.

I pull a beer out. “Is there an opener?”

“Me.” He takes the bottle from my hand and the muscles in his forearm ripple as he twists off the cap. He hands it back with a smirk just as someone clears his throat in the living room.

I jump, dropping my beer, as Blake spins toward the living room, the gun from his holster appearing in his hand as if by magic.