He hesitated, his heart thudding. He didn’t really want to leave.

“Can I stay?”

She glanced at him and nodded. “If you want to.”

“I do.”

He switched off the light and stumbled around in the dark until he found the bed. He climbed between the covers. He heard her move a moment later. She joined him between the sheets, but he forced himself not to reach for her. He knew he’d just get excited again, and then he’d end up trying to fuck her, and ultimately disappoint her with his lack of control.

Rebekah’s warmth moved closer. His heart thudded faster. Her cool hand touched his belly, and he was instantly hard again. Damn.

She was going to think he was some horny loser who only wanted one thing. And maybe he was.

“I’m sorry I made you do that,” she whispered.

“What?”

“Lick your cum off me.”

Eric chuckled. “You didn’t make me. If I didn’t want to, I would have refused.”

“I’m glad you didn’t refuse. I’ve fantasized about it for years. It was really hot.” She moved closer. “You. You’re really hot.”

“You have no idea.” Another inch, and she’d discover he was already turned on again. He rolled on to his belly and squashed the evidence into the mattress. Her hand slid across his lower back and he tensed. She cuddled up against his arm, her bare breast pressing into his flesh.

Why had Trey left him alone with her? He couldn’t possibly be expected to keep his hands to himself under these conditions. She was naked. And he was still horny. He was always horny. Why was he so fucking horny all the time? Rebekah snuggled closer, pressing her cheek to his shoulder. Ah God, he was so hard again. He wanted to fuck every inch of her. So not romantic. Not what she deserved.

“I should go,” he murmured.

“Is Trey coming back?” she asked quietly.

Eric’s heart gave an unpleasant lurch. “I don’t think so.”

“I guess he changed his mind.”

“I can go get him if you want him.”

“He’s not interested.”

“Sure he is. He just stepped aside because he knows…” I want you. Eric bit his lip to stop himself from revealing too much.

“Knows what?”

“Nothing.”

Her hand slid lower on his back. He sucked a breath through his teeth. He was so going to lose control in like five seconds.

“Tell me.” Her hand slid lower over his ass. “Eric?”

He grabbed her around the waist and pulled her beneath him.

His cock brushed the inside of her thigh, and he shuddered. “He knows how much I want you.”

“You do?”

“I don’t think I’ve ever wanted anyone more.” Not even when Brian’s wife, Myrna, had toured with the band and he’d walked around with perpetual blue balls for months.

Rebekah’s mouth found his in the darkness. She kissed him as if he needed to be taught a lesson. He couldn’t get enough of her.

“I can’t tell you how much I need to hear that,” she whispered.

“Then I’ll tell you a million times.”

“But I can’t have sex with you.”

“Oh.” He supposed he shouldn’t be surprised that she didn’t return his attraction.

“I want to do other things with you though.”

“Other things?”

“I really like it when you watch me.”

“You do?”

“I do.”

His heart thudded with a mix of anxiety and anticipation. “Can I watch you again, right now?”

“If you promise you’ll be okay with no sex.”

He didn’t have a problem with that, but he wondered why she was reluctant. “Why don’t you want to have sex? Are you a virgin or something?” He covered his mouth with one hand. Why did things fly out of his mouth like that?

“Something.”

“What kind of something?”

“I don’t want to say.”

“You can tell me.”

Her body was all stiff beneath him now. She sighed in exasperation. “I’m totally out of the mood now.”

“I’m sorry. I’ll be quiet.”

She chuckled. “Too late for that.”

“I should leave, I suppose.”

“Or you can get me excited again.”

“I’m not sure I’m the right man for the job.”

“What do you mean?” Her fingers brushed his hair in the darkness, and he shuddered.

“I’m not good at it. Not like the other guys. I get too excited too easily.”

“I like that about you.”

“You do? I always come way too fast.”

“Lots of guys do.”

Maybe, but none of the guys in Sinners did. They were all fucking studs, and Eric felt like more of a dud. He remembered how happy he’d been when Jace had joined the band. Vertically challenged guys were supposed to be lacking in the package department.

When Eric had seen the size of Jace’s massive cock for the first time, he had contemplated suicide.

“Maybe we can help each other out,” she whispered.

“Help each other? How?”

She took a deep breath. “Maybe you can help me relax and get comfortable with my body again, and I can help you last longer.”

“What’s wrong with your body?” Looked perfect to him. Felt perfect too.

“I don’t want to say. If I disgust you—”

“Are you fucking kidding me? You’re the hottest woman I’ve ever seen in my life.”

She giggled. “So do we have a deal?”

Seemed like a strange arrangement, but if it meant he got to spend more time with Rebekah in a sexual capacity, then he was all for it.

“How do I help you?” he asked.

“Touch me. Just not there.”

“Where?”

“You can touch me anywhere. Just not inside… not inside my… p-pussy.” She said that last word in a rush, as if it turned her on just to say it.

He wanted to touch her inside her p-pussy. So much. “Why?”

“I’m not ready to tell you yet.” He could feel her heart thudding like a jackhammer in her chest.

“Okay. I’ll touch you. I think I can handle that.” He chuckled.

Oh yes, he could definitely handle that. “But how are you going to help me?”

She was quiet for a long moment. He was beginning to think she’d decided that he was beyond help when she said, “What makes you come the fastest?”

“Certified Grade A pussy.” A second too late, he realized he shouldn’t have said that. Ugh, I’m a fucking idiot! He winced, waiting for her to cuss him out. She just laughed.

“Well, I can’t help you with that. My pussy is off limits. What about oral? Do you like that?”

Was there a man in existence who wouldn’t want her plump lips wrapped around his cock? If there was, he wasn’t one of them. “Oh yeah, I like oral.”

“So you touch me, and I’ll suck you.”

“You’re going to suck my cock?” Just the thought made him shudder with excitement.

“Would you like that?”

He moaned in torment. He couldn’t form an intelligible sound, though he wanted to tell her exactly how much he’d like that.

“Okay, lesson one.” She squirmed. “Roll onto your back.”

“What? Now?” His balls tightened.

“Why not? Do you have something better to do?”

Oh. My. God. He loved this woman’s spontaneity so much. “No.”

He rolled onto his back. When her delicate hand slid over his belly, he cried out. Damn. He was already so fucking excited, the second her lips touched his cock he’d be coming.

“You are really sensitive, aren’t you?” she murmured.

Every inch of him, but eight inches in particular.

She slid down his body and kissed his belly. He squirmed sideways along the bed. At this rate, she wouldn’t even have to touch his cock to make him come.

She chuckled. “Hold still.”

“God, I want you, Rebekah.”

“Do I really excite you that much?”

He nodded vigorously. “Yeah. I can’t take it. I want to fuck every inch of you.” He bit his lip, wishing she’d gag him so he’d stop blurting inappropriate shit.

Her hand slid down his hip bone. He sucked a deep breath through his teeth.

“Try to think about something else,” she advised, before directing his cock into the warm confines of her mouth.