“So? Then how do you know I can’t do it?” I gritted my teeth and took a breath, trying to stay calm. If I got hysterical right now, they’d never let me cross. “We’ve searched the entire island for Tristan and Nadia, right?”
“Yeah,” Dorn replied. “Two or three times already.”
“So what if they’re on the bridge?” I asked, my heart skipping erratically. “It’s the only place no Lifer ever goes, and I’d bet that Tristan is counting on that—counting on our fear of the unknown to keep him safe. What better place to hide than the one place no one in their right mind would ever look?”
Liam raised his hand as if he were hoping to be called on in class. “I know I’m new to this stuff, but that does sound about right.”
Joaquin’s whole expression shifted. He looked at me as if dumbfounded and impressed at the same time. Which was kind of nice.
“Rory,” he said slowly. “You’re a genius.”
“Wait a minute, now,” Dorn began.
“Let’s do it,” Joaquin said, with a giddiness in his tone that I hadn’t heard before.
Dorn lifted both his meaty hands. “Uh-uh. No way.”
“You’re coming with me?” I asked Joaquin, ignoring Dorn. My terror melted away to more of a simmering nervousness. I knew I had to do this, but having company seemed like a good idea.
“Like I’d really let you snag the glory.” He smiled shakily.
“I hate to burst your bubble, but you two aren’t going anywhere,” Dorn barked.
There was a rumble of thunder in the distance, and we looked up at the sky. A drop of rain fell like a dart into my right eye. It stung like acid. I pressed the heel of my hand into it and blinked it away.
“Think about it, Dorn,” Joaquin said, getting right in the man’s face. “How big of an idiot would you feel like if you found out Tristan was sitting ten feet away from you and you didn’t know it?”
“I know I’d feel like a huge idiot,” Liam put in helpfully.
There was a beat as Dorn narrowed his eyes. He was going to say no and have us escorted back to town or something. I couldn’t let that happen. Not when I was so sure we were this close. This close to finding Tristan, to getting my dad back, to saving Darcy.
“If we find him, we’ll let you take the credit,” I offered.
Dorn titled his head. I could see the glint in his eyes as he imagined delivering the news to the mayor that he had apprehended Tristan. “Yeah?”
“Sure. Why not?” Joaquin confirmed.
He frowned, considering, and the rain picked up, pinging off his broad shoulders.
“Okay, fine. You can go.”
“You bet your ass we can go,” Joaquin said, starting past him.
“Thank you!” I put in.
At that very moment, the rest of our posse showed up, breathless from the climb and soaking from head to toe. Fisher had removed his sunglasses and looked seriously pissed. Pete took one look at our belligerent stances and trained his eyes on the ground, his hood covering his face. The others hung back a bit as Fisher and Bea stormed over to us.
“What are you guys doing?” Bea asked, her hands on her hips.
“Searching the bridge for Tristan and Nadia,” Joaquin said, raising his eyebrows. “Wanna come?”
They all seemed to protest at once, but Joaquin and I ignored them and strode purposefully toward the bridge, Cori, Pete, and Lauren close behind us. We stepped up to the very lip, where its metal surface met the dirt of the road, and I stopped breathing.
The entrance was entirely obscured by swirling fog. The eerie hiss of the mist sent a shiver right through me. I pressed my fists together in front of me to try to keep myself from shaking noticeably.
You can do this, I told myself. I couldn’t even imagine how the bridge had looked to my father and Darcy. At least I had a choice. They had been dragged over against their will, terrified, probably screaming for help.
Joaquin and I looked at each other. He had my back. I could see it in his eyes. My fingers suddenly itched to hold his hand.
“You guys! Don’t do this!” Bea said, storming over to us. She shoved her hood off her hair to look us in the eye. “You have no idea what might happen to you. Good people are getting sent to the Shadowlands. How do you know you’re not just going to get sucked in there, too?”
“We don’t,” Joaquin said.
Lauren whimpered and cuddled into Fisher’s side. He covered his mouth with one hand, and even from a few yards away I could see that he was shaking. Cori paced back and forth, gnawing on her lower lip.
“I can’t be here for this,” Pete said, pulling his hood on as he stepped back and away from the group. “I can’t look.”
With his head down he marched off, Liam watching his back as he went. Liam was the only person who didn’t seem completely disturbed by what we were doing. Which made sense, since he could never have grasped the real gravity of the situation. He’d never seen anyone go over the bridge, never ushered anyone himself, never experienced the horror I’d felt when Aaron had gone to the Shadowlands after I’d sent him on his merry way. To him, this was just a creepy bridge. He’d never seen firsthand what it could do.
“I have to do this, Bea,” I said quietly. “If there’s a chance he’s on the bridge, I have to find him. I have to help my family.”
Bea’s eyes suddenly flooded with tears. “Don’t. Rory, you don’t—”
I reached out and squeezed her hand. “It’s going to be okay,” I told her, barely believing it myself.
She looked desperately at Joaquin, but Fisher was the one who spoke up. “Jay, you’re not really going to do this. You’re not seriously going to tell me you think this is a good idea.”
“It may not be a good idea, but it’s the only idea we’ve got,” he said.
He reached over to take my hand and gave it a squeeze. My heart flooded and a faint blush crept up my cheeks. “You ready?” he asked.
I nodded, even though, of course, I wasn’t. “Let’s go.”
“No,” Lauren cried. “You guys! No! Don’t do this! Don’t—”
We took our first step into the wall of fog, and her frantic pleas were cut off. It was as if someone had hit a cosmic mute button and the world went silent, save for the mist. I took a breath. The fog undulated as I exhaled. Joaquin’s arm was warm and steady. He gave me a bolstering look.
“Okay?” he said.
“Okay.”
We took another slow, tentative step. Then a third, a fourth, a fifth. The air grew markedly colder with each breath. Joaquin adjusted his grip on my hand, and I could feel the slick sweat that had pooled between our palms.
“Tristan?” he called loudly, clearly.
There was nothing. Nothing but the hissing of the mist. We walked a bit farther, and I realized suddenly that it wasn’t even raining here in the murky grayness. The bridge was immune to the weather. Except for the fog.
“Tristan?” I said, then gulped. “Nadia?”
It was worth a try, but there was no response. My spine crawled, and I steeled myself, holding on tighter to Joaquin’s hand. Even if they were here, they wouldn’t be able to see us any better than we could see them. Right?
We took another tentative step. Another. And then we heard the laugh—and the whispering. Joaquin and I froze.
“…look at them…”
“…she thinks that she’s…”
“…can’t even…”
“…dead…”
A cold dread settled in my bones. I stood, holding my breath and listening.
“Who’s there?” Joaquin said at full voice.
The response was a single, sarcastic laugh. Male, female—I couldn’t tell. All I knew was that it was laughing at me. Then, a single icy finger trailed ever so slowly down the back of my neck. I gasped and then realized with a sinking feeling that I was no longer holding Joaquin’s hand. It was as if someone had grabbed him from behind and dragged him away so fast he didn’t even have time to scream.
“Joaquin!” I shouted. “Joaquin!”
The mist gathered around the spot where he’d stood, forming into a perfect wall as if he’d never even been there. Hot tears of terror coursed down my face.