I squirmed, my toes curling inside my sneakers. “And?”
Lauren’s eyes sparkled with mischief in a way that made me think of my sister and her friends back home. They got that exact same look on their face when they had good dirt. She leaned toward me conspiratorially.
“And then she—”
“Broke up with him,” Bea interrupted curtly. Lauren whipped around to glare at her. “She broke up with him, broke his heart, and he vowed to never get into a relationship with another Lifer. Which is what Nadia found out when she tried to get together with him upon her arrival. What was it? Thirty years ago now?”
“Why not?” I asked. “I mean, why not ever get into another relationship? People break up all the time.”
Krista took a breath. “Because she—”
Suddenly I was blinded by a flash of light. We all turned around at the sound of a gunned engine. A black sports car with a huge firebird painted on its hood came flying up the hill out of nowhere and skidded to a stop, spraying dirt and pebbles all over the place. Pete clambered out from behind the wheel and jogged over to the jumping point, leaving the engine running and the radio and lights on. He peeled a white tank top off over his head.
“Woo-hoo!” he shouted. And then he flipped off the edge.
Yep. Crazy people. I was living among a bunch of crazy people. I was just turning back to the conversation when the passenger-side door opened, and Nadia stepped out. She looked right at me with a cocky expression, slammed the door, and sauntered over. Her Mohawk was spikier this evening, and she wore thick black eyeliner that made her dark eyes look huge.
“What’re you girls doing?” she said teasingly, pushing her hands into the pockets of her black vinyl jacket. “Getting a knitting circle going?”
They were the first words I’d actually heard her speak. Bea, Lauren, and Krista all turned to look at me.
“What?” Nadia said, looking down her nose at me.
I pushed myself up to my feet, my insides shivering and sliding. Nadia eyed me with interest.
“Do you have a problem with me?” I demanded. Bea, Lauren, and Krista all stood up around us, forming a circle.
She lifted a shoulder. “I have a few, actually,” she spat, looking me up and down like I was dirt.
“What?” I asked, turning my palms out. “If this is about Tristan—”
“Tristan?” she barked indignantly. “Are you kidding me? This is not about Tristan. It’s about the fact that I don’t trust you.”
My jaw dropped. “What did I ever do to you?”
Bea and Lauren exchanged an alarmed glance, as if they knew what was coming and didn’t like it.
“Like you don’t know,” Nadia said, jutting her chin.
My fingers curled in frustration. “Enlighten me.”
“Okay, fine,” Nadia said. “Ever since you got here, something’s off. All this strange stuff has been happening.”
My eyes narrowed. “What strange stuff?”
“That’s not her fault,” Lauren said to Nadia, not defensively, but as if my innocence were obvious.
“How do you know?” Nadia demanded. “No one knows for sure.”
“What strange stuff?” I repeated, looking around at the others.
“Stop acting like you don’t know!” Nadia shouted, getting right in my face.
“Nadia, that’s enough!” Bea shouted, grabbing her arm.
“Lay off, Beatrice.” Nadia whirled on her. “You don’t tell me what I can and can’t say.”
“If Tristan were here, he would say the same thing,” Bea said, stepping toward her menacingly. She was a good foot taller than Nadia, with a lot more muscle. “So, shut. The hell. Up.”
Nadia’s pale face grew red. “Fine. But I know I’m right,” she said, glaring at me. “And I’m going to prove it.”
Then she turned around and took off, storming across the dirt and rocks toward Pete’s car. No one spoke. Nadia got behind the wheel and peeled out.
“What was she talking about?” I asked when the growl of the engine faded to a dull hum. “What weird stuff has been happening since I got here?”
Krista opened her mouth to speak, but Bea shook her head, silencing her.
“Lauren?” I said.
“I can’t. It’s not my place,” she told me, pulling her hands up under the cuffs of her sweatshirt.
Frustration burbled inside my chest, threatening to boil over. “Then whose place is it?”
No one said a word.
“Whose place is it?” I shouted. “Is it Tristan’s?”
Still no answer. Lauren looked over her shoulder as if there were someone there who could help them out of this awkward mess.
“Fine. I’m outta here,” I spat, striding away. “So glad I can trust my new family.”
“Rory! Come on! It’s at least two miles back to town!” Krista cried after me.
“Good thing I’m a runner!” I called back.
I kept walking, charging straight into the dark, my feet twisting and slipping over the uneven terrain. Trees rose up on both sides of the road, and a stiff wind sent a shower of curled brown leaves over my head and shoulders. I pulled my sweatshirt tighter and clenched my teeth.
I trudged around a bend in the road and froze when I saw a pair of headlights gleaming up ahead, illuminating a wild stretch of weeds. The car was sleek and silver, idling in the silence. The brake lights were on, and the window started to slide down as I arrived. Something moved off to my right, and I ducked down behind a wild berry bush, peering over the uneven branches. Officer Dorn slid down an embankment—an embankment from which he could have seen everything going on at the cliff—and walked over to the car, his black patent-leather shoes gleaming in the moonlight.
He leaned in toward the car window to talk to the driver, but I couldn’t hear anything over the sound of the blood whooshing in my ears. The conversation went on for a few minutes before the window slid up again and the car slowly rolled away. Dorn stood up straight, sighed, and checked his watch before moving off in the opposite direction.
When I stood up on solid ground once more, my knees were shaking.
Dorn seemed to be everywhere lately. I thought of the accusatory look he and Grantz had given me in the park along with Nadia, and that odd feeling I’d had at Tristan’s this morning, like someone was listening—watching. And was it just a coincidence that Pete had happened by on the bay last night, or had he been following me, too?
A cold wind blew all around me, and I shivered from head to toe. I raced up to the road and headed south as fast as I could. I wanted answers, and as far as I could tell, there was only one place on this island I could get them.
Oblivion
Tristan was alone behind the bar at the Thirsty Swan, methodically moving a white rag in circles over the dark wood surface. I hesitated outside the screen door, all the dashed hope and hot humiliation from that morning rushing back, and I started rethinking this whole idea. But it wasn’t as if I could avoid him forever.
Holding my breath, I pulled open the screen door and let it bang shut behind me. It was the first time I’d ever seen the place so still and silent, the only sound the even ticking of the fan at the center of the ceiling as it pushed the salty air around the room.
“Sorry, we’re closed,” Tristan said, looking up. When he saw me standing there, he paused, and a pained look passed quickly through his eyes. “Rory,” he said, dropping the rag. I found myself staring at his hands. “What’s up?”
Focus, Rory. Focus.
“Who’s Jessica?” I asked.
Tristan reached out and gripped the edge of the bar. His chest went concave, as if I’d just shot him through the heart. Wow. Lauren wasn’t exaggerating when she’d used the word epic.
“How…who told you about Jessica?” he asked finally, his voice a whisper.
I strode over to the counter, trying for cool detachment. All the chairs had been turned upside down and placed atop the tables, their spindly legs reaching toward the ceiling. Beneath my feet, the floor shone. I glanced toward the kitchen doors, the light glowing through the cracks, and wondered if anyone else was there.