Instead she slowly eased back. “See you around.”

She knew he watched her walk away. Probably because his gaze seemed to burn into her skin. Also because several other men in the room watched too. Good. He needed to see that as well.

“Hand me that bowl there, the one with the potatoes.” Pat Barrons pointed at the bowl her son then moved within her reach.

“If you’re not going to tell me what’s making you so grumpy, at least stir the beans.”

He did, his sister wisely avoiding his eye. They’d bust out laughing and their mother wouldn’t be pleased.

“I’m not any more grumpy than usual, you know.”

“Don’t stand in my kitchen and lie to me, boy.”

“It’s nothing.”

“It’s a woman. Dice those onions. I need two.” She’d set herself up at the counter he and Duke had lowered for her a few years prior. His mom would gather all her supplies and then cook from one central place near the stove.

Not coincidentally, it gave her the perfect perch to keep an eye on – and lord over – everyone in the living room and dining room.

She made him dice onions because he wasn’t just telling her. He’d break eventually; he always did. His baby sister, Courtney, smirked but kept her attention on pouring the cornbread batter into the cast-iron skillet and popping it into the oven to bake.

Pat Barrons had gotten pregnant with Asa when she was just fifteen. His dad had been a few years older but already a seasoned criminal and piece of shit by the time Pat finally called the police on him after he’d hit her.

His paternal grandparents had then swooped in and taken Asa. Pat had spent the next years fighting with Asa’s grandparents and his father – when he was out of prison anyway. She’d been able to win visitation but had to stay on top of them to get it. Sometimes they’d control her behavior with the promise of access to Asa. Finally, when he was seven years old, she’d won full custody. After that, they’d picked up and moved from Dallas to Houston.

Asa hated his father’s family for humiliating Pat that way. She’d been powerless and they’d abused that because they could. They pretended it was charity when it was the worst sort of vanity.

She’d worked at least two jobs the whole time Asa grew up. It was the price for keeping her independence, and he got that. Understood how important it was that she not be beholden to anyone again.

They didn’t have much. It didn’t get any better when she had his younger sister, Lettie, and then Courtney a few years after that. There’d been a man for a few years, Lettie and Courtney’s dad, but he’d up and gone soon enough.

Right around that time Asa sort of went off the rails. His life was a dead end. He’d wind up in jail just like his dad. He wasn’t going to head off to college. He had no future and he acted like it for long enough that his mother had begged him to join the army to do something with his life.

Asa’s mother had never asked him for anything. So when she’d cried, saying she was worried he’d end up dead or an addict, when she’d actually begged him, he’d gone down and enlisted.

His mother didn’t have a lot of education herself, but she was determined her children would grow up into adults worth knowing.

Needless to say, Pat Barrons could be relentless when she wanted to know something and no one was talking.

“You were going to tell us about the woman,” she prodded.

“There’s no woman.”

His mother just stared at him for long moments before turning the chicken she was cooking.

“Okay, so there was. Is. Whatever. It’s not a thing. I can’t even say it’s over because it never got started. Happy?”

“I’m never happy when you think you can give me that attitude.” She gave him a prim look and Courtney snickered.

“I’m sorry.” And he was.

“I know, baby. So tell me about this woman. Did she dump you?”

“No one dumped me. I told you, it’s nothing. A woman who does our custom paint work. I like her, but she’s too young, and we work together. It’s a recipe for disaster. So we’ll be friends.”

Courtney turned and gave him a long, measuring look. “Did you tell her this or did she tell you this?”

“I told her.” And then at the party last week she’d asked if he was willing to try being together. He hadn’t answered because he couldn’t find the strength to lie and say he didn’t want that. Taking his silence as answer enough, she’d sashayed away, the sway of her ass burned into his memory.

“It’s a good thing he’s so handsome,” his sister said to their mother.

“And so smart with metal, even if he did ruin his face with that ring in his nose. Tell me what you did to this woman.”

“Why do you assume I did something to her?”

“Well then, what did she do to you?”

“No one did anything. It’s fine. She’s too young for me. That’s it. She and I had some flirting and stuff, and then before it went any further I let her down easy. I want to be her friend still. She’s fun. But too young. Hell, Courtney would love her. PJ’s not too much older.”

“It’s not like I’m your daughter. I’m your sister. If she’s older than I am she’s legal. Does she giggle? Is she dumb? Sometimes the women I see you with, well…” Courtney’s brow rose as their mother chuckled.

If only PJ were dumb. “She’s not dumb. The opposite. She’s articulate. She knows how to run a business. She might giggle sometimes. But not excessively or inappropriately. Why are we talking about this?”

“Because you’re grumpy and Mom called you out and you were explaining to us what this woman had done or hadn’t done to you.”

“See if I bring you those chocolate croissants next time,” he muttered.

“I take it she didn’t respond well to being told she was too young?” Courtney asked.

“No.” But he needed to remind himself that she was moving on and that was what he wanted.

He and his sister ferried things to the table. She poked him. “Don’t think I’d let you out of here alive if you took those chocolate croissants. Just so we’re clear.”

“You’re a Barrons all right.”

His mother looked at him before she slid the chicken from the pan and onto a platter. He grabbed that and took it over to the table, knowing she wasn’t done with the PJ thing. She was simply biding her time, gathering all her information and planning how to hem him in exactly how she wanted.

“All right. So to recap,” his mother said as she came over to the table and sat at the head with her children to either side, “you and this woman had ‘flirting and stuff.’ ” She sent him a look and he tried not to grin. “She wasn’t happy about it, which probably means she wanted to be with you and you backed off. She’s headstrong then, which is good because you’re too bossy for your own good. You’d run right over a woman who didn’t push back at you. But this mood of yours…”

She kept plotting as they filled their plates and began to eat.

“Are you really going to make Mom say it?” Courtney asked. “You know she’s going to be right, no matter what it is she says. I’m guessing you sent this woman packing and she found someone else who liked her luggage just fine.”

Pat thought that was hilarious, but Asa wasn’t such a fan.

When he’d found out he’d given her the let’s-be-friends talk right after she quit her job, he’d felt like a total shithead.

And last week, when he’d seen her at the party and apologized, she’d looked so pretty, like one of those spun-sugar eggs they used to have at Easter. Everyone else had been vampy, glossy red lipstick, and she’d been pink lips and a blue dress. He’d been unable to think about anything else since.

Their mother sent a raised brow to his sister. They were already ganging up on him and he was just trying to do the right thing.

“Of course other men want her. She’s beautiful and ambitious. I’m happy for her to find someone her own age.”


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