My legs quivered and shook with the anticipation of what he was going to do next.

Just when I thought I was going to lose my mind, he ripped my thong apart pushing it down my legs, which I then wrapped around his back.

He looked at me with a wicked grin, nodding no and pushed my legs back down off of him and spread me apart, lowering his mouth downward. I felt his hot tongue invade me down there suddenly and fiercely, as I gripped his thick hair.

I rocked my pelvis in synch with the thrusts of his tongue and screamed out for a pleasure that I had literally never felt before.

Every time I would shriek, I could feel the vibration of Cedric’s moaning in response.

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He continued to devour me for minutes until I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted him inside of me, so I pulled his head up to mine and kissed him hard, pushing his boxer briefs down and opening my legs around him.

Feeling his hot erection against my stomach, I panted in frustration as he took turns sucking hard on each of my breasts.

This continued for minutes and I closed my eyes, gripping his hair, lost in the ecstasy of it.

Suddenly, the abrupt coldness of his absence hit me as he lifted off of me, reaching for his pants that were strewn on the floor. I heard the crinkle of a wrapper and lifted my neck to see him sheathing himself with a condom. Cedric looked down at me with glowing eyes and smiled, his chestnut hair, now a tousled mess. I couldn’t help but smile back at his beautiful face.

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“Are you sure you are ready for this?” he whispered, looking down at me longingly and rubbing my stomach with his big hands in slow circles.

I breathed out in a combination of frustration and ecstasy. “Yes, Cedric. I trust you.”

I meant it. I trusted him and had no doubts about what I was about to do.

He closed his eyes and inhaled slowly for a moment at my words, as if he was processing what I said. Was he having doubts? I couldn’t tell what he was thinking at that moment, but he seemed to be deep in thought and breathing erratically.

When he opened his eyes and stared into mine, I smiled back at him. After a few seconds, he exhaled, reached for my face and cupped my cheek, caressing it with his thumb. He stayed like this for a minute staring at me and then, never taking his eyes off mine, very suddenly lowered himself and 402/727

plunged into me deeply, claiming me, in one movement. The initial burn quickly turned into a euphoric feeling.

“Fuck…Allison,” Cedric whispered in-to my ear as we moved together slowly.

“Oh…God,” I said. Feeling this beautiful man inside me was truly the most amazing thing I had ever experienced. I didn’t know if it was because of the sheer size of him or because it had been a while for me, but he seemed to fill me completely, like it was my first time without the pain. It was just the most unbelievable feeling in the world.

I closed my eyes, never wanting this feeling to end and opened them to find Cedric staring into me intently. I don’t think his eyes ever left mine for even a moment. I held onto his back, pushing him deeper and deeper into me.

Cedric was whispering incoherently, but then I clearly heard what he said next.

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“I love…this…being inside you. You’re the most beautiful woman in the world,” he said huskily as he continued to rock into me, his eyes still firmly planted on mine, as we developed a rhythm.

“Aaaaaagh.” I moaned, not being able to respond with anything more coherent.

“God, I wish I could stay inside you forever.” Cedric panted and suddenly began thrusting harder and deeper than before.

With those last words and his change in pace, I could feel myself losing control, climaxing suddenly and unexpectedly. “Cedric, I am coming,” I said.

He seemed relieved to be able to let go. “Oh, God. Come, baby…I’m coming too…holy shit.” Cedric’s thrusts quickened as I felt his orgasm pulsating inside me while I climaxed.

As we both recovered from that Earth shattering

experience,

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slowed. He stayed inside me and slowly kissed my neck.

I closed my eyes trying to relish every moment of being here with him like this. We stayed together silent for quite some time before Cedric spoke.

“That was amazing, Allison,” he whispered in my ear as he slowly pulled out of me. He turned over quickly and I heard him remove the condom and discard it.

I turned toward him with my head resting on my elbow. “Cedric, I am so glad you came home.”

“Me too,” he said as he pulled me closer to him and rested his forehead against mine. “You have no idea.”

CHAPTER 24

CEDRIC

I can’t believe I almost backed out of the most intense sex of my life. It was the moment I asked her if she was sure, when she told me she trusted me.

I trust you.

Hearing Allison say that really struck a cord and it was the only moment where I momentarily snapped out of the trance she put me in. I had closed my eyes beginning to doubt whether taking this step with her was a good idea and everything flashed before me…past, present and future.

By the time I opened my eyes again, the sheer power of her sweet face looking up at me crushed everything else and I buried it all again…by burying myself in her.

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Maybe I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if the guilt caught up again later, but it was a risk I was willing to take. It was worth it to experience making love to her.

Sex with her was different from all of the rest. I hadn’t ever experienced the feeling of wanting to completely possess someone and of wanting her to completely own me, to be so completely connected to the person, not just the act.

I had meant it when I said I wished I could stay inside her forever. All of my doubts seemed to disappear there. As long as we were connected, I knew I couldn’t lose her. This was the opposite of what I normally felt after sex, which was a feeling of wanting to run, where the connection ended with the orgasm.

It was now the middle of the night and Allison lay sleeping beside me rhythmic-ally breathing so peacefully.

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A moment ago, a terrifying dream had awakened me and relief replaced panic when I realized she was still lying next to me.

In the dream, Allison and I were walking in the park, when I suddenly started taunting her like a child in a sing-songy voice, repeating, ‘I know something you don’t know. I know something you don’t know’ over and over again. She had a terrified look on her face and then I woke up. The dream was brief, but just enough to make me sweat profusely and remind me how fucked up this was.

But, thankfully, for now, in reality, she was right here sleeping next to me like a baby. God, I loved hearing the sound of her breathing. I wished she could always be peaceful and that there were no secrets threatening to destroy that. I would inevitably take away that peace, but she had a right to know everything.

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Yeah…sleep was not happening for me tonight.

Tempted to kiss her awake, I rolled over away from her to squelch the urge and tried to get some sleep to no avail.

After a half-hour, I turned back around to watch her peaceful face again.

There was no way I would ever want to hurt her. Unable to resist, I moved in slowly to softly kiss her on the forehead. She moved a little, still asleep and her breathing changed from the interruption.

At some point after 4:00, I dozed off.

When Allison’s alarm went off at 5:30, I jolted awake and noticed her yawning next to me. She would have to leave soon for the diner, but I wasn’t about to let her go that easily.

“Good morning, sleepyhead,” I said as I leaned over kissing her on the lips gently.

“Hi,” she whispered groggily and pulled me in tighter, kissing me again.