“It’s why I pay him the big bucks,” Graham said with a smile.
“Think he’s got any extra room on his roster?”
“Nobody has enough room for you,” he teased her.
“Well, you certainly got yourself some headlines,” she said, rolling her eyes, though he could hear a hint of admiration in her voice. “Your girlfriend too. I feel like this place is some kind of alternate reality where you’re the interesting one.”
“Don’t worry,” Graham said with a laugh. “A few days from now you’ll be back in the clubs, where you belong.”
“And you’ll be back at home with your pig.”
“Yes, well, if you need any tips on getting yourself some extra media attention in the meantime…” he said, lifting his hands. “I’m happy to help.”
“Your technique leaves something to be desired,” she said, but he could tell she was amused, and as the makeup artist stepped back to examine her work, he took in a deep breath. Around them, the production crew was preparing for today’s scene, and the hum of activity made the day before them seem full of promise. It was always in these moments, away from the fans, before the cameras were pointed in his direction, when he felt an odd energy coursing through him, and he knew with an unshakable certainty that it was going to be a good day.
As he walked from the makeup trailer over to where Mick was waiting for him, Graham glanced up at the sky, which was pale and pocked with birds, the whole thing like a negative of yesterday’s fireworks display. When he lowered his gaze to the hotel, he found himself thinking back to last night, when he’d stood in that very spot, watching a herd of children weave through the crowds, holding out sparklers like magic wands.
It was exactly as he’d imagined the Fourth of July here, exactly as it was where he’d grown up, but still, a part of him had wanted to walk past it all, to just start moving and see where he ended up. It had been a day of journeys, of boat trips and bus rides, and it seemed a fitting end to his time in Henley to head off in no particular direction, north or south, up or down, until he’d gotten himself good and lost.
There’d been a lull as the band lowered their instruments, and an expectant hush fell over the crowd. From where he was standing, Graham had looked up at the sky, though there was nothing but the first faint glow of the stars. When his phone buzzed in his hand, he glanced down again. He’d grabbed it on his way out the door, but he hadn’t been able to bring himself to return any of the missed calls. He simply wasn’t in the mood to talk to lawyers or agents or publicists just yet. Those were all things that belonged in L.A. And for the moment, at least, he was still in Henley.
But just as he was about to shut off the phone entirely, he realized that it was his mom.
“Hi,” he said, bringing it to his ear. It wasn’t until he’d already answered that he realized she might be calling because she’d seen him on the news. It hadn’t even occurred to him; his mother and his acting career were about as far apart as was possible on the spectrum of his life, and trying to account for them within the space of the same thought was like trying to bring something blurry into focus.
“Hi,” she said, and then there was the sound of whispering. “Hold on,” she told Graham, who began walking over to the sea of blankets that checkered the green. It was too dark for most people to tell who he was, though a few tracked his progress with squinted eyes. On the phone, he heard laughter and a tapping sound, and then suddenly everything was amplified as she put him on speaker. “Your dad’s here too.”
Graham cupped a hand over his free ear so he could hear better, sinking down onto the cool grass at the far edge of the park. “Is everything okay?” he asked, not sure he wanted to hear the answer. But to his surprise, his mom only laughed again.
“Are there fireworks?” she said, half yelling over the noise in the background, the barbeque at their neighbor’s house. He could picture them there, Dad in his traditional blue polo and Mom wearing a red-and-white-striped T-shirt, both of them huddled around the phone.
“Where?” Graham asked, confused. “By you?”
“No,” Dad said. “By you. We checked this morning to see what time the sun was setting in Maine. Are there fireworks yet?”
“Not yet,” Graham said, but just as he did, the first one streamed overheard like a shooting star. “Actually, yeah. They just started.”
“They’re not on for another few hours here,” Mom said. “But we wanted to watch them with you.”
Graham smiled, unsure what to say. The thought of them looking up the time of the sunset, waiting until they were sure it was dark, and then sneaking off to call him was so unexpected that he didn’t know how to respond.
“Remember that one year when we watched from the park?” Dad said. “And you burned your finger on one of the bug candles?”
Graham laughed. “Remember that time we watched from the beach?”
“And your father dropped our watermelon off the rocks?” Mom said, her voice full of amusement.
“Hey,” Dad said, but he was laughing. “That seagull snuck up on me.”
Overhead, two more fireworks went off with a crackle, each sparking a different color. “I wish you guys were here,” Graham said quietly, but even this, even the muffled sound of their breathing, was a comfort. He watched the fireworks go off one at a time, each one different, but each a kind of echo too, a memory of all the ones they’d seen in the past, all the many times they’d watched together as a family. Graham cleared his throat. “The last few days have been—”
“We know,” Mom said. “We tried calling earlier when we saw the papers.”
“I’m sorry,” Graham told her. “I just—”
“Those guys are vultures,” Dad said in the same tone he used to talk about things like Republicans and opposing baseball teams. “They had it coming.”
“Thanks,” Graham said. “But I feel pretty awful about it.”
“You’re working too hard,” said Mom. “All this filming, and as soon as you get back, they have you doing the interior scenes, and then there’s the publicity tour coming up…”
Graham laughed. “How do you know all that?”
“We subscribe to Variety,” she said, a note of pride in her voice. “And the Hollywood Reporter.”
“You do?” Graham asked, unsuccessfully trying to picture his mother reading through the daily entertainment news.
“Of course,” she said, like it was the most natural thing in the world. “We like to know what you’re up to.”
“And it’s always interesting to keep tabs on the world of colorized films,” Dad joked, and Graham laughed.
“We usually just call them movies.”
“Colorized movies then,” Dad said. “Your name’s been bandied about quite a lot lately. All sorts of interesting roles…”
“Don’t believe any of it,” Graham said. “I haven’t decided what I’m doing next.”
“Well, I think you’d be good in anything,” Mom said. “Remember how great he was in Guys and Dolls?” This was directed at his father, who grunted in acknowledgment. “We’re so proud of you.”
Graham swallowed hard. “Thanks, Mom.”
“When exactly are you getting back?”
“Day after tomorrow,” he said, his eyes on the sky. “It went by fast.”
“Has it been good otherwise?”
He nodded, knowing they couldn’t see him. But he was surprised to feel his throat go thick at the thought of leaving this place, and he blinked fast. “Yeah,” he said. “It’s been really good.”
“I made key lime pie for today,” Mom said. “I’m saving you a piece, so you’ll have to come over when you get back.”
“Okay,” he said. “I will.”
“Sounds like you could use a break,” Dad said. “We should go do something this weekend. Are you working Sunday? Maybe bowling, or the batting cages…”
A firework exploded in the shape of a star, and the pattern lingered long after it had died out, like a stamp across the sky.