Daily Field Journal of Annie Johnston Sunday, July 4Location: Take a Dip ice cream, under the awning out back.Cover: None. I came here to say hi to Ally and get some rum raisin, but what I just saw, I had to write down.Observations:4:55 p.m.: Subject Hammond Ross talking to Ally Ryan behind the counter at Take a Dip ice cream. Uniform: light blue Take a Dip T-shirt, baggy shorts, sneakers. Subject Hammond is talking. She’s cracking up laughing. The phone rings. Ally goes to get it. Subject Hammond checks his hair in the reflective side of a napkin dispenser while her back is turned. She hangs up. Subject Hammond puts the napkin dispenser down and wipes his palms on the back of his shorts. He puts his smile back on. They turn to look at the door and I duck out of view, my back to the wall.5:02 p.m.: I feel safe to look again. Ally is at the sink washing something. Subject Hammond LEANS IN TO SMELL HER!(Assessment: Holy crap. Hammond is in love with Ally.)

“So then Todd is hanging . . . upside down, from the edge of the high dive and he’s just screaming . . . ‘I didn’t want to go in head first! I didn’t want to go in head first!’ And I’m like”—Hammond cupped his hands around his mouth—“‘You shoulda thought of that before you flipped over, dude!’”I held my stomach as I laughed, practically doubled over behind the counter at Take a Dip. It was the Fourth of July, and it was pouring outside. Fat raindrops battered the plate-glass windows and every car that zipped by sprayed a wall of water on the roadside sign advertising two-for-one single cones. The fluorescent lights inside the shop made everything look dingy, from the unpolished chrome on the milk shake blenders to the film over the top of the dipping chocolate. We’d had one customer in the last hour, and our shift manager, Deb, had long since retired to the back room with her cell phone. When she’d gone, I had silently cursed her for leaving me alone with Hammond. But now . . . I was actually having fun.“So what happened?” I asked.“He fell,” Hammond said matter-of-factly, toying with one of the icecream scoops in its bucket. “And he so didn’t want to fall on his head, he flipped over and landed on his stomach. It was the belly flop heard round the world.”“Oh God. That must’ve hurt,” I said, biting my bottom lip.“His stomach was red for hours. We took a picture of it,” Hammond confirmed with a nod. “I’m sure someone has it somewhere.”I smiled, feeling all fuzzy and nostalgic. It was kind of nice to hear the stories of things that had happened while I was off living with my grandmother in Baltimore. Nice, but also odd. I’d always known that life had gone on without me, but it was weird to hear how easily and normally it had gone on without me.Hammond crossed his arms over his chest, his feet planted wide in that self-assured stance of his. He was so much better looking when he wasn’t being a jerk. Already he’d gotten a tan, which made his blond hair look lighter, and he’d wisely chosen a light blue T-shirt that brought out the blue in his eyes. His had forty colorful scoops of ice cream on it, the flavor’s name beneath each scoop, and read TRY ’EM ALL! across the top. We looked at each other for a long moment, as the refrigerator sputtered and roared into another cooling cycle behind him. Suddenly I had this vivid memory of him clutching the front of my T-shirt around my stomach right before we kissed that night a million years ago, because he didn’t know what to do with his hands. I quickly turned away and leaned against the counter, blowing out a loud, theatrical sigh.God I hoped he couldn’t tell what I was thinking. I almost never thought about that night. So why was it coming up now?“So are you gonna do Backslappers again in the fall? Because if you are, maybe you could be mine this time,” Hammond said. He leaned down next to me, our elbows almost touching.“I don’t know.” I’d only joined last year because I’d still been nursing that childish dream of getting back with my friends. But now everything was different. I’d had enough Crestie drama, and the soccer team and Backslappers were just littered with it.“Well, Chloe is not an option, and I don’t know what’s up with Shannen,” Hammond said. “Maybe we could—”His elbow nudged mine. I stood up straight and backed away, hands in the back pockets of my jeans.“I don’t know,” I said quickly. “I might try out for the play instead.”His face screwed up as he turned to face me. “The play?”“Yeah. I used to be into that stuff, remember?” I said. “In Baltimore I actually had a good role one year. I just—”At that moment, the door to the shop opened, and my phone rang. It was like the powers that be were giving me a double save. A middle-aged guy shook the hood off his head as he ushered two little kids in colorful rain jackets through the door. I pulled my phone out and my heart skipped a nervous, excited beat.“It’s my dad.”Time to put the plan in motion.Deb emerged from the back room. “Hi-eeee!” she said to the dad and his kids. She was one of those people who found any way possible to make most one-syllable words into two. “What can we get for you?”My phone rang again.“It’s okay,” Hammond said to me. “We got this.”“If you’re going to take a call, please take it in ba-ack!” Deb sang, her blond curls bouncing around her head as she tilted it toward the door.“Thanks, guys.”I ducked through the door into the dim stillness of the back room, which was so tiny I had to slide sideways to get between the stacked boxes of plastic bowls and the ripped vinyl back of the desk chair. I stood beneath the open window, leaned into the side of the ancient water fountain, and hit talk. I felt hot all over from the weirdness with Hammond, so I took a breath and told myself it was nothing. Just old feelings stirred up by boredom and the proximity of Hammond’s body to mine.“Hi, Dad.”“Hey, kiddo! How’s it going? Is it raining as hard there as it is here?”I looked up at the window and all I saw was gray. “Yeah. It’s pretty bad. So . . . you got my message?”“Sure did,” he said. “Sorry I couldn’t pick up. I had class last night.”“That’s okay,” I replied. I traced an arc on the concrete floor with the toe of my sneaker, thinking about Gray’s parting comment the other night. “So . . . what’s up? I mean, is there a plan or . . . ?”“Yes! Yes,” he said. “There is a plan. And there is something you can do.”I stood at attention. “Really? What?”“Do you think you could get your mother to drive you into the city next Saturday afternoon?”My brow knit. How the hell was I supposed to do that? “Um . . .”“I was thinking you could tell her you want to meet up with friends or something,” he said.Was he not acquainted with my mother? She would never let me wander around New York City alone with friends for the day. Then an idea hit me and I blinked. Unless . . .“Actually, I signed up for the humanities elective next year and they did strongly suggest we visit some museums this summer,” I told him.“Perfect!” he crowed. “Tell her you need to go to the MoMA. That’s right in the neighborhood I need you to be.”“Why? What are you gonna do?” I asked, feeling breathless. I turned toward the back door, away from the shop, as if Hammond and Deb could possibly hear me through the steel door over the whir of the freezers and the banging of the rain.“I’m going to re-create our first date,” he said. “She’s going to love it. There’s no way she’s going to be able to ignore me after this.”I grinned. Their first date. It was exactly the kind of romantic gesture my mother lived for. I felt proud of my dad for thinking of it. And kind of ridiculously happy. He did still know her. He did still love her. And he was willing to go the extra mile to show her.“Okay. I’ll tell her about the museum and let you know what she says,” I told him.“Thanks, bud. What would I do without you?”My heart constricted and I bit my tongue to keep from blurting the first thing that came to mind. Namely, You seemed to manage it just fine for the past couple of years. Now was not the time to get all obnoxious on him. He had a plan. He was executing the plan. That was all that mattered.I heard some muffled laughter through the door, and checked the grainy security screen on the desk. Cooper, Dex, Jenny, and another guy I recognized from the beach—nicknamed Stoner—had just come in. Dex was tearing through the T-shirt cabinet, unfolding all the shirts, holding them up against his chest and wagging his shoulders around as he modeled them. I rolled my eyes.“Dad. I’m at work and I gotta go.”“Okay. I’ll talk to you later. And Ally? Thanks for offering to help. It means a lot.”Weirdly, my heart sort of welled. “No problem, Dad.”I ended the call, pressed my hand into the cold metal door, and took in a breath. God I was emotional lately. And I hated it. It just wasn’t me. I cleared my throat and shoved my way back into the shop. The rain-slicked father and his kids were gathered around one of the two café tables near the front.“Hey! There she is!” Jenny shouted. She jumped up and landed butt-down on the counter, throwing her arms out to hug me. Deb shot me an irritated, but somehow still smiling, look so I quickly hugged Jenny back just to get her down again. She slid off and leaned her elbows on the counter. “So can we get, like, free ice cream for knowing you?”Cooper laughed. “Jenny. Uncool.” He shoved her aside with the full girth of his shoulders and she groused, but moved. “Hey,” he said to me, pressing his hands into the counter so that his feet came off the ground. “I like the outfit. Minimum wage works on you.”I blushed and tucked my hair back under my Take a Dip baseball cap.“You gonna order something?” Hammond asked gruffly.Cooper’s eyes grazed Hammond and his feet hit the ground. “Can I get a vanilla with a side of ham?”Dex and the other two cackled. Deb did not look pleased.“Creative,” Hammond said. “You sure are pretty for a smart guy.”“And you sure are ugly for a rich guy,” Cooper shot back.“Okay, okay, we get it. You two don’t like each other,” I said, holding up my hands. Jenny and the boys laughed their assent, loudly. “Deb, can I take my fifteen?”“Sure.” She gave me a wide-eyed, clenched-lipped look that I took to mean, You can take your fifteen if you get these assholes out of he-ere!“I’ll be in the back if you need me,” she said to Hammond. “If you all aren’t gonna order something, I’d appreciate you making way for other customers,” she said to the rest of them.“What other customers?” Dex asked, holding a balled up T-shirt in each hand as he gestured around the shop.Deb rolled her eyes and shoved through to the back room.“Come on,” I said, walking around the counter. “Let’s go outside.”“Are you kidding? It’s like Armageddon out there,” Cooper said.I sighed, glancing past him at the pile of Tshirts Dex, Jenny, and Stoner had made on the vinyl bench that ran the length of the window. “You guys are gonna get me in trouble.”“All right, fine,” Cooper said. “We just stopped by to tell you there’s a party at Chum and Howie’s tonight. They throw it every Fourth and its always a good time. You in?”He reached out and tugged once on my belt loop. My heart tugged with it. A party with the locals. How very not-Crestie. I glanced at Hammond behind the counter. He was wiping a rag in a circular motion about two feet away, clearly listening in.“Yeah. I’m in,” I said. “But who are Chum and Howie?”“Only the most awesomest dudes on the island,” Stoner put in. He’d walked up behind Cooper with a green Take a Dip tee slung over one shoulder. His eyes were typically half-mast and his goatee was made up of straggly brown curls and nonspecific crumbs.“Dude. Put. The shirt. Back,” Cooper said. Like he was directing his very own toddler.Stoner groaned and tipped his head back, but did as he was told.“These guys have a cottage down by the lighthouse,” Cooper explained. “They’re cool. You’ll like ’em.”“Okay. But is it cool if Annie comes?” I asked.“Of course,” Cooper said.“Who’s this Annie person? She sounds hot,” Dex said.Cooper flicked his forehead and Dex moped away, rubbing the wound.“What about our party?” Hammond blurted, no longer able to keep quiet.I rolled my eyes at him. Like I had any plans of attending the Cresties’ Fourth of July extravaganza. Had he not yet gotten the memo?“What?” he asked, palms up.Cooper smirked. “I’ll come by to get you guys. Like, nine o’clock?”“Sounds good,” I told him. “I’ll . . . see you then.”He reached out and gave my hand this sort of awkward squeeze. I couldn’t help thinking that if I’d let him kiss me on the beach yesterday, he’d probably kiss me now. But he didn’t. Instead he helped his friends shove all the Tshirts back in the cabinet, then gave me a nod as he ushered them out. But my lips were actually tingling as I watched him go.