Matt rolled his eyes. “Everything is fine. I’m well aware of the creaky steps and how to get past Mom and Dad’s room without them hearing.”

“I trained you well.” Finn was clearly pleased. “Now, give me dirt. I have yet to meet this lovely creature, and all I know is that her name is Ellen and she’s shooting to get into Yale for next fall.”

“Both true.”

“And how did you two lovebirds meet?” Finn said, batting his eyelashes.

“Ellen and I were both selected to run an afterschool group for those who needed help with molecular biophysics and biochemistry. A number of students have been taking college courses to bulk up their resumes, so we’ve been tutoring them twice a week.”

“Scintillating. Tell me something more exciting than that. What’s she like? Is she funny? Do you love her?” Finn cocked his head to the side and overemphasized every word. “Do you make sweet love to her?”

“She’s going to major in Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies, if that answers your question.”

“It doesn’t answer my question. That either means that she’s too uptight to do it so she just reads about it, or…”

Matt smiled. “She’s not too uptight.”

Finn flopped back onto the ground and rubbed his eyes with his hands. “Oh my God, my baby brother is engaging in sordid activities with a woman he’s not married to! Or even engaged! It’s disgusting! Why didn’t you tell me about this sooner? Maybe I could have prevented this vile behavior. It’s all my fault. I’ll never forgive myself for failing to secure your virginity until you were of age.”

“Finn, shut up. You’ve been engaging in sordid activities with quite a number of women. And I’m pretty sure some of the things you’ve done are illegal in a few states.”

“Damn straight they are!” He clapped his hands together and looked at Matt. “I’m a sophomore in college, what do you expect? Seriously, so things are, uh, good between you and this unspeakably loose Ellen character?”

Matt nodded and fiddled with the bag in his hands.

“I see you trying not to smile,” Finn teased. “I’m happy for you. And she sounds just as nauseatingly academic as you are. Tell me more.”

“She’s hoping to spend the summer interning for a Harvard professor who is researching—”

“That’s not what I mean. Tell me more about her. You and her. You care about her? Does she make you laugh? Is she warm, and girly, and sexy, and sweet?”

“Of course I care about her. She’s very smart and focused, and Ellen is extremely supportive of my plan to double-major.”

“Well,” Finn said, clearing his throat, “she sounds just wonderful.”

“What’s that condescension for?”

“Nothing. It’s just….” Finn popped a handful of granola into his mouth and kept talking. “I want you to have fun.”

“I am having fun.”

“In a controlled, regimented fashion, yes. But I think you could have more fun. It wouldn’t hurt you to hook up with someone a little less like our mother.”

“What an atrocious, puke-inducing thing to say.”

“Go date some girl with purple hair and tattoos. Someone emotional and funny and interested in you for something other than your book smarts. Someone who’d jump out of an airplane with you. You could give a lot more to a relationship than what I suspect you’re giving this Ellen chick. And you could get more, too. You deserve it.”

“Ellen and I are on the same page when it comes to a lot of important things. We have similar life goals, value the same social policies…. There is a lot of respect between us.”

“Ah, yes, the stuff great love stories are made of. I’m overwhelmed by the romance. Live a little, Matthew. Get a B instead of an A+ in a class because you’re so passionately in love and busy schtupping your brains out that you didn’t have time to study.”

“That’s you, Finn, not me.”

“It is you. You just have to let it happen. You’d love it.”

“I’m quite happy with Ellen.”

“You’re bored with Ellen. I know you. You’ll skydive, and hang into ravines by thin ropes, and go rafting in the rapids, but you won’t… what? Get crazy and reckless with an amazing girl? You won’t fall madly out-of-your-brains in love? Let your world as you know it be blown to bits because you fall heart-crushingly head-over-heels for someone?”

Matt laughed. “You go enjoy your tattooed nymphomaniacs, and I’ll be just fine the way I am.”

“I knew Ellen was uptight,” Finn muttered.

Matt laughed. “She’s not uptight! I’ll have you know that we… do it plenty.”

“Yeah, fine. At least there’s that.”

“And it’s not like there’s anything wrong with both of us focusing on school. You care about that, too, considering that you’re not exactly failing out of Brandeis.”

“True, but I’m not you, that’s for sure. You’ve got something that I could never have.”

“Yeah, right.”

“It’s true. Dude, you need to appreciate how goddamn gifted you are. You’re so smart that I don’t understand what you’re talking about half the time, and we all know how brilliant I am.” Finn winked. “Matty, you’re amazing.”

He shook his head. Finn was laying it on thick. “Yes, I know how I’m smart and how I’m not.”

“What are you not good at? You’re going to MIT next year. It doesn’t get any more genius than that.”

Matt sighed. “It’s not that. Fine, yes, if I get into MIT, I’ll do well there. We all know that.” He looked up and took in the skyline.

Finn was quiet for a while and Matt could feel his brother’s stare piercing into him.

Finally Matt looked over. “What? What is it?”

“Aw, Matt, knock it off. No one in the world could have as amazing a brother as I do. You’ve got a heart and a spirit like nobody else. Please try to remember that. You’re more than just the smart one.”

“I know that. I do. I’m also the hot brother.” Matt tossed the trail mix bag at Finn, hitting him smack in the head. “Sometimes I just need you to remind me.”

“Look who’s all cocky now, huh? Got the girl, got the fancy-pants college that’s going to chase after you for sure…. What’s next for you?” Finn asked.

Matt hung his arms over his knees and surveyed the skyline. He smiled. “I don’t know. But I can’t wait to find out.”

Finn got up and walked the few steps to stand near his brother. “I can’t wait either. I’m proud of you, man. I really am. Things are good for us now, huh?”

Matt hesitated. “Yes.”

Finn frowned. “What is it? Is it Celeste? Is she okay?”

“She’s great. I mean, she misses you, of course, but that’s normal.”

The truth was that Celeste hated that Finn lived in the dorms. She had a tendency to get overly irritable with Matt, clearly for not being as in tune with elementary school children as his brother. He did the best that he could with her and tried to engage her in activities he thought she would enjoy. So far his attempt to ignite interest in his mineral club had not gone over well, and had only produced a rather bemused, “Oh, Matty.” But he wasn’t about to follow Finn’s lead and waste a Saturday at that horrible Canobie Lake amusement park. He had no tolerance for the crowds, and lines, and the awful blaring music that was piped over loudspeakers. The idiotic rides held no appeal and he couldn’t understand why anyone found a day there to be anything but grotesque. As far as Matt was concerned, it was American culture at its worst. Finn, on the other hand, braved the insanity a few times a year, and he and Celeste always returned home with an armful of cheaply made neon-colored stuffed animals that Finn had won for her. Thank God that Finn was around to give their sister the fun that she needed. Matt wished he knew how, and he envied Finn’s ability to become so childlike at a moment’s notice. Finn could play, and giggle, and swoop Celeste up in his arms with such ease. Maybe when she was older he would be a better big brother. He’d figure out a way so that she would love him the way that she loved Finn.