Tracing the top edge of one leg of the tights, his other hand flat on her lower back, he said, “Funny how these make me have the dirtiest fantasies.” He nipped at her kiss-swollen lower lip, his statement making her want to squirm. “In the bed.”
She had no motivation to disobey that order. Slipping under the sheets, she watched him strip with clean efficiency. The T-shirt went over his head to reveal a chest that had her hands fisting on the bedspread, shoes and socks were nudged off, jeans ripped off… underwear, too.
Her body twinged, reminding her she’d had that muscled male body on her, in her. And was about to again. Sucking in desperate gulps of air, she swallowed as he got into bed and leaned on his elbow beside her, his erection pressing against her thigh.
“There go those thoughts again,” he said, tugging the sheet down to expose her breasts. “I should’ve had you naked an hour ago, shouldn’t I?” He rolled one nipple lazily between thumb and forefinger.
Biting back a whimper, Molly nodded. “Yes.” Any time to think and she began to wonder what in the world she was doing. “I never thought I’d be here, like this.” Naked in bed with a rock god.
“I’m damn glad you are.” A smile so smoldering it devastated her senses, then his cock thrusting against her abdomen as he came over her after shoving the sheet totally aside. “It’s just you and me in this bed.” He braced himself on one muscled arm, tattoos bright in her peripheral vision. “Outside world doesn’t exist. So give in and enjoy.”
“Give in and enjoy.”
There were so many things wrong with that statement when it came to the life Molly wanted to live. “I’m not sure I can do that. I’m not a rock chick. I’m a librarian.”
“Stereotypes, Miss Molly?” The eye contact searing, he slipped his fingers under the waistband of her panties. “Tut, tut.”
Her hand clenched on his arm, muscle and tendon moving under the golden silk of his skin as he slid those long, strong fingers through her slick folds, the callused tips lusciously abrasive. Unable to hold the dark intimacy of his gaze as he cupped her with sexual possessiveness, she shifted her attention to his mouth—but her view disappeared the next second, chocolate-dark strands of hair in her vision.
Heart rabbiting against her ribs and body primed for the hot, wet suction of his mouth on her nipple, she waited. She should’ve known Fox would never be predictable. He ran his tongue leisurely up one breast, then the other—as if she were his favorite flavor of ice cream and he intended to take his time and enjoy her lick by lick. Her skin was sheened with perspiration, her hand fisted in his hair by the time he closed his teeth over part of one breast, biting down just enough that it was pleasure, not pain. “Fox.”
Raising his head at the breathy sound, he released her breast to take her mouth, his tongue stroking aggressively past her lips in a kiss that smashed right through her boundaries and insisted she respond.
Out of my depth, I am so out of my depth.
It didn’t matter, not here, not now, with his body on hers, his mouth demanding. Stroking her tongue against his own, she tried to hold him to the kiss, but he broke it to say, “We haven’t finished our conversation,” his tone making it clear that was about to change.
“Anyone ever tell you,” Molly managed to say, “that you like to have control?” It took extreme effort to get the words out, her brain completely scrambled with what he did to her.
“Why do you think I’m the lead singer?” A smile with just enough arrogance to be irresistible.
Molly was unable to take her eyes from the masculine curve of his mouth, the piercing having its usual wicked effect on her senses.
“I like to be the boss.”
She’d already figured that out and part of her, the part that had been forced to become an adult at fifteen, the part that had driven her to carve out a better life for herself through merciless determination and absolute discipline, said she should protest.
Except, the thing was… she was tired.
Tired of being always responsible, of never permitting herself to let go in case she went too far and ended up right back in the hell that had killed her parents and splintered her life. Being with Fox couldn’t fix her past, couldn’t eradicate the fear and need inside her… but maybe she could surrender the reins for a fragment of time and not feel guilty about it. After all, this gift-wrapped box would vanish in a month.
Perhaps that was why she said it, why she confessed one of her deepest fears. Because he was safe, would forget her and her secrets as soon as the month was over. “I worry.”
Fox brushed strands of hair off her face. “About what, baby?”
Heart aching at the tenderness she hadn’t foreseen, she said, “Of who I’ll become if I give in.”
Fox didn’t break eye contact at the uninvited emotional intimacy, though theirs was meant to be a strictly physical relationship. She was the one who lowered her lashes. “Addiction runs in my family.” Gambling, alcohol, women, love. It was the last, most dangerous addiction of all that had destroyed her mother.
Tipping up her chin, Fox sucked her upper lip into his mouth, then shifted his attention to the lower one. Breasts deliciously crushed against the taut wall of his chest, she shivered and curled her fingers around his neck, unable to get enough of his kisses.
“Do you think you’ll become addicted to mind-blowing sex?” A teasing question except there was no humor in the eyes that locked with hers.
This was getting too serious, too fast, but she was the one who’d opened the gate. “If I give in to this,” she whispered, “what other boundaries will I break? What other addictions will I develop?” That was the fear that haunted her always, shaping each and every one of her decisions.
“Have faith in yourself.” He pressed his lips to the shockingly sensitive spot below her ear, her shiver reflexive. “I do.”
Molly knew Fox was sweet-talking her to get her to do what he wanted in bed, his sexual experience apparent in the way he played her body like he played the crowds while onstage. None of that altered her unexpected, dangerous desire for him. “You were meant to be a one-night stand.” The biggest risk she’d ever taken. “Look where I am now. It’s a slippery slope.”
Fox’s answer was a kiss that took over her mouth, enslaved her senses. Her body attempted to rise toward his in a luxuriant wave, was halted by the weight of him pinning her in place.
When he broke the sumptuous intimacy of the kiss to look into her eyes once more, she was lost in the deep green. “Have faith, Molly,” he said again, and she crashed.
Drowned.
Chapter 7
Molly struggled up into a sitting position some time later, tucking her no doubt wildly tumbled hair behind her ears and pulling up the sheet to cover her breasts. Just in time. Fox walked into the bedroom the next instant, holding a plate of cheese and crackers in one hand, a bottle of wine in the other. She exhaled at the sight of him.
He was naked.
Except for the tattoos. A jagged tribal design in black ink ran along his left shoulder and licked at his neck before continuing down the left side of his back to his hip, the design sleek rather than bulky. His left arm, in contrast, was covered by a gorgeous stylized dragon in brilliant color, its body wrapping around Fox’s arm multiple times. Around the dragon were hundreds of tiny leaves—shaded from spring green to autumn brown—all in motion, as if the dragon had disturbed them in flight.
It truly was a piece of living art.
Those two were the biggest pieces, but on the right of his ridged abdomen fell three vertical lines of fine text that she’d read last night. They were from Schoolboy Choir’s first hit song, penned by Fox and Noah, with David and Abe providing the hard rock tempo that had helped shoot it to the top of the charts.