The eyes that stared out of the pale, discomposed face were distraught, but this did not hide their astonishment. ‘Help? You can’t help.’ Reaching for her undergown, Gwenn dragged it over her head, murmuring distractedly, ‘I must think. Pass me my gown, Alan, I’m going to wash.’
Complying with her request, Alan held down a sigh and grabbed his breeches and chainse.
***
They were proceeding along another dusty English highway. Gwenn had been lost in gloomy reverie for hours. The sun was sinking towards the west, and Alan had not decided where they would stop that night. He saw her launch a furtive glance over her shoulder, not her first by any means. She had been doing that at intervals all day. Sometimes she turned her face towards him, but he knew she hardly saw him. She was riding in another world, and it wasn’t the one he inhabited.
‘Gwenn, don’t be afraid.’ On impulse, he reached for her hand. ‘What is it? If it’s the pedlar, forget him. He can’t trouble us.’
‘How so?’
‘He was murdered the same day that Ned...’ a shadow crossed her face, and Alan cursed himself.
Gwenn glanced at the hand clasping hers, admitting she warmed to his touch. All day she had studiously avoided contact with him, half afraid that if she touched him, it would spark off the extraordinary passion they had shared the night before. Alan made her feel, and she wasn’t sure she could cope with it. She didn’t want to become dependent on him. What would happen when they reached Sword Point and had to part? She could not bear any more losses. Gently, she withdrew her hand. ‘Why do the good have to die, Alan?’
‘The good? I doubt that the pedlar–’
‘I’m not referring to him. I’ve been thinking about Ned and my family, all of them good people in their way. I’m not saying that they were perfect, no one is. But they didn’t deserve to die. I feel betrayed, not by them, they couldn’t fight fortune. But I loved them all. God has betrayed me.’ Her smile was crooked. ‘My grandmother would have been very shocked to hear me say that. Is it blasphemy, Alan?’
Alan regarded her helplessly and wished he had a gift with words. An impassable gulf yawned between them. Gwenn was educated. From an early age, she had sat with her brother and poured over his books. She could read and write. Her education enabled her to puzzle out the finer nuances of her feelings and come to some understanding of herself. But while Alan spoke three languages passably well, he could neither read nor write. He had no mastery of words, and no glib answers. How did you counter grief such as hers? Biting his lip, it occurred to him that the most learned, silver-tongued churchman in Christendom probably had nothing to offer her.
She may not trust him, not yet, but Alan knew one way to take her mind off her hurts. He brightened and, quite forgetting that he was supposed to have worked her out of his blood, he offered her his hand again.
Gwenn’s heart lifted at Alan’s gesture and, reading the question in his eyes, she gave him a watery smile. Perhaps the carnal comfort Alan offered, however short-lived, was better than nothing. Blushing, she let his warm fingers close tightly over hers.
***
The trail having gone cold on him, Otto was seething when he rode into the village. Village? It wasn’t so much as a village as a stretch of common land enclosed along its length by two tracks edged with an assortment of shabby farmsteads. Empty stocks stood in the centre of the green. Pigs, hobbled by their hindlegs to stakes, were rooting around the common; and the village children were in the bushes, guzzling ripe blackberries, screeching and squabbling over the juicy fruit like a flock of unruly starlings.
Since he’d realised that he had lost Gwenn Fletcher and her escort, Otto had been racking his brains, trying to guess where she was going. Ned Fletcher had come to Brittany from England with his cousin Alan le Bret. Was the concubine’s daughter going to Ned Fletcher’s family? He could think of no other reason for her to be in England. Where was it the two English cousins had hailed from? Somewhere in the north, Otto thought. The word Richmond sprang into his mind. Wasn’t Richmond connected in some way with the Dukedom of Brittany?
Otto wasn’t about to travel that far, not unless he was positive he would catch her. He drew rein by the brambles, near the children. While he pondered what to do, he ran his gaze over the nearby cottages in search of an inn. A drink would slide down beautifully.
No inn. Otto swore, and the children turned purple, juice-stained faces towards him. The youngest – it might have been a girl, Otto was unsure whether the darned sack the child wore was a long tunic or a short gown – stuck its thumb in its blackberry-dyed mouth and stared.
‘I’m lost,’ impatiently, he addressed the children. They took a step back, blinking like wary owls. Selecting his softest voice, he went on, ‘I’m looking for an inn. Where will I find one?’
‘No inn here,’ the elder of the children said. This one was definitely a boy. In chausses and bare-chested, he had freckled skin and a mop of badly cut brown hair which refused to lie flat. Some bramble leaves had stuck in it.
‘Where can I buy food?’
Shrugging, the boy wiped blackberry juice from his cheeks and pointed a dirty finger at the nearest cottage. ‘Try Henry Smith’s. The others went there. His wife sold them bread and cheese.’
‘Others?’
‘Strangers, like you. A man and a woman. They had two horses and a mule,’ the boy said, clearly awed by such riches.
‘Two horses, eh?’ Otto looked suitably impressed and not, he hoped, too eager. It had to be them. He beamed at the children. ‘You like horses, do you, lad? Good ones, were they?’
Vigorously, the boy nodded. ‘The man’s was a wonder, a glossy chestnut racer.’ He paused, adding fairly, ‘The woman’s wasn’t bad either; a pretty brown mare with three white stockings on her feet.’
‘How extraordinary! An acquaintance of mine has just such a mare. You don’t by any chance happen to know if the woman was called Gwenn Fletcher, do you?’
The untidy head shook, and a bramble leaf fluttered to the ground. ‘Didn’t get close enough to hear her name. But I think the woman called the man Alan.’
‘Alan, you say?’ His tone had the children backing into the bushes. ‘Not Alan le Bret?’ Surely the concubine’s daughter would never hire Alan le Bret as her guide and protector? It couldn’t be him. On the other hand, Alan le Bret had been in service with Duke Geoffrey, and he was Ned Fletcher’s cousin. It was possible.
‘Don’t know,’ the boy said. ‘But Mistress Smith might.’
‘Aye, that she might. My thanks, boy.’ And Otto smiled.
Chapter Thirty
Sword Point Farm, so named because it was perched on the southern edge of a sword-shaped spit of land, was owned by the Duchess Constance. Agnes Fletcher and her late husband had been her tenants. Agnes, Ned’s mother, suffered a great shock when her nephew carried the sad tidings to the farm. She had last seen Alan riding off in the company of her son, but instead of bringing her Edward back to her, Alan broke the news of his death.
Accompanying Alan was a Breton lass. She was dark and pretty, with sympathetic brown eyes which were crowded with secrets. Agnes saw the girl’s wedding ring, and something in her manner led Agnes to believe that she was attached to Alan, but Alan had introduced her as Ned’s widow. Her name was Gwenn, and she had shyly announced that she was bearing Ned’s child. Her grandchild.
‘I’ve brought you the money Ned earned,’ Gwenn added with a sweet smile. ‘I know he would wish you to have it.’
Agnes realised that Ned’s wife must stay awhile, so they could get to know each other.
Alan did not stop long at Sword Point; no blame to him, for he had reconciliations to make with his stepfather in Richmond, and was anxious to be on his way. Filled with grief as Agnes was at the tidings, she yet thought it odd that Alan should ride off without so much as a wave or a smile to the girl with whom he had travelled so many long miles. But her nephew had been a cold fish when he had left England, and Agnes had no reason to suppose that he had changed.