I didn’t like him. I didn’t like his arrogance or his attitude or the way he was showing up late at night. The way he looked at Bella wasn’t friendly, but I wasn’t exactly sure what it was.

“David,” she said, shaking her head. “Just…”  She sighed and looked at me. “It’s fine. I’m fine. Just go.”

There was no mistaking that she wasn’t happy to see him, whoever he was. But she was telling me to go after I’d offered to stay, so I didn’t feel like it was my place to stick around.

“Okay,” I said.

I stepped outside, next to a smiling David, who seemed to have it all figured out.

I picked up my bike from the driveway.

“A bike?” David asked. “Really?”

“Shut up,” Bella said.

I threw a leg over the bike and sat there for a moment.

“Just put your feet on the pedals and go.” He spoke as though he were talking to Jackson. “It’s not hard.”

“David!”

I stared at him, taking in his face and absorbing everything else about him.

He didn’t care for that and stepped toward me, away from the door. “You need something?”

Bella stepped outside, panic lacing her face. There was clearly something about the guy that was scaring her and I was torn as to what to do.

She brushed past him and planted herself in front of me.

“Just go,” she said. “I’ll explain tomorrow. I promise. I’ll be fine. Okay?”

Nothing felt right about the situation. Not a single thing. And as much as I didn’t want to be involved in anything that exposed me, that left me vulnerable, I wasn’t comfortable leaving her with someone who did not seem like a good guy in any way.

But she was telling me to go.

“Okay,” I said. “Find me tomorrow.”

“I will,” she said. “Promise.”

I pedaled away into the dark.

FIFTEEN

Bella didn’t find me.

I barely slept, pissed at myself for not listening to my gut and staying. Nothing felt right about leaving her and yet I’d done it anyway. Yes, she’d told me to leave, told me to go, that she’d be fine, but nothing that was going on indicated she was telling me the truth. I tossed and turned all night, thinking about her and Liz and all of the other decisions I'd made that ended up being the wrong ones.

I got to the beach early and worked off my anger and frustration by setting up the umbrellas and chairs before anyone else was even on the sand. I emptied the shed and then ran for thirty minutes, all the way down to the base and back, sweat coating every inch of my body. I didn’t look at the water or the dunes or the people slowly spilling out of their rental condos and hotels. Instead, I looked down, watching my feet as they pounded the wet, packed sand.

As the day wore on, I kept scanning the beach, looking for Bella or Jackson. Every small kid looked like Jackson until I realized that he or she wasn’t. At one point, I spotted a woman in a blue bikini, her hair pulled into a make-shift ponytail, a little boy trailing behind her. I sat up straighter, certain it was Bella.

It wasn’t.

My irritation got the better of me and I pounded my fist into the sand, tiny grains flying into my face, sticking to my sweat-moistened skin. Where the hell was she?  And why did I care?

I collected the chairs and umbrellas at four on the button, locked up the hut and pointed my bike towards her house.

No one answered the door.

I peered in the front window. Nothing looked out of place. I could see a couple of Legos on the living room floor, a magazine tossed onto the coffee table, a plastic Marlins cup next to it.

But she wasn’t there.

I hopped on the bike and headed out to the highway, pedaling next to the heavy evening traffic, the breeze blowing back into my face. The highway was littered with long strip malls and each one looked exactly like the other, neon signs advertising T-shirts, food and fun. I had a vague idea of which restaurant she worked at and I scanned the malls as I biked, keeping an eye on the traffic behind me.

I’d gone about three miles when I found it. King of the Sea, a pink-stuccoed building that had seen better days. A flag pole stood next to the entrance, a large plastic swordfish impaled on the top and seashell-shaped plastic lights draped the interior of the windows. I coasted into the parking lot, breathing heavy and drenched in sweat. I leaned the bike up against a newspaper stand and walked up the wooden switchback ramp that led to the entrance.

The air conditioning hit me like a hammer, bathing me in cool air and stinging my eyes. A girl in her twenties glanced up from the magazine spread before her on the podium. “How many?”

“I’m looking for Bella,” I said.

She gave me a quick once over before returning to the magazine. “She’s back there.”

“Back where?”

She held out an arm and pointed toward the dining area without looking up. “Back there.”

I walked toward the large windows that looked out over the Gulf and spotted Bella at a table, scribbling on a notepad, helping two older couples. She wore a bright pink T-shirt and denim shorts, her hair pulled up high in a ponytail behind her head. She gathered their menus, smiled at them, then glanced in my direction.

The smile faded and she immediately turned away. I wondered if she thought I’d disappear simply because she wasn’t looking at me.

I slid into a booth next to the window and waited.

She stood there awkwardly for a moment, her back to both me and her customers. The people sitting at the table looked at her, waiting for her to say or do something. Finally, she moved in my direction.

The cut under her right eye was about an inch and a half long, a near-perfect straight, red gash. A series of bruises blossomed between her eye and the bridge of her nose and her top lip was noticeably swollen.

My irritation with her was quickly replaced by rage at whoever had done that to her.

She slid into the booth on the other side of the table. “Hey.”

I kept my cool. “Hey.”

She laid the menus on the table and looked out the window, keeping the damaged eye out of my view.

“You didn’t come find me today,” I said.

“Yeah, I know,” she said, her eyes flitting in my direction, then away. “I’m sorry. I just got busy and we didn’t head down there.”

“Where’s Jackson?”

“Back in the kitchen,” she said. “He goes back there and helps out before it gets busy.”

I nodded. “Cool.”

She fidgeted in the booth, staring out the window, as if she’d never seen the water before.

“I already saw your eye,” I said.

She swallowed hard. “Oh, yeah. That. I, this morning, I…”

“Look, if you don’t wanna tell me, that’s fine,” I said. “But really. Don’t lie to me about it. Some asshole shows up at your house last night, you tell me to go, then you show up looking like you went a couple rounds this morning. I’m not stupid. So don’t tell me if it’s none of my business, but don’t lie to me.”

Her lips twisted together and her hand fiddled with one of the hoop earrings in her ear, still refusing to look at me. “Not that simple.”

“What’s not that simple?”

She rolled the eye I could see. “Everything.”

“Seems pretty simple to me,” I said. “Your pal David punched you in the face.”

She turned fully toward me, not bothering to hide her face now. “You don’t wanna get involved, okay? I can handle it.”

“Handle what?”

She slid the menus off the table and stood. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“If you’d come down to the beach, I wouldn’t be here.”

She shook her head and made a face. “I’m sorry. I couldn’t. But you…don’t get it.”

“Get what?”

She hugged the menus to her chest and bit down on her bottom lip. She started to say something, then stopped. She shook her head again. “You were right the first time.”

“Right about what?”