‘Why don’t you leave it with the people in the house? I can’t see why they’d mind.’
‘I tried that. My landlady wouldn’t touch it with a barge pole. To tell you the truth, she told me to get rid of it.’
Margaret had forgotten all about wanting to get away. She fixed those enormous eyes on my mouth as if she could read the words as well as hear them.
‘That’s terribly strange,’ she said. ‘What did you say that made her feel that way?’
‘Nothing. I told her you’d met Peter Kilpatrick; he’d given you it and asked you to give it to me. And I told her somebody was to call for it.’
‘Did you tell her Brond would send for it?’
I thought about that. I could remember Jackie’s arm and the knife chopping down on to the wooden board. Funny, I had caught hold of Jackie by the arm too.
‘Does it matter?’
‘I can’t see why it should.’ She looked offended. ‘It’s just very strange that she should talk that way.’
‘Maybe not. Since I was ill, they’ve decided to adopt me.’ I appointed Jackie an honorary member in Kennedy’s concern. ‘She was just being protective.’
‘Your landlady, you mean? Was that her that opened the door to me?’
‘That’s her. We call her Jackie. As a joke, you know . . . because her name’s Kennedy. It’s not very funny.’
As she showed no reaction, I thought it would be like her never to have heard of the ex-Mrs Onassis.
But when she did speak it was on a different track altogether.
‘If you think she’s old enough to be your mother, your eyes want tested. And another thing,’ she went on without taking a breath – inadvertently I kept monitoring the extraordinary evidences of her taking one – ‘where do you get off swearing at me?’
‘Me?’ I was astonished. ‘When have I sworn at you?’
‘Just now. You called me a— you know what you called me.’
We discussed lady dogs and then we found we were both ravenously hungry. Excitement does that to you. I had no money but she said it would be her treat. As we left, the girl in the other library watched us wistfully, which was a consolation although I still had the parcel under my arm.
SEVEN
The parcel lay on the bench seat between Primo and me. When it had occurred to me that it was still a fixture under my off-side arm, I had put it there between us as a gesture of goodwill. Looking at Primo's fingers on the steering wheel like a bunch of bananas, I felt goodwill was in season.
‘Primo?’
‘Uh–huh.’
‘I never did thank you for getting between me and that maniac Davie.’
The car swung into the side and stopped as abruptly as that length of executive metal could.
‘Don’t whine,’ Primo said seriously. ‘You were beginning to whine there. Sometimes it’s more dignified to say nothing. Believe me, ‘sincere advice.’
That was a long speech for him. Even when he had appeared outside the restaurant, he had only grunted what amounted to an invitation to climb in. He hadn’t explained why but then I hadn’t asked him. I had sat in the passenger seat looking up at Margaret.
‘Not you,’ Primo said to her. ‘Let’s keep it simple.’
When I twisted to look back, she was alone on the pavement like a girl who had been stood up by her date.
Now, as we drove, curry and two glasses of wine rumbled in my stomach. ‘My treat,’ Margaret had said. ‘I’m hungry too.’ She even beat me to paying for the wine; which was easy since I only had the price of a coffee. I had begun to ask myself what my chances were of getting somewhere with her. Why else, I asked, tossing my head, should a girl ply me with wine? Well, two glasses. After that Primo appeared with an invitation to join him that only his size prevented me from refusing. He had been sitting in the car waiting for us to come out.
After a while, I recognised a street like the one where Andy had collected Primo in the mornings, then another one like it and another. We rolled across potholes in an alley like a cart track and came into a street surrounded by black space. Tenements had been knocked down and, as the main beam flicked on, light lanced out across a plain of rubble. The road took a long curve uphill and we were back among decayed tenements with bricked-over windows like old men’s filmy eyes. When he switched off the ignition, it was very quiet. He came round the front of the car and opened the door on my side, which made it seem that he wanted me to get out. I got out.
‘Don’t forget the parcel,’ he said.
I had left it on the seat. He was holding the door open with his hand folded over the top. With all my strength I kicked the door shut and in the same movement turned to run for it. A vice caught me by the shoulder and turned me back. The door swung juddering.
‘Get your parcel,’ he said.
His voice sounded the same, no louder than before. I scrabbled inside and reached out the package. Curry and wine came up at the back of my throat.
We climbed the stairs. On the first and second landings the bulbs were out, probably smashed. Primo’s voice came out of the darkness.
‘I’ll say this for you,’ he said. ‘You can listen to advice.’
On the top landing, a gas jet flared blue. Primo laid the palm of his hand across the rough holes where a nameplate might have been torn out. He didn’t knock. Across the fingers under the first knuckles a welt of black and purple flesh was rising. It didn’t make him more human. I could hardly imagine how he had ignored the shock and pain or how fast he must have reacted to catch me. His voice had been level and low but as he bent his head, waiting, I saw sweat glitter on his cheeks.
In the flickering glare of the broken gas mantle, raw tears showed on the panels of the door. It looked as if it had been attacked with an axe. Squalor, poverty, I could imagine the flat behind the door. I was wrong though. Certainly the hall we entered, when the door had been opened by someone who went off too quickly for me to see him, was bare enough; but the first room into which Primo led me was comfortably furnished and the remnant of a meal showed where someone had eaten; wine glasses chimed as I brushed past the table. Primo nodded me towards the door into the next room.
Brond got up out of a deep armchair. He was wearing slippers and had the air of a man at home. There was a decanter on the little table beside the chair and he had a glass in his hand. He held out the other to me in what I thought was greeting until he tugged the parcel from under my arm.
‘You’ve brought my little surprise at last.’
I felt an astonishing relief at parting with it.
‘You’re welcome,’ I said. ‘I’m glad to be shot of it.’
I assumed the demeanour of someone getting ready to leave, but he offered me a drink in a tone that didn’t allow for refusal.
I sat in the chair facing his. My feet gave me messages about the depth of the carpet and between the curtained windows there was a tower system hi-fi deck flanked by tapes and records, lots of them. He seemed to be a man who was fond of music.
‘Whisky?’ he asked again patiently.
‘Please.’
‘You have a preference?’
I didn’t understand.
‘A favourite blend or a malt perhaps?’
‘A malt,’ I said.
He smiled.
I twisted in my chair to watch him. There were shelves of bottles.
‘Water, soda . . .?’
‘Water,’ I said.
Usually when I drank whisky I filled up with lemonade – a very sound lemonade. Just recently I had discovered tonic water and liked better than anything the odd sharpness it added.
‘Ideally,’ Brond said, ‘the water should be from the burn that feeds the distillery. I had business once with the managing director of—one of the malt whiskies, and he took a flask out of the safe in his office. It was water from the well in Ross-shire they used in reducing the malt for maturing.’ As he spoke, he poured a little water from a tall beaker into each glass. ‘Is that admirable or fanaticism? Either way we can only manage water from the tap here. Fortunately, it’s the softest city water in the world.’