117

Lauren

Tears well up
when the blue-and-gold
Eagles fly onto the field
and through the big
paper banner.
The crowd explodes
as all the players turn
and look at their fans
in the stands.
I jump up and down,
waving, but I know
the chance of Colby seeing
me is nearly zero.
He’s too far away,
and there are just
too many of us here tonight.
First quarter,
everyone’s a bundle
of nerves. A couple of big
mistakes put us
down by seven.
Second quarter,
Colby catches two
impressive passes,
one of them getting us
close to the end zone.
When we score
on the next play,
it’s a hug-fest
with me and the little ones.
Tied at half time.

118

Colby

In the locker room, Coach comes down hard on us for the stupid mistakes we made in the first half.

“Too many lost opportunities!” he says. “And if you don’t find your focus and play the way I know you can play, this entire game will be a lost opportunity.”

He talks about courage and teamwork. About dedication and drive. About putting it all on the line right now, because this is it. This is all we’ve got.

“This is the end of the story,” he tells us. “Right here. It’s up to you how you want to write it. How you want to be remembered. But even more importantly, how you want to remember this night for the rest of your lives.”

He finishes up, and we take a minute for ourselves before we break and hit the field.

I’m trying to focus on what I need to do when we go out there again, but I can’t stop thinking about the surprise I got a little while ago. As we were running into the locker room at the half, I looked up at the crowd, trying to spot my dad sitting with Gram and Grandpa.

I couldn’t find them.

But I saw four blue-and-gold hats, all in a row. I’d know those awesome hats anywhere.

My heart feels like a balloon about to pop, because she’s here. Whether she’s going to the airport afterward, who knows, but she’s here now. She couldn’t stay away.

This must have been how Superman felt when he found out Lois Lane had feelings for him.

I bet Superman would have been a helluva football player.

119

Lauren

Colby is the star
of the second half.
It’s like he’s been
gifted with superpowers.
He catches
pass
after pass
after pass.
We are
on our feet
the entire
time because
the air is full
of excitement
and hope.
Just like
Colby said.
It feels good
to believe and hope.
As the clock
counts down
the final seconds,
we count with it.
Ten
            I will
Nine
             never forget
Eight
             this
Seven
              night
Six
              and how
Five
              good
Four
              it felt
Three
               to
Two
               belong
One
It feels
so good to win.
I look at
my aunt and uncle,
arms high,
cheering loud,
and my little cousins
dancing around.
All I can think is,
what a team.
What a great team
I’m on.

120

Colby

We did it. We took state.

There is running, yelling, and group hugging, and then, when I get a chance, I stand there for a moment and take it all in.

The cheering blue-and-gold crowd.

The final score in bright lights.

The feeling that anything truly is possible, with the right people by your side.

I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. All I know is right now, despite everything that’s happened this season, we did what we set out to do.

It’s amazing to know I was a part of something the town will talk about forever. And it’s something good.

Finally. Something good.

If someone in the stands needed some hope that things will be all right, they got a good, healthy dose of it tonight.

All of us did.

121

Lauren

The eagles soar.
It’s the end
of the game.
The end of
the season.
The end of
awe-inspiring dedication.
And yet,
in so many ways,
it’s only the beginning.
They worked so hard
to get here, which makes it
all the sweeter.
I did too.
The journey had
its ups and downs,
but here we are,
looking out at the horizon,
dreaming about what
comes next.
The Eagles soar,
and the town soars with them.
I get it now.
It’s not just a game.
It’s life, played out on the field.
And whether you win or lose,
the important thing is
who you are when it’s over.

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