Not your fault, I told Adam urgently.Not your fault they brought us here. Not your fault they shot Peter. Not his fault that hed been hampered by the tranquilizer, the silver, and the shackles.
Adam didnt care what I thought. He was the Alpha, it was his duty to protect the pack, and Peter most of all had been his to keep safe. I could feel Adams wild rage, Adams desire to killbalanced by the clear understanding that he had the rest of the pack to protect.
He swayed a little on his knees, as if his rage were a physical thing that tugged on his shoulders. I tightened my grip and felt his gratitude at my presence as he fought and bargained with his angerand I felt his shame for the way he craved Joness flesh between his teeth.
Jones is dead, I promised.He just doesnt know it yet. But we are patient, we can wait until the time is ripe.
Adam went still. He forgets sometimes, does Adam, that I am as much a predator as he is.
Adam looked up, and we saw that Jones looked smug, the gun still in his hand. He thought that Adams bowed head and the way hed not regained his feet meant that he was broken. The soldier who stood beside Joness desk was blank-faced but more wary.
Adam sorted through possibilities before he decided that Jones needed to be a little more afraid because that fear would slow him down if he decided a second example might be needed. And if that fear made him try something, Adam would kill him sooner rather than later and deal with the soldier instead.
Adam stood slowly, which was a lot more difficult than he made it look since his hands were chained behind his back and his ankles shackled together. It required strength and balance, and he used the movement to center himself.
He let his wolf meet Mr. Joness eyes, tensed his shoulders, and twisted the cuff on his left wrist. Metal screamed. I felt the burn as steel cut into his wrist before the joint of the cuff broke. He continued to watch Jones, daring him to do something, anything, as he repeated the procedure on his right wrist. He didnt bother moving quickly, even after the handcuffs fell to the ground. As he brought his freed hands forward, Jones jerked the gun up, but the soldier slammed it down on the desk, unfired.
You want to shoot them all and try again, Mr. Jones? he said. You arent going to be able to get another pack the same wayand Hauptman was specifically required.
Jones fought for the gun, but the other pulled it away with contemptuous ease.
Shut up, the soldier gritted. Youve made a proper cluster of this. Just sit there and keep your mouth closed. I told him you were the wrong choice for this.
Adam turned his attention to the manacles at his ankles. His deliberate inattention was an insult, a power playand it scared me.I wanted to watch Jones and company to make sure that they didnt shoot Adam.
They wont, he assured me as he pried the manacle off his right ankle with a sharp twist of his hands.They have gone to too much trouble to get me to kill me right now. They will wait until I kill their senator and prove that the werewolves need to be eliminated. Bran warned me that I was becoming too well-known, that someone would try to make some sort of play against me.
And when you dont kill Senator Campbell? I asked. Adam would not do their bidding, there was no question in my mind about that.
I will do anything to keep my pack safe, Adam corrected me gently as he pulled the second ankle restraint into two separate pieces before twisting them together.Even kill Campbell. Make sure Bran understands that when you tell him about this, so hes not taken by surprise.
Thats what Bran failed to see when hed been worried that Adams temper meant that he should be kept out of the publics eye. Adam had a hot temper, but he was always, always in control because he needed to protect the ones he cared abouteven if it destroyed him instead.
Understand this, Adam said in a guttural voice, staring at the soldier, though I knew his attention was also on Jones. If another of my pack is harmed, all bets are off. You might be able to kill me, but not before I have taken care of Jones, you, and a fair swath of the rest of yourmen.
Understood.
Mercy, get Samuel, get Bran. Find out where they have us. Get the pack free before I have to do what they want, Adam told me, then sent me away from him and back to my own body in Samuels guest bedroom.
I opened my own eyes and realized that there was noise downstairsa wolf growling and a womans singsong voice. Magic, fae magic, shivered over my skin in a rising tide.
I bolted to my feet and down the stairs, taking them six or eight at a time. Ben would have felt Peters death. Wounded and scared, that couldnt have been a good thing.
Ariana was curled up in a corner of the room crooning in a language that sounded vaguely like Welsh but wasnt because I couldnt understand a word. Ben, in the middle of his change, was crouched on the couch, all of his attention on the stranger in the room.
Jesse and Gabriel were both standing between Ben and Ariana. Gabriel was bleedingneither of them would be a match for Ben, three-quarters changed and raging because of the drugs in his system, the mess of the pack, Adams rage, and Peters death.
All of this I saw as I took the last leap that would have taken me to the floor if I hadnt altered my trajectory. I twisted in the air and hit Ben instead, and weboth hit the floor.
I pinned him like my mother had taught me to pin calves or goats when I was ten years old, and she decided that I should follow her footsteps as a rodeo queen. Her efforts were doomedI didnt like horses, not like she did, and she only had two weeks to visit before she had to go back to her own life. But goat tying had been fun, and Id practiced for most of a summer. I hadnt thought about it for a decade or two, but the motions came right back to me as soon as my hands were on the enraged werewolf. Desperation is a really good way to inspire muscle memory.
Ben, stop, I said, holding his head twisted and pressing a knee on his shoulder. Ariana is not an enemy. I glanced at her, and added, Not unless you scare her into doing something horrible to one of us. We need to get Jesse and Gabriel safe, then find the pack. I need you, so suck itup. He was still struggling, and I put my mouth right next to his ear.
They killed Peter, Ben. I whispered, but I let him hear my own grief.
Peter had once charged out with a sword and saved the pack from an enraged fae that Id brought to their doorstep. He was a great big sweetie who loved his mate and played video games with a devastating intensity and a love of planning that led his team to victory more than once, despite his disinterest in winning or losing. He left a gaping hole in the pack that had us all reeling.
They killed Peter, I told Ben. And we need to make them pay.
Ben stilled beneath me and started to shake. I released my hold but stayed on top of him, burying my face in his fur so I could hide my tears. It wasnt only my grief that wracked me, but Bens, Adams, Honeys, and that of the whole pack. We had failed to protect our heart, and now he was dead.
It wasnt fair. Ben wasnt through his change yet, maybe halfway, and at that stage, I had been assured, his skin would hurt if someone breathed on it. But I clung to him and let the wave of emotion hit me and waited for it to ebb.
Mercy? asked Jesse. Mercy, what happened? Is Dad okay? Mercy?
There was controlled panic in her voice, and it pulled me back to myself. I had no time to wait for anything.
Ben? I asked. Can I let you up?
In answer, he stood up, on four paws, shedding me as he did so. So much for my mothers tactics. He avoided looking at ArianaI could smell her panic, tooand stared at the blinds that blocked the darkness from the room. I rolled the rest of the way to my feet and rubbed my face to clear my eyes.