Mercy shivered, as if she were suddenly cold, again.I dont like being obedient. Adam hugged her and wished he could go back and kill the man whod done this to her last timebefore hed hurt her. Wished, at the very least, he could protect her from her memories because if this was making him remember, it had to be doing the same to her. Rage choked himand Mercy patted his arm in reassurance.
Zee caught his eye and nodded grimly, and Adam knew he wasnt the only one unhappy that such a spell had caught Mercy again. Peace and Quiet was made as a gift for a fairy queen who collected the wrong faes son into her court.
Theyd run into a fairy queen before. They werent fae royalty precisely but had a gift that allowed them to enslave humans and fae alike. Almost like a honeybee queen, they set up courts designed to both feed their power and entertain them. Not Adams favorite kind of fae.
She didnt last long, Zee continued, because the cuffs only work for a short period of time on the fae, though it can be more permanent on humans.
Zee put his hand under Mercys chin and looked into her eyes. The woman who gave the fairy queen the gift wanted her son back. Once the queen died, all the humans and fae went back to their old lives.
Without the glamour, his slate gray eyes were brighter and odder-colored.
Beware of fairy gifts, Mercy said.
And Greeks bearing gifts, agreed Zee without a pause.
How do we break the spell? Adam asked. Killing the woman didnt seem to work.
Loves true kiss, Mercy said, though Adam had been asking Zee. But I cant kiss Adam because it hurts him. Too much silver.
A kiss?
Adam looked at Zee who shrugged.Actually, a kiss from someone who loves you is an effective remedy for a number of the effects of fae magic.
All right then. Adam lifted Mercys chin and kissed her. Hed kissed her at Sylvias apartment, too. But this time he didnt let the burn of the silver distract him.
He pictured his Mercy in his mind. Mercy holding a plate of cookies in the hope that they would make her neighbor feel better after his wife left him. Mercy baring her teeth at him because hed annoyed her by trying to make her stay safe. Mercy pulling the damned tires off the wreck in her backyard because she was mad at him. Mercy shooting Henry before the cowardly wolf could challenge Adam while he was hurt.
And his lips first bled, then blistered against hers.
He accepted the pain and put it behind him, letting his body feel only the softness and warmth of hers. He took in a breath through his nose and let her scent surround him. This, this was his Mercy, and he wanted hermind, body, and soul, she was his. And he was hers. The kiss warmed up, and he pulled her tighter into his body and let the heat of their kiss spread through his body in hopes it would catch flame in her.
She returned his kiss, her body softeninghis partner in this as in so many things. She fit against him wellall muscle with just a hint of softness, smelling of burnt oil, harsh orange-scented soap, and Mercy.
Then every muscle in her body tensed, and she started to struggle. He held her just a little longer, to relish her fight, which told him the spell had been broken. But Mercy knew how to break the grip of someone who was larger and stronger than she was. That he didnt want to hurt her was of more use to her than his strength was to him. She twisted her wrists to break his hold and ducked out and away.
Damn it, damn it, Adam, she raged at him, while Adam caught his breath. You dont let me hurt you like that. You havent eaten since God knows when because I can see your ribs. Youve lost twenty pounds in two days. Too much shapeshifting, not enough foodand having to heal yourself every time you touch me just makes it worse. And then you let me hurt you, you stupid,stupid
She was so mad, the words wouldnt come out of her mouth.
Or you could try to force her to do something absolutely against her will, said Zee casually. That works more often on this kind of magic than loves true kiss.
9
Adams lips were blistered, and his face looked like he had a bad sunburn. Id done that to him.
You dont ever do that. My voice, my whole body shook from the shock of the magic breaking, from my momentary inability to stop hurting Adam. I just got you back. The coyote inside me wanted to take a bite out of something, anything in a frenzy of
in a frenzy. I cant touch you without hurting you. Dont let me hurt you. The last sentence came out as a whine, and I realized I was babbling. I shut up.
Instinctively, I backed away, so I was in no danger of touching anyone. I didnt want to contaminate anyone with the remnants of that magicfilthy magicon me. Didnt want to hurt Adam again.Didnt want to touch him with my filthy skin, I was dirty, dirty. That was wrong.
I knew that was wrong. An echo of trauma that never quite left me, though its hold was not as vicious as it had been. I tried to collect myself and center on the real issue here. On Adam.
A trace of blood trickled down Adams chin, but the red flush on his skin was disappearing as I watched. Silver burns. I touched my lips. It was from the silver and not some weird taint of the magic that had robbed me of my will, or a taint that lingered from that long-ago rape. Iknew that, but it still felt like the two were entwinedthe fae magic and the marks on my mates face.
That silver, said Zee, is something I can help you with, Mercy.
I looked at him, my heart still poundingwith anger at Adam, with the release of a magical spell I hadnt really believed in until it left, and with a shadow of memory. I remembered listening to Tad tell us that Id had my will stolen away, and I had been
uninterested. Id felt that way before.
The silver, Zee told me, his eyes sad as if he knew where my thoughts were dwelling. Just the silver. The rest is over and done.
Okay. My throat was tight, and I didnt want him to touch me. Didnt want anyone to touch me ever again, but I knew that made no sense.
Mercy.
Adam waited until I looked over and met his eyes.You broke the spell the minute something happened that you didnt want. You were never really in its power. Not once you didnt want to be.
His voice gave me an anchor, and I drew my unruly thoughts back in line. Hed be okay. His lips were healing a lot more slowly than usual, but as Id yelled at him, hed had a rough few days. He needed to eat something soon.
Mercy.
I nodded, so hed know Id heard him. I wasnt ready to risk talking right away. Too many things were raw, and Adam and I werent alone.
Why didnt the cuff act right away? asked Asil. Maybe hed done it to take everyones attention off me, but I didnt know him well enough to be sure. The coyote that jumped in and attacked that fae, magic sword and all, was not without willpower.
It was when Adam came back, Tad said. It isnt easy to steal someones will. With Huons Cup
before
He made an unhappy sound. Looked at Asil, who might or might not know about that incident. Before. When Id been raped because I could not resist the magic of the cup Id drunk.
Tad cleared his throat.The cup that worked on Mercy before used the act of drinking out of it to imply consent,and it was a more powerful artifact in the first place. Peace and Quiet is a two-part spell, each lesser. The first is spelled to make the wearer happy and relaxed. Sort of like the best marijuana ever. That leaves the prisoner vulnerable so that the second one can work to make the person wearing it compliant. The magic continues to work after the cuffs have been removed, so they could be used to subdue more than one prisoner.
I rubbed the wrist the cuff had been on. I hadnt felt anything from itthough Id been busy at the time. If shed used the other cuff first, would I just have let her take me? Instead, the magic had snuck up behind me and taken me without giving me a fair chance to fight it. It had waited until the euphoria of having Adam back had leftme defenseless, then stolen my will.