He turned and started walking on a trail, and we followed him through the gate. It was almost like being in a maze except the hedges were walls of lava and huge rocks.
This is the Temani Pesh-wa trail, Calvin said, leading the way, though there was really no need for a guide because the path was obvious. Which means written on rock. The pictograms here were probably painted between five hundred and a thousand years ago.
He took us up a fairly brisk climb, speaking as we walked.In earlier times, there were a lot of Indians in this area. Lewis and Clark mention stopping very near here, and from their journals, people estimate that there were nearly ten thousand Indians in the vicinity. We do know that one of the many villages was over there.
He pointed back the way wed come, where, in the distance, a rounded section of land jutted out into the river. From its edges, basalt cliffs dropped several hundred feet to the water below. I couldnt tell from where we were whether there was a body of water between us and the land hed pointed to. The landmass looked like nothing so much as a wedding cake, complete with a second, much smaller layer in the center.
Just as I was turning to look back at Calvin, I noticed that we werent the only ones on the trail. The Native American woman who had been in the museum was taking a fork in the trail that we had not. Even as I watched, she crossed behind a big bunch of rock and disappeared into the landscape.
Twice a year theyd hold a potlatch, Calvin was saying, a party, to which they invited people from near and far. As part of the potlatch, young men and women of twelve or thirteen would hold their vision quests. Afterward, they would come here and record a reminder of their vision questsupon the rock.
He took us up to a basalt wall of cliffsa baby cliff compared to the one hed just pointed out. He stopped but didnt say anything, so I looked up. It took a moment to understand what I was seeing, even though Id been looking for them. The old paint blended into the rocky cliff as if it belonged there, and I was the outsider. As soon as I saw one, I saw that they were everywhere.
There were dozens, parts of dozens at least. Some of them were clearly identifiable as human or various other animals. Others were impossible to decipher, either because some of the paint had grown too faint or because whatever symbolism theyd used was too alien for me to understand. There were some symbols that were obviouslike flowing water was a series of parallel squiggly lines. Some were less obvious: a red and white target, long wavy lines, circles.
I stepped close, my hands behind my back like a child told not to touch. Hundreds of years ago someone had stood where I was and touched their fingers to the rock. Five hundred years ago. A thousand years ago.
I had the odd thought that Bran the Marrock had been alive when these were painted. Five hundred years I was certain he was. I was almost sure of a thousand.
Still. I wondered if the long-ago girl or boy who had drawn the bold red and white target had known how long their artwork would remain, the last testament that they had once walked the earth.
Beside me, Adam stiffened and took a deep breath. He turned slowly until he looked down where wed been standing a few minutes ago. I followed his gaze until I saw it, too.
Crouched on a rocky promontory that overhung the lower part of the trail, a red-tailed hawk stared at us. Like the pictograms, it belonged there. But there was something odd about its interest in us. It reminded me a little too closely of the woman in the museum. The bird took flight and passed right over our heads before veering off over the river, then out of sight.
As it flew, I realized that the unease I felt reminded me of my vision quest and the animals who had hunted me, making me unwelcome, until Id come upon Coyote. A vision quest like those of all the long-ago artists. Maybe, I thought in sudden whimsy, I should draw a La-Z-Boy on one of the rocks. Somehow, I was pretty sure no one would understand that I wasnt vandalizingjust continuing tradition.
If Calvin hadnt been there, Id have told Adam. I looked over at him and found him watching Calvin with gold eyes that danced with temper.
I put my hand on his arm. Gold eyes werent a good thing when we were among friends.
Adam put his hand over mine and took a step so he was between me and Calvin.In your ongoing education as a medicine man, have you ever heard of people who can change into animals, Calvin? he asked in a surprisingly civil voice.
I frowned at Adam and gave his arm an invisible squeeze. I didnt know Calvin; there was no reason to make him question what I was. Something had happened that Id missed while my eyes had been on the hawk, and I wasnt sure what it was.
Whatever it was, Adam was pretty mad at Calvin. I wondered if he pulled me behind him to protect meor to keep me from protecting Calvin.
No, said Calvinwhich was a mistake. He should have learned how to not-lie from his grandfather. Besides, I knew enough Native American legends to know that there were lots of stories about people who turned to animalsand animals into people, for that matter. And he knew about Adam, who was certainly a person who changed into an animal.
Adam smiled, showing his teeth. I couldnt actually see him do it, but Calvins face told me he had clearly enough. Adam had put away his civilized face and let Calvin see the real one.
Cant lie to werewolves, I told the young man. You might as well have shouted, Yes, but I dont want you to ask me about it.
Calvin swallowed, his fear pressing on my nose like perfume.
Mercy? asked Adam.
He was going somewhere with thisand I trusted him as long as his temper held. Werewolves are monsters. I grew up with them, and I loved Adamand he would never hurt me. That did not apply to people he didnt care about. The faster the situationwhatever the situation waswas defused, the safer for everyone.
Information can sometimes be gotten when the opponent thinks you know all about it anyway. That was what Adam had been asking me to dotell Calvin who I was.
I can turn into a coyote, I said. My mom tells me I must get it from my father.
Calvins jaw dropped, then his face froze. Your mother was a white woman, he said urgently. You cant turn into a coyote.
Can, too, I said indignantly. It was one thing for me to tell him he was lyingI knew I was right. It was an entirely different matter for him to tell me I was lying.
Cant.
Can.
Cant.
Can, too.
Mercy, said Adam with exaggerated patience tinged with humor. He knew I was doing it on purpose. That was okay because he wasnt angry anymore.
Cannot, said Calvin.
Knock it off, both of you. Neither of you is five. He glanced at Calvin. He answered what I wanted to know anyway. That hawk was no natural animal, and this one knew it.
No one reads body language like a werewolf, I thought. And then I realized what Adam was saying.
The blood shot from my head so fast that I had to step sideways to keep my feetand sideways was three feet down the hillside. Adam jerked me back on the trail before I managed to fall. Okay? he asked.
I nodded, though I wasnt sure it was true.
Id never met another one of my kind. After more than thirty years, Id sort of assumed that there were no more left, that I was the only one.
Id also assumed theyd be coyotes like me. Hadnt the old man last night kind of implied that? Hed known I was a coyote, and Id only told him I was a walker.
I didnt know much about being a walker. Only what Bran had told me, and he hadnt known muchor hed told me exactly as much as he intended to. Id grown up thinking the last was true, but over the past year or so had come to believe the first.