Romantic claptrap, said Bran from the doorway. Doubtless hed scented Asil as soon as Asil had walked by the study earlier. As well as historically full of holes.
Is there something wrong with that? asked Asil. Romance is good for the soul. Heroic deeds, sacrifice, and hope. He paused. The need for two dissimilar people to become one. Scott wasnt trying for historical accuracy.
Good thing, grunted Bran, sitting down on the chair opposite the love seat Asil had claimed. Because he didnt manage it.
Asil went back to reading his book. It was an interrogation technique hed seen Bran use a lot and he figured the old wolf would recognize it.
Bran snorted in amusement and gave in by beginning the conversation.So what brings you out here this afternoon? I trust it wasnt a sudden desire to read Sir Walters dashing romance.
Asil closed the book and gave his Alpha a look under his lashes.No. But it is about romance, sacrifice, and hope.
Bran threw his head back and groaned.Youve been talking to Anna. If Id known what a pain in the ass it would be to have an Omega who doesnt back down in my pack, Id have
Beaten her into submission? Asil murmured slyly. Starved and abused her and treated her like dirt so she would never understand what she was?
The silence became heavy.
Asil gave Bran a malicious smile.I know better than that. Youd have asked her to come here twice as fast. Its good for you to have someone around who doesnt back down. Ah, the frustrating joy of having an Omega around. I remember it well. He smiled more broadly when he realized hed once thought hed never smileat the memory of his mate again. Irritating as hell, but good for you. Shes good for Charles, too.
Brans face hardened.
Anna came to see me, Asil continued, watching Bran carefully. I told her she needed to grow up. She signed on for the hard times as well as the good. She needs to realize that Charless job is tough and that sometimes hes going to need time to deal with it. That was not exactly what hed said, but hed have bet it was what Bran had told her. His Alphas blank face told him he was right on target.
I told her that there was a larger picture that she wasnt looking at, Asil continued with false earnestness. Charles is the only one who can do his job and that it has never been more necessary than it is now, with the eyes of the world on us. Its not easy covering up the deaths with stories of wild dogs or scavenger animals eating someones body after they died from something else, not anymore. Police are looking for signs that their killers might be werewolves, and we cant afford that. I told her she needed to grow up and deal with reality.
The muscle on Brans jaw tightened because Asil had always had a talent for imitation he thought hed gotten Brans voice just about perfect on the last few sentences.
So she gave up on me, Asil said, back in his own voice. She was leaving while I sat content in the smug knowledge that she was a weak female who was more concerned with her mate than with the good of the whole. Which is only what a woman should be like, after all. It really isnt fair toblame them for it when it inconveniences us.
Bran looked at him coolly, so Asil knew hed hit hard with that last remark.
Asil smiled ruefully and caressed the book he held.Then she told me that its been months since hes made any music,viejito. When was the last time that one went more than a day without humming something or playing that guitar of his?
Brans eyes were shocked. He hadnt known. He rose to his feet and began pacing.
It is anecessity, Bran said at last. If I dont send him, then who goes? Are you volunteering?
It would be impossible; they both knew it. One kill, or maybe as many as three or four, and his control would be gone. Asil was too old, too fragile, to be sent out hunting werewolves. He would enjoy it entirely too much. He could feel the wild spirit of his wolf leap at the chance of such a hunt, the chance of a real fight and the blood of a strong opponent between his fangs.
Bran was still ranting.Icannot send an Alpha into another packs territory without it becoming a challenge that will spawn even more bloodshed. I cannot sendyou. I cannot send Samuel because my oldest son is even more at risk than you are. I cannot go because Id have to kill every damned Alpha and I have no desire to take every werewolf into my personal pack. If not Charles, then who do I send?
Asil bowed his head to Brans anger. Thats whyyou are the Alpha andI will do anything I can to never be Alpha again. He stood up, head still lowered. He caressed the fabric cover of the book and set it down on the table. I dont think I really need to read this book again. I have always thought Ivanhoe should have married Rebecca, who was smart and strong, instead of choosing Rowena and what he thought was right and proper.
Asil left Bran alone with his thoughts then, because if he stayed, Bran would argue with him. This way, Bran would have no one to argue with but himself. And Asil had always credited Bran with the ability to be persuasive.
Bran stared atIvanhoe. Its cover was a dull blue gray, the weave of the cloth a visible sign of its age. He ran his fingers over the indentations that were the title and the line drawing of a knight wearing sixteenth-century armor. The book had once had a paper cover with an even less appropriate picture on the front. He knew that inside, on the flyleaf, there was an inscription, but he didnt open the book to find it. He was pretty sure Asil had been here long enough to go through the whole damned library to find this book. Charles had given it to him, maybe seventy years ago.
Merry Christmas, it said.Youve probably read this book a dozen times before. I read it for the first time a couple of months ago and thought that you might take comfort in this tale of the possibility that two dissimilar people might learn to live together a good story is worth revisiting.
It was a good story, even if it was historically inaccurate and romantic.
Bran took the book and replaced it gently on the bookshelf before he gave in to his impulse to rip it into small pieces, because then he wouldnt stop until there was nothing left to destroy and no one could manage him if that happened. He needed Charles to be something he was not, and his son would kill himself trying to be what his father needed.
How long had he lied to himself that Charles would be fine? How long had he known that Anna was right to object? There were many reasons, good, sound reasons, for Bran not to be the one doing the killing. Hed given Asil one of them. But his real reason, his true reason, was more like Asils, though that one was more honest about it. How long would it be until Bran started to enjoy the pleading, the suffering, before the kill? He didnt remember much about the time he let his wolf take charge, though the world still had record of it and it had happened more than ten centuries ago. But some of the memories he did retain were of his terrified victims and the satisfaction their cries had brought him.
Charles would never do that, would never glory in the fear others felt of him. He would never do more than what was needed. A paradox, then. Bran needed Charles to be just what he was and Charles needed to be the monster his father was to survive it.
The phone rang, saving Bran from his thoughts. Hopefully it was a different problem he could sink his teeth into. Something with a solution.
I wont do it, Adam Hauptman said when Bran called.
Bran paused.
It had surprised him no end when Adam, of all his Alphas, had been the one best suited to deal with the feds. Adam had a terrible temper and not as tight a leash on it as was prudent. For that reason, Bran had kept him back, out of the limelight, for all of Adams looks and charisma. But his experience in the military and his contacts, as well as an unexpectedly good understanding of politics and political blackmail, had turned him gradually into Brans most useful political chessman.