He’s just that good.”

Okay, I’d had enough of Gretchen’s sexfest with Dewayne. “He’s an old friend. He was my high

school boyfriend’s older brother. Nothing more. He’s just helping me out by watching Micah.” I

finished cleaning up my station as I talked. I didn’t want either of their prying eyes on me, but I could

feel them burning a hole in my head.

“You dated his younger brother? The one who was in the accident?”

Crap. Not what I wanted to talk about. I simply nodded and kept busy. I wasn’t allowing Dustin to

become a topic of conversation.

Gretchen seemed to get that, so she didn’t pry and she shut up. Relieved, I put the broom away and

grabbed my phone to see if I had a text from Micah. Normally, he texted me several times when he

was staying with someone. He hadn’t texted me at all today. Dewayne must’ve been entertaining him.

Gretchen changed the subject to her need for a pedicure and the date she had tonight with some guy

named Green. Anyone with the name Green sounded unstable, but I didn’t say anything. Gretchen had

a different guy every weekend, mostly her customers from the salon.

“Tomorrow night is girls’ night. When are you coming out with us, Sienna?” Hillary asked as she

looked at me in the mirror she was standing in front of to fix her hair.

“I can’t leave Micah at night,” I said by way of explanation. I would never be going out with them.

I was positive their going out meant drinking and men. I didn’t have time for either.

“Can’t you get a sitter?” Gretchen asked.

It was odd how Gretchen was two years older than me but acted much younger. She seemed like she

never had any real worries and was always partying and going out. I shook my head. “I don’t know

anyone I can leave Micah with and feel comfortable. I don’t think Dewayne would be open to

watching him on a weekend night. He has his own social life to see to.”

“My younger sister is a sitter. She has been to classes and everything to learn CPR and handle all

those emergency situations. She’s only seventeen, but she’s good at it. Makes good money and has

several regulars who have come to trust her and call on her.” Hillary’s seventeen-year-old sister was

the same age I was when I’d had to grow up fast. I didn’t doubt her because of her age, but I wasn’t

sure I was ready to leave Micah with a stranger.

“I’ll think about it,” I said, not wanting to insult Hillary.

She nodded. “I understand. But she would gladly come spend some time with you and Micah so you

can get to know her. She learned that it was better for the kids and parents if she did that first before

sitting for them.”

Hillary’s sister would also require money. From the sound of her professionalism with the whole

sitting thing, she probably charged more than I could pay. I didn’t want to spend our money on me

going out when Micah needed so many things. I had his future to think about.

“Money’s tight right now. Maybe when it isn’t so tight, I’ll give her a call,” I said, hoping this was

enough to get Hillary to stop pressing the issue.

She shrugged. “Just let me know when you think you’re ready. I’ll hook you up.”

I thanked her and checked my phone again for a text.

Still nothing.

DEWAYNE

The kid could throw a football. For five years old, he had an impressive arm. He was obsessed with

basketball, but he had a talent that was going untapped. I caught the next ball he hurled at me and

watched as he grinned and blew his fingers as if they were on fire. It was something my brother would

have done.

Instead of my chest hurting with the memory of a little boy who looked so much like this one,

strutting around the basketball court like he was king, I felt an empty place inside me being filled.

Micah was so much like Dustin that I had fallen in love with him in less than six hours.

My dad hadn’t been able to take his eyes off Micah either. Once the shock wore off, he’d sat down

beside his grandson and asked him so many things. And when Micah told him that he was a basketball

fan and that he was going to be the best, Dad beamed like I hadn’t seen him do in six years. Micah

also mentioned that his dad had been the world’s best basketball player. It had been pure luck that

Momma had gone back into the kitchen just when he mentioned his father.

But my father had heard him. Seeing his eyes mist over with bittersweet tears had gotten to me. I’d

needed to get the kid out of there. My momma had to be told gently, and when Micah wasn’t around to

see her reaction. I had explained that Micah and I had some things to do, and we’d said our good-byes.

Momma had made Micah promise to come visit again soon, and my dad had kissed the top of his

head. He hadn’t been able to help himself.

“Momma’s home!” Micah cheered and dropped the ball he had just caught, then took off running to

meet Sienna as she got out of her beat-to-shit car. The boy loved his mother. She must have raised him

without her parents’ help, because Micah said he didn’t have grandparents. He said he had an aunt

Cathy they used to live with in Fort Worth. That was it. He hadn’t had anyone else to talk about.

“Hey, Ace.” Sienna’s voice caught my attention, and I took my eyes off Micah to see the woman he

was throwing himself at and latching on to. Her long hair wasn’t up like it had been earlier today. She

had pulled it loose and let it hang down her back. All that red hair. Damn. I had to remember who she

was and how off-limits that was. The way she looked wasn’t something I could focus on. Hooking up

for a casual fuck with Sienna Roy was never gonna happen. She was the mother of my nephew.

And I didn’t do anything more than a casual fuck. Ever.

Sienna was responsibility. And she was mine already, even if she didn’t know it yet. I would help

take care of her and Micah, but adding sex to that mix was completely against the rules. It would fuck

up everything. I had to be a part of Micah’s life. That was what was important. Not the fact that his

momma had legs that didn’t stop, and a face . . . damn, that face. Those motherfucking gorgeous eyes,

and her lips. Jesus, I had to forget this shit. She was Micah’s mom. That was it.

“Did y’all have a good morning?” Sienna asked, looking from Micah to me.

I tore my eyes off her and all that perfection and looked at Micah. I needed to regroup. Dealing

with this woman wasn’t gonna be easy if I didn’t stop imaging her naked and in my bed. I didn’t put

women in my bed. Ever. Fuck that.

“It was awesome! Mama T gave me chocolate chip cookies and apple pie. And she had real milk

like us, and she said I could come eat anytime I wanted to.”

The color drained from Sienna’s face as she looked from her son to me. I had to explain why I’d

taken him over there. It wasn’t to undermine her, but to deal with it before my mother came over here

and figured shit out the wrong way. Plus, Micah had no idea who my parents were to him.

“He met my parents. That’s all,” I said, hoping she read the unspoken words from the pointed look

on my face.

She swallowed and took a deep breath, then turned her gaze back to her son. “Well, now it’s my

time to talk to Dewayne about things. I need you to go play in your room with all those toys you have

while we talk, okay?” she said, with a tremor in her voice that didn’t go unnoticed by the kid. He

frowned, and his happy smile turned to a warning glare as he looked at me. He was a little thing, but

no one had told him that. He was more than ready to take care of his momma if he needed to. Dustin

would have been so damn proud of that boy.