She nodded. Her mind felt adrift in fragments. There was too much, too much they did not know. She tightened her grip on Paul’s bare shoulder and drew a deep and shaky breath. “I’m all right,” she said. “You know somebody named Kepta?”

“Yes,” said her living brother in that strained, hoarse voice. “I know him.”

“Him.” The mental shift made her think again. “Her. It. Whatever. Whatever it really is.” She slid her hand down to Paul’s and clenched its solidity. “I’m all right. You?”

“Fine,” Paul said. “Fine,” said Rafe, her Rafe, the one the light shone through. She felt a chill— how be sure it’s them, mine, not something else?—as if the floor were falling away, the gossamer-carpet floor her body could not feel. She stared at them and froze a moment, then drew her limbs under her and sat apart, pulling her hand from Paul’s, resting her forehead on her knee.

“Destroy all of them,” [] said, one of ten of []kind, one of a chorus of voices, hundreds of outraged protests which <> ignored, occupied as <> was. Paul-mind had retreated, with </>, to that place where </> was firmly in charge.

It was too late to recover Paul One, <> knew. Paul One was quite, quite beyond any reason. More, he had gained a certain wariness, which indicated that his immunity against shutdown was increasing.

<> could not keep </> from the controls long. There would be distractions. <> knew.

“Aaaaiiiiiii!”((())) wailed, irreverent of boundaries, passed <> and hid, pathetic in ((()))’s disturbance. But ((())) had never been particularly self-restrained before ((())) slipped from sanity. “Aiii,” ((())) mourned, in short, painful sobs, “aiii, aiii.”

“Accurate,” said <>.

“Jillan,” Rafe said, unable to touch her—he reached, that was all that he could do; and every movement hurt his sprains. “You’re sure that you’re all right?”

“Sure,” she said in a hoarse small voice. “Rafe—how do you know it’s me?”

A chill went over him. “Your asking makes it likely,” he said after a moment. “Doesn’t it? It’s you. Question is—how far down the line?”

“You know, then.”

“I know,” he said.

She ran a hand through her hair, disturbing its disorder, blinked at him; at the ones insubstantial like herself. “Paul? Rafe?”

“What?” Rafe Two answered.

“You know—both of you—about the copies that exist—”

“I saw my double,” Paul said. “Didn’t all of us?”

“That question’s always worth asking,” she said to Paul. “Didn’t all of us?”Her eyes came back to Rafe, haunted. “You know what dawns on me? That even I don’t know which I am. It copied me. Which one left? Which stayed? It’s all academic, isn’t it? That copy’s back there, and if it’s awake, it’s scared as I’d be. Doing everything I’d do, thinking every thought, because it is—me. I am there. And here. That’s the way it works.”

“For God’s sake, Jillan—”

“Rafe, I talked— talked—I’m not even sure of that ... to something that calls itself Kepta; it’s in charge. There’s more than one.”

“You’re sure of that.”

“It said there were a lot of passengers. A lot. And, Paul—Paul, that copy of you we saw—one of them’s got it. Got one of you, Rafe. This Kepta says they’ve gotten—damaged somehow. That they’re maybe—dangerous.”

“Jillan,” Rafe Two said, sharp and brittle. “Jillan, save it. Our brother’s not involved in this. He’s leaving.”

“Leaving?”

“Tell it to me,” Rafe said to her, hearing things that made far too much sense. Jillan looked afraid, glancing from one to the other of them. Paul’s face was stark with panic. “How—dangerous?”

“What’s this about leaving?” Jillan asked him; and when he said nothing, looked at Rafe Two.

“It’s given him a chance,” Rafe Two said. “It’ll take him to Paradise, a capsule of some kind, a signal—it’ll drop him off.”

“You believe that?” Jillan asked, looking round at him.

“What did Kepta say to you?” Rafe persisted in his turn.

“It’s the best promise we’ve got,” the doppelganger said in his, crouching there, hands loose between his knees. “It says it’s moving on, going elsewhere. No more concern with the whole human race. Wants to drop off our living component, it does. Maybe before his food runs out. I don’t know why. I don’t care. I’ve told Rafe I’d just as soon he was out of here.”

“Rafe,” Rafe said, “mind your business. Jillan, what’s going on?”

“Nothing,” she said, tight and quick.

“Don’t give me nothing. It’s got—what, the first of Paul? The one that ran. And me. Which me?”

“I don’t know.” She shook her head, with panic in her eyes. “I’ve no idea.”

“Early or late copy?”

“I don’t know. It didn’t tell me that.”

“It’s not your business,” Rafe Two said. “You’re leaving. You’re getting off this ship.”

“It’s got to get there first.” Rafe felt his heart beating double time, looked from one to the other of them, Jillan, Rafe—Paul, whose panic was all but tangible.

“You take any ticket out of here you’ve got,” Jillan said. “Look—Rafe: you’re only one of you. You understand? I’m not alone. Paul’s not. You’re still with us. You’ll be with us—in duplicate.”

“She’s right,” his doppelganger said, putting out his hand as if to touch his arm. “You’re superfluous—aren’t you? You take any way you can off this ship. We’ve already settled that.”

Rafe sat still, staring at all of them, wiped his hand across his lip.

“He’s right,” Paul said from over by the wall, in a small and steady voice. “You’re the one that’s really at risk. Get out if you’ve got a choice. We want you to do that. We want to know you’re safe.”

The voice lingered. Paul’s body was gone. All of them were, suddenly, as if they had never been. There was only the corridor, the remnants, the pieces of Lindy.

“That’s not enough!” Rafe shouted, in his ruined whisper of a voice. He looked up at the warted, serpentine ceiling, the trail of lights and raised his fists at it. “Kepta—”His voice gave way, beyond audibility. “Kepta,” he tried again “Kepta, send them back!”

There was a passing wail, loud, devastatingly loud. He clapped his hands over his ears until the worst of it had gone.

Then was silence, long silence. He sat down, aching, in the vacant chair at Lindy’s console. He passed his hands over controls, the few that worked, and looked at the starfield vid gave him.

He knew where he was now. He had confirmed Altair, and Vega burning bright, the two great beacons of the dark near human space, virtually touching from this perspective. The myriad, myriad others, the few wan human stars. Sol ... was out of field.

That way?he wondered. Is that the direction it means to go? Is that what it’s telling me?He could see Paradise, a dim, common star, nothing much, the kind mankind preferred.

He switched on the com. “Kepta,” he said, patiently, watching lights flicker, reckoning it might be heard. “Kepta, you want to talk to me?”

No answer.

He bowed his head on the console, looked up finally at the vid. Nothing changed. Inertial at 1/10 C. Drifting, after jump, in some place off human routes.

No one would find them. God help whoever did. God help the whole species if someone did.

He wiped at his eyes, his cheek resting against the metal console. To leave this place—to let it take Paul and Jillan on—

To let it have himself, in infinite series, erasing what it liked, keeping what it wanted until he was whatever Kepta chose—

“Kepta, talk to me.”

And after a long while of silence: “Kepta, you want to discuss this?”

“I don’t think,” someone said behind him, “you’d recognize my voice on that radio.”

He spun the chair about, wincing with sore ribs and joints, blinked at the dimming of the lights, at Jillan standing there.

“Don’t do that.” His hoarseness betrayed him, cracked in his disturbance.