“Well, you put on an anodized rubber suit that makes you sweat, a face mask, breathing equipment and a twelve pound air tank and then you go and swim around in a bunch of poisonous, murky water. It’s a real giggle.”
“I was just asking.”
“Well you don’t need to know,” said Chango, “because you’re not going to do it.”
Helix stared at Chango, sudden anger lighting her eyes. “I can decide that myself,” she said. They went on staring at each other for a moment more, Helix having difficulty keeping her eyes from jumping back and forth between blue and green, and then they both looked away.
“She’s right, you shouldn’t dive,” said Benny, his eyes wandering about the outlines of her raincoat.
“Someone like you would be a prime candidate for vatsickness.” Helix studied the place mat in front of her. It had a scalloped border of disinfectant enzyme, pale pink paste that left a little streak of bioelectric neutralizer on the surface of the table every time you moved it. Enough fidgeters, and you’d probably never have to wipe the table down.
“I’ve got some holotoys for Hugo.” said Chango. “How’s he doing, anyway?”
Benny shrugged, “About the same. You know how it is with vatsickness. He got up and walked around a little bit yesterday. This morning he only kept water down. He’s strong. It’s going to take a long time.”
“They should just throw him in the vat and let him finish,” said Helix. They all stared at her again. Benny blinked and cleared his throat. “You’re probably right,” he said. Chango was glaring at her. “I’m sorry,” said Helix. “I don’t know why I said that.”
“No. I understand. We caught it early, he has a mild dose. That doesn’t make it less fatal, it just means it takes longer to kill him. When my time comes, I’m just going to keep diving. If it has to happen, at least it can be quick like with-”
“Don’t you even say that Ada was lucky,” said Chango.
Benny tilted his head to one side. “In a way, she was, Chango.”
“Here,” Chango handed him the holocube. “These are for Hugo. You can pay me later. We have to go.”
“Chango-”
“See you later.”
“Who’s Ada?” asked Helix when they got in the car.
“My sister,” said Chango, turning the ignition key with exceptional force. She pulled out of the parking space with a burst of acceleration. Helix was waiting for her to calm down before making any further inquiries, but then they drove past the vat yards.
Rows of round metal buildings with glass domes slid by like the silvered flanks of some huge beast basking in the brightening afternoon. The air was filled with the living smell of growth medium. Chango didn’t want her to work there, Benny had good reasons why she shouldn’t, but Helix looked at those domes and breathed the air, and she knew it wouldn’t matter what anybody said. The knowledge nestled inside her and made her feel light and... happy. The sun was coming out, as if the day welcomed her joy.
Chapter 7 — The Death of Ada Chichelski
Chango had been at Josa’s when her sister had the accident. She’d been playing up to Pele by putting Otimache Mints on the jukebox, and buying her beer.
“Wanna dance?” she asked, swinging her hips and shaking her shoulders. Josa’s was nearly empty, it was just her and Pele, a few out-of-work vatdivers lingering in the shadows, and Josa, behind the bar.
“Not until you tell me what you did last night,” Pele said, pouting.
“I told you, sweetheart, I got drunk at Vonda’s, and Hyper was there, and since he lives right next door, he let me crash at his place.”
“Uh-huh.” In the dim light, Pele seemed to be there only in patches. “You didn’t sleep with him?”
Chango bit her lips and said nothing. It wouldn’t matter if she protested her innocence, Pele would know she was lying. She was a lousy liar, and she hated to do it.
Pele shook her head in shock and exasperation. “I can’t believe this. I can’t believe you! Did we or did we not have a conversation last week in which you said, ‘I’m ready for monogamy.’? That wasyou, wasn’t it?”
Chango climbed onto the bar stool next to her and put her head in her hands. “I know, but Hyper, heI-”
“Oh don’t tell me it’s because you were drunk!”
“No. I mean, it kind of was, but, we-”
“Are you in love with him?”
“Not inlove, I don’t think, but-We’ve known each other for forever.”
“ We’veknown each other for forever too, and I’ve known Hyper for forever. We all grew up here, we all went to school together. None of us have ever known more than the same thirty people our whole fucking lives! What has that got to do with anything? Do you love him?”
Chango shrugged. “Yes.”
“Fine.” Pele slammed her beer down on the counter. “I hope you’ll be very happy together.”
“But I love you too.” said Chango, grabbing Pele’s arm as she slid from her stool.
“You can’t. You can love Hyper or you can love me, but you can’t love both of us.” Pele wrested her arm from Chango’s grip, and headed for the door.
“Yes I can.” Chango said to her retreating back. Pele did this every time Chango slept with someone else. Theirs was a relationship of punctuated monogamy. Usually after a couple of weeks, she’d let her back in the house. In the meantime, Chango would have to stay with friends, maybe Hyper. Chango felt bad though, about telling her she wouldn’t sleep around anymore. At the time, she’d really meant it. But then last night at Vonda’s, Hyper had been so...
“Chango?” It was April, her broad form silhouetted against the bright light from the open doorway. Chango blinked at her, her eyes accustomed to the dimness of Josa’s bar.
“April? What are you doing here, it’s the middle of your shift.”
“Chango.” April shut the door behind her and approached her with more eagerness than she would ordinarily express, but not more pleasure. As she came closer, Chango saw the deep lines of worry that creased her forehead. “It’s Ada,” she said, when she got close enough to speak in a normal tone of voice. “Will you come?”
“Of course,” said Chango, sliding from her barstool, feeling suddenly cold, “but what is it?”
April looked at her, and even in this dim light, Chango could see the tears in her eyes. “She got doused.”
“No! Oh my gods, no!”
April put a strong arm around Chango’s shoulders and gently propelled her towards the door. “She’s still at the vat house. I’ve already found Mavi, she’s on her way over there now.”
When she got there, April showed her to a small tiled room with a single narrow bench along the far wall. Mavi was there, standing over Ada who crouched on the bench in a flimsy paper gown, shaking. She’d always been bigger than Chango, but she looked small now — small and pale even under the dusting of biocidal powder that whitened her skin and hair.
“What happened?” she said as she walked slowly towards them.
Mavi looked up, her face as white as Ada’s, and tight with grief and fury. “Seals came loose,” she said through gritted teeth.
Chango breathed in sharply, the air was acrid with the lingering fumes of the chemicals that had been used to wash Ada. “Faulty equipment?”
Mavi shrugged once in sharp dismissal, “They’re checking. What difference does it make?”
Ada shuddered and bent over to vomit between her feet. The sweet smell of stomach acid joined the other odors in the room. Mavi cradled her in her arms and wiped her mouth with a tissue. Tentatively Chango reached out to lay her fingertips on her sister’s arm. Her skin was grainy and dry with biocide powder, and cool. Ada’s eyes were slits, glimmering with a shifting blue as she looked at her. Her crusted lips parted, “Get me out of here.”
They all got a ride in the company ambulance, Coral, Benny, Val and Hugo carrying Ada out on a stretcher, their faces drawn and blank like pall bearers. They might as well have been. She’d received contact on roughly forty percent of her skin. By vatsickness standards, it would be quick. Chango remembered the sting in the soles of her feet when she leapt from the back of the ambulance onto the black brilliantine road, to run to the house and open the door, holding it wide as they carried her in. After they’d maneuvered Ada safely abed, Chango and the vatdivers, in silent mutuality, left her alone with Mavi and shut the door.