“You need to be an eagle,” he said to her as he climbed.
Again, as always, she ignored him and righted herself by spreading her wings and hitting him in the face.
He paused at the rim of the canyon. The terrain in front of him was flat and without features. He could see for miles all the way to the foothills of the Bighorn Mountains and the one two-track road that led to Hole in the Wall. The late-summer grass was yellow like straw, interspersed with sagebrush clawing up toward the sky. There were no vehicles on the road or parked on the side of it.
Behind him, the other rim of the deep canyon was less than a quarter mile away. It was clear as well.
He emerged from the canyon and sat down in the grass, sweating from his exertion from the climb out. He put the bald eagle next to him and let her step off of his gloved hand where she stood next to him, inert and majestic. No bird, he thought, looked better on principle than a bald eagle. No bird was more complicated, either, with its seven thousand feathers perfectly engineered to withstand extreme weather and conditions. But if the eagle wouldn’t fly or hunt or protect herself, what could he do?
There was a single message on his satellite phone from Marybeth Pickett and it was less than an hour old. He dialed her cell phone number in Saddlestring.
“Nate?” she answered.
“You sound agitated. Is everything all right?”
A short pause. Then: “You know I’ve never called you before.”
“No, you haven’t.”
“I’m worried about Joe. I think something’s happened to him.”
“Down in Baggs? What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know. He went on a horseback patrol Monday and I haven’t heard from him in four days. He left a message saying everything was okay Tuesday night, and then nothing. I haven’t heard from him since.”
Nate said, “Maybe his phone went out or something. You know things like that happen.”
“Yes, I know. But I just have a feeling something’s terribly wrong. I can’t shake it. I’m really worried about him. We’ve been married a long time and sometimes you just know things. I can’t explain it.”
Nate said, “Where did you hear from him last?”
“Some lake in the Sierra Madre. He left a message. It’s killing me I didn’t talk to him personally. I keep listening to that message over and over again. He says everything’s fine, but I get a bad vibe. Like he didn’t even know things were going to go bad for him. He’s got Buddy and Blue Roanie with him, but I’ve got a really bad feeling.”
Nate scrunched his face although he knew she couldn’t see it. This was unusual. She was a tough, attractive woman, pragmatic and not prone to panic. He had a soft spot for her.
He said, “Have you talked to anyone else?”
“Everyone I can think of. I called Game and Fish dispatch in Cheyenne and they hadn’t heard from him either. I talked to the director of the agency, and he didn’t even know Joe was gone. And I left a message for Governor Rulon, who is at some national conference in Washington, I guess.”
“You did?”
“I’m desperate,” she said. “He expects Joe to be on call for him whenever heneeds something. I told him he needs to be on call for us.”
“So Joe’s by himself as far as you know?”
“Yes, damn it. He told me before he went there was some kind of incident down there. Some hunters said they shot an elk and somebody butchered it before they could tag it. He was going up into the mountains to find whoever might have done it.”
“No backup?” Nate said.
Marybeth groaned. “He never has backup. That’s the way game wardens work, Nate. It drives me crazy.”
“What else have you done?”
“I called the sheriff down in Baggs. He didn’t help my state of mind, because he said there were all sorts of rumors about weird things happening in the mountains down there. He said ranchers had pulled their cattle from leases in the mountains because they thought there was something strange going on. And there’d been break-ins at cabins and trailheads.”
“The Sierra Madre,” Nate said. “Isn’t that where that runner vanished a while back?”
“Yes!”
“So the sheriff didn’t give you any help?”
“It’s not that he refused,” she said. “He just wasn’t sure what to do. Joe didn’t exactly file a flight plan, which sounds like Joe. The sheriff called me today and said he’d talked to some ranch hand who’d shuttled Joe’s pickup and horse trailer around the mountains. The truck is sitting there, I guess. But Joe hasn’t shown up. Nobody knows where he is.”
Nate said, “Fly, damn you. Kill something.”
“What?”
“I was talking to a bird. Never mind.” Then: “When is he supposed to be down?”
“Today. This morning. He said before he left that he’d call as soon as he got to his truck.”
Nate said, “I don’t want you to take this the wrong way, but shouldn’t you give him the chance to call before you conclude something’s wrong? Maybe his phone went bad up in the mountains and he just hasn’t been able to reach you.”
Silence.
Nate said, “Marybeth, are you there?”
She said, “Yes. Are you suggesting I’m hysterical? That I’d call you with no good reason?”
He thought about it. “No.”
“I told you, I have a bad feeling. Something’s happened.”
“Okay,” he said. “Call me again if you hear anything at all.”
“I will. And there’s something else. I know the situation you’re in. I’d never compromise you unless I thought we needed help. You know that, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“I’ve got to go now.”
He punched Disconnect.
Alisha Whiteplume, the reason he’d climbed out of the canyon, arrived within the hour, as planned. He saw her pickup a mile away through heat waves. He stood and walked down the two-track to meet her.
The truck stopped, and she leaped out. She was luminescent, he thought. Long dark hair with highlights that shined blue in the sun, smooth cappuccino complexion, sparkling dark eyes, rosebud mouth. She wore a starched white sleeveless shirt, tight Lady Wranglers, Ariat lace-up boots, her prized Idaho Falls Rodeo barrel-racing championship buckle. God, he loved her.
Alisha worked as a teacher on the Wind River Indian Reservation near Saddlestring. She’d traded her corporate career to come home.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. He kissed her back.
He said, “Where’s Megan Yellowcalf?”
“With my mom,” she said. Her two-year-old daughter was adopted from Alisha’s best friend, who’d died. “We’ve got the entire weekend before school starts.”
Nate said, “There’s been a development.”
She stepped back, eyeing him.
“We need to go to Saddlestring. And I may need to be gone.”
“Joe?” she said.
“Yes.”
“Not Marybeth?”
“Her, too. Joe may be in trouble.”
“Your thing,” she said.
“My thing.”
She put her hands on her hips and stepped back. “I’ll never understand this hold he has over you.”
Nate shrugged.
She noted the eagle that waddled toward Nate and stood a foot behind him. “What about the bird?” she asked.
“It’s not going anywhere,” he said.
“Kind of like our relationship.” She laughed. “What’s wrong with him?”
“Her,” he corrected. “She won’t fly. Her spirit is broken. I can’t get into her head and figure out what it is.”
“Maybe,” she said, “you have trouble with the female mind.”
Nate said, “Maybe.”
10
“Marybeth-Sheridan-Lucy-April, Marybeth-sheridan- Lucy-April, Marybeth-Sheridan-Lucy-April, Marybeth-Sheridan-Lucy-April. ”Joe muttered in a kind of hypnotic cadence as he walked, saying the names over and over again like a mantra, saying the names with his breath when his voice seemed too loud, “Marybeth-Sheridan-Lucy-April, Marybeth-Sheridan-Lucy-April. ”