But this Dawson was different: morose and distant. Besides not talking to his brother, from what I knew, he hadnt said a word to anyone about what had been done to him. Matthew, their unofficial guardian, thought it was best no one pushed for more.
Dawson hadnt even told anyone how he escaped. I suspected Dr. Michaels-that lying rat bastard-had led us on a wild goose chase to find Dawson to give himself time to get the hell out of Dodge and had then released Dawson. It was the only thing that made sense.
My other guess was much, much darker and more nefarious.
Dawson glanced down at his hands. Daemon
He loves you, too?
I blinked, brought back to the present. Yes. I think so.
He told you?
Not in so many words. He hasnt said it , said it. But I think he does.
He should tell you. Every day. Dawson tipped back his head and closed his eyes. I havent seen the snow in so long, he said, almost wistfully.
Yawning, I glanced out the window. The noreaster everyone predicted had hit this little speck of the world and had made Grant County its bitch over the weekend. School had been canceled on Monday and today, and the news last night said theyd still be digging everyone out by the end of the week. The snowstorm couldnt have come at a better time. At least we had an entire week to figure out what in the hell we were going to do with Dawson.
It wasnt like he could just pop back up in school.
I havent seen it snow like this ever, I said. I was originally from Northern Florida, and wed gotten a couple of freak ice storms before but never the white, fluffy stuff.
A small, sad smile appeared on his lips. When the sun comes up, itll be beautiful. Youll see.
No doubt. Everything would be encased in white.
Dawson jumped up and suddenly appeared on the other side of the room. A second later I felt warmth tingle along my neck and my heart rate pick up. He looked away. My brother is coming.
No more than ten seconds later, Daemon was standing in the doorway of my bedroom. Hair messy from sleep, flannel pajama bottoms rumpled. No shirt. Three feet plus of snow outside, and he was still half naked.
I almost rolled my eyes, but that wouldve required I take my eyes off his chest
and his stomach. He really needed to wear shirts more often.
Daemons gaze slipped from his brother to me and then back to his brother. Are we having a slumber party? And Im not invited?
His brother drifted past him silently and disappeared into the hallway. A few seconds later, I heard the front door close.
Okay. Daemon sighed. Thats been my life for the last couple of days.
My heart ached for him. Im sorry.
He sauntered over to the bed, his head cocked to the side. Do I even want to know why my brother was in your bedroom?
He couldnt sleep. I watched him bend down and tug the covers. Without realizing it, Id grabbed them again. Daemon pulled once more, and I easily let them go. He said it was bothering you guys.
Daemon slipped under the covers, easing onto his side and facing me. Hes not bothering us.
The bed was way too small with him in it. Seven months ago-heck, four months ago-I wouldve run laughing into the hills if someone said the hottest, moodiest boy in school would be in my bed. But a lot had changed. And seven months ago, I didnt believe in aliens.
I know, I said, settling on my side, too. My gaze flickered over his broad cheekbones, full bottom lip, and those extraordinarily bright green eyes. Daemon was beautiful but prickly, like a Christmas cactus. It had taken a lot for us to get to this point, being in the same room with each other and not overcome by the urge to commit first-degree murder. Daemon had to prove his feelings for me were real and he did
finally. He hadnt been the nicest person when we first met, and he had to really make up for that. Momma didnt raise a pushover. He said I remind him of Beth.
Daemons brows slammed down. I rolled my eyes. Not in the way youre thinking.
Honestly, as much as I love my brother, Im not sure how I feel about him hanging out in your bedroom. He reached out with a muscular arm and used his fingers to brush a few strands of hair off my cheek, tucking them behind my ear. I shivered, and he smiled. I feel like I need to mark my territory.
Shut up.
Oh, I love it when you get all bossy-pants. Its sexy.
Youre incorrigible.
Daemon inched closer, pressing his thigh against mine. Im glad your mom is snowed in elsewhere.
I arched a brow. Why?
One broad shoulder shrugged. I doubt shed be cool with this right now.
Oh, she wouldnt.
More shifting and our bodies were separated by a hairbreadth. The heat that always rolled off his body swamped mine. Has your mom said anything about Will?
Ice coated my insides. Back to reality-a scary, unpredictable reality where nothing was what it seemed. Namely Mr. Michaels. Just what she said last week, that he was going out of town on some kind of conference and visiting family, which we both know is a lie.
He obviously planned ahead so no one would question his absence.
To disappear was what he needed, because if the forced mutation worked on any level, hed need some time off. Do you think hell come back?
Running the back of his knuckles down my cheek, he said, Hed be crazy.
Not really , I thought, closing my eyes. Daemon hadnt wanted to heal Will but his hand had been forced. The healing hadnt been on the level required to change a human at the cellular scale. And Wills wound hadnt been fatal, so either the mutation would stick or it would fade away. And if it faded, Will would be back. I would bet on it. Although he conspired against the DOD for his own gain, the fact he knew it had been Daemon who mutated me was valuable to the DOD, so theyd be forced to take him back. He was a problem-a huge one.
So we were waiting
Waiting for both shoes to drop at once.
I opened my eyes, finding Daemon hadnt taken his off me. About Dawson
I dont know what to do, he admitted, trailing the back of his knuckles down my throat, over the swell of my chest. My breath caught. He wont talk to me, and he barely talks to Dee. Most of the time, hes locked up in his bedroom or out wandering in the woods. I follow him, and he knows. Daemons hand found its way to my hip and stayed. But he-
He needs time, right? I kissed the tip of his nose and pulled back. Hes been through a lot, Daemon.
His fingers tightened. I know. Anyway
Daemon shifted so fast, I didnt realize what he was doing until hed rolled me onto my back and hovered above me, hands braced on either side of my face. Ive been remiss in my duties.
And just like that, everything that was going on, all our worries, fears, and unanswered questions, simply faded into nothing. Daemon had that kind of effect. I stared up at him, finding it hard to breathe. I wasnt 100 percent on what his duties were, but I had a very vivid imagination.
I havent spent a lot of time with you. He pressed his lips against my right temple and then my left. But that doesnt mean I havent been thinking about you.
My heart leaped into my throat. I know youve been occupied.
Do you? His lips drifted over the arch of my brow. When I nodded, he shifted, supporting most of his weight on one elbow. He caught my chin with his free hand, tipping my head back. His eyes searched mine. How are you dealing?
Using every ounce of self-control I had, I focused on what he was saying. Im dealing. You dont need to worry about me.
He looked doubtful. Your voice
I winced and uselessly cleared my throat again. Its getting much better.