Raimey sighed. "No, she's still alive. She just picked someone else to bond with, that's all."
"So why didn't you just pick someone else yourself?"
Raimey grimaced. "It's not that simple."
"Of course it's that simple," Beltrenini persisted. "Okay, so you liked this one better. Big deal.
Weren't there any others you could have chosen? Besides, didn't the Nurturers insist? Oh," she interrupted herself. "So that's why you took off across the winds. They ordered you to bond with someone else, and you were too stubborn to do so."
"Actually, I left before anyone had a chance to give any orders," Raimey admitted. "Though if they had... I probably would still have run."
She snorted. "You have got to be the strangest Qanska I've ever met, Raimilo," she said. "Okay, let's hear the story. The whole story."
TWELVE
Milligan shook his head. "Sorry, Colonel," he said. "Even with boosters, they're definitely out of range. We could try chasing the spy probe after them, but that's the best I can offer."
"But don't forget that we don't know anything about their senses," McCollum warned. "If you get the probe too close, you could spook them."
Faraday glared at the displays, making a supreme effort to hold on to his already strained patience.
Typical. The first new creatures they'd spotted since Raimey's first couple of months on Jupiter; and now the damn things had wandered off before they could collect any real data on them.
And if that female Counselor's reaction was any indication, there was something important about these Brolka things. Maybe even something critically important.
But there were realities up here, too. And one of those realities was that there was only so much equipment to go around. "No, we'd better leave it on track," he said reluctantly. "If we move it, we might lose track of Raimey completely. The Five Hundred would have our heads if that happened."
"Don't know why," Beach grumbled. "If he's looking for their stardrive, he's doing a lousy job of it."
"At least he's trying," McCollum said.
"Is he?" Beach retorted. "You sure couldn't prove that by me. If this is all the territory he can cover in a year and a half of wandering, we're going to be here until the sun burns out."
"Somehow, I don't see the Five Hundred being patient enough for that," Sprenkle murmured.
"I'm surprised they've lasted this long," Milligan agreed with a snort. "Speaking of the Five Hundred, has anyone seen Mr. Hesse surface yet?"
"He's back, and he's been through Receiving," Faraday said. "Aside from that, I haven't seen him."
"When was that?" Milligan asked.
Faraday pulled up the station log on one of his displays. "About an hour ago."
"That doesn't sound good," McCollum muttered. "He's usually down here three minutes after they green-light him in."
"Sometimes faster than that," Sprenkle agreed. "Sounds like he's bringing bad news."
"What do you expect after that last profile you sent to Earth with him?" Beach growled.
Sprenkle spread his hands. "Hey, I have to write what I see," he protested. "If it's obvious Raimey's pining for a lost love, what am I supposed to say?"
"You didn't have to make it sound so much like he's gone over the edge," Beach said with a sniff.
"You want me to lie?" Sprenkle shot back. "If I'd wanted to do that, I'd have gone into politics."
"You ask me, we've all gone into politics," McCollum said.
"Amen, sister," Milligan said.
The budding argument subsided into a roomful of grumpy silence. It was amazing, Faraday thought blackly as he looked around, what a difference five short years could make. Back when Project Changeling had just been getting underway, the whole team had been excited and upbeat, ready to watch and learn and be part of the cutting edge of humanity's frontier.
Now, in stark contrast, they'd become tired, touchy, and about as burned out as he'd ever seen anyone get.
What had happened to them? Was it just the monotony of watching Raimey swim endlessly around the atmosphere, eating colorful plants and fending off predators? Was it the subtle pressure of the media and the less subtle pressure from the Five Hundred for Changeling to show some progress?
Was it the fact that, as McCollum thought, the politics of the situation had seeped like polluted groundwater into the more noble and aloof science and technology they were used to?
Or was it something a little closer to home? A failure of leadership, perhaps?
A failure of Faraday's leadership?
There was the soft thud of footsteps on metal flooring. "Welcome back, Mr. Hesse," he said without turning around. "How was Earth?"
"I'm afraid Mr. Hesse won't be joining us just yet," a clear female voice said.
Faraday turned, blinking in surprise. The woman standing just inside the doorway was well past middle age, with pure white hair and a face lined with wrinkles so deep that they looked almost like scars.
And from the way those wrinkles had settled comfortably into a solid, no-nonsense look, it was clear that was her default expression. "Excuse me?" he said, standing up. "May I help you?"
"My name is Arbiter Liadof," she told him. Her eyes swept the room, pausing briefly on each of the startled faces turned back toward her. "I'm the new representative of the Five Hundred on Project Changeling."
"I see," Faraday said carefully, a hard knot forming in the pit of his stomach. He had never met Katrina Liadof, but he had heard furtive references to her during the long preparations back on Earth. She was one of the top movers and shakers of the entire Five Hundred, a woman who had never held a Council position for the simple reason that she preferred to do her work in the shadows behind the throne. "I wasn't aware there was a problem with our old representative."
Her quick-glance evaluation of the room completed, she turned those dark eyes onto Faraday. "Mr.
Hesse has served adequately up until now," she said evenly. "But it appears that Project Changeling has glided itself into a rut. I'm here to pull it out."
"I see," Faraday said, fighting back the automatic surge of defensiveness. Changeling was in a rut, he had to admit, though hardly one of his or anyone else's making.
Besides, annoyance wouldn't buy him anything here. Diplomacy, clearly, was the order of the day.
"At any rate, we welcome you to Jupiter Prime," he added. "We're honored by your presence."
"Actually, you're resentful of my presence," she corrected him, still watching his face. "Or else you're terrified of it. Those are the two more probable responses."
Faraday's first instinct was to drop into the old military pattern of duck-and-cover: keep your head down, shift blame in any and all directions, try to get the official sledgehammer to come down somewhere else.
But he resisted the impulse. A failure of leadership, the phrase whispered again through his mind.
And part of leadership was to be the one standing under that sledgehammer. "Perhaps the more probable," he said evenly. "But not the only ones. Tell me, Arbiter Liadof, do I have anything personally to fear from you?"
The lines in her forehead deepened, just slightly. Maybe she'd been expecting a duck-and-cover, too.
"No particular reason I know of," she said.
"Do any of my people?" he asked.
She didn't even bother to look at them. "I don't deal with routine hirings and firings," she said shortly.
"Well, then," Faraday said, inclining his head in a small bow. "In that case we aren't terrified by your presence, nor are we resentful. We are, however, still honored."
For a long moment she gazed at him, her expression a mixture of thoughtfulness and suspicion.
Faraday held his breath; and then, to his relief, she smiled. A tight, knowing smile, but a smile just the same. "In that case, I thank you, Colonel Faraday."