"Maybe I should, just so you will know I am not a slut. What is the alternative?"

"I told you that I would only tell you once."

I thought about it. I had been whipped with a willow switch and my breasts and pussy had been spanked. It had hurt a lot but the pain had not lasted too long and the caresses afterwards felt good. I told him I would take the alternative.

He tied me up again bent over with my arms pulled up behind me till it felt like my shoulders might dislocate then spread my legs so far my inner thighs and hips were aching.

"You don't seem too impressed by whipping or spanking. I think you need pain that is longer lasting."

He brought over a big sack and began taking out things he called alligator clamps. They had strong springs and metal teeth. They really hurt, like little animals biting me. The pain built and built as he put clamp after clamp on my breasts till there was no more room. The ones on my nipples hurt so bad I was crying. Then he began pinching the lips of my pussy until it was bristling with them. I screamed when he put the last one on my clitoris. It was awful. I begged him to take them off and whip me instead, but he just ignored me and made it much worse by tying large lead weights to the clamps on my nipples and clitoris. By then I was crying hysterically as I saw my breasts stretched down so far I could feel the skin pulling at my armpits and I was sure my nipples would be bitten off my cone shaped breasts. My clitoris hurt terribly and I was sure it must be stretched out too.

He just let me suffer for awhile then took off his clothes. His dick looked like a big cucumber. He walked over in front of my face then forced his dick down in front of my lips and said something. I was in so much pain I didn't hear him.

He slapped my face hard causing the weights to swing and yelled. "I said, for your own good you had better get my dick good and wet."

I opened my mouth and he began fucking my mouth slowly. Everytime the head hit the back of my throat I would gag causing the weights to jump and take terrible bites to my nipples and clitoris. I thought he may fuck my mouth till he came and tried to tighten my lips around it but that was impossible with my gagging and screaming.

He took it out of my mouth and went behind me to jam that monster into my tiny anus. I was sure it would rip from the stretching but the worse part was when he began jerking my hips into him making the weights jump and swing until thankfully the weight to my clit slipped off. He made it last forever by slowly pulling back till just the head was in then jerking my hips to bury it again. There was just too much pain for me to be excited by it. Even after he came he just sat on the couch watching me suffer for several minutes.

Just as I felt like I might lose consciousness he untied me and said I could take off the clamps. Naturally I took off the ones with weights off my nipples first. I found out taking them off hurt too as the blood returned to the blue-white skin under the clamps which immediately turned dark red.

Again he had me lie across his lap while he caressed my breasts and pussy with salve. This time it took several minutes to lessen the pain enough to let me stop crying.

When I stopped crying he said, "Do you feel better now?"

"That was terrible. I could never have imagined there could be that much pain. I will never refuse you again!"

"Maybe. Right now you made a mess of my dick and it is beginning to itch. Clean it with your mouth and tongue."

It was resting against my side out of my sight. I rolled off his lap to kneel in front of him. It was just gross! It was covered with my shit and blood from my torn asshole along with his snotlike cum.

I gagged just looking at it but I knew I had no choice. I tried to cheat by letting my saliva and the stuff off his dick drool down my chin and onto the floor rather than have it go down my throat but he caught me saying, "You made a mess on my floor. Lick it up."

This seemed much worse and as soon as it was clean I ran to the sink and threw up till I was having dry heaves.

As soon as I stopped heaving he made me come back to suck him some more until he came again then gently lick all of his ball sack.

When he was satisfied that he was totally cleaned by my tongue and that I was properly humiliated he said that it had been a long day and we would go to bed.

I assumed he would want me to sleep with him but he just locked a chain around my neck with the other end welded to the bed and went into his bedroom.

I tried to think of a way to escape but I was just too exhausted and hugged the blanket to my tortured body and cried myself to sleep.

In the morning I was awakened by a crackling fire. He had started a big fire in the fireplace. I was cold under my single blanket so I asked him if I could get up to stand in front of the fire. He agreed and unlocked the padlock holding the chain around my neck.

While I stood in front of the fire enjoying it's warmth he asked me if I was used to being naked.

Actually I was but I was afraid if I admitted it he would call me a slut again. I finally said, "It still makes me embarressed. Especially when you have all your clothes on."

My clothes were piled on a chair by the fire and I hoped he might let me put them on but he said,"Good. "You won't want to run around outside naked."

He threw my clothes in the fire! I began to cry as it seemed to confirm he never planned to take me home.

Then he really surprised me. He said, "I am pretty impressed by your bravery. If you don't mind going naked the main road is ten miles down this road. The door is unlocked. I won't stop you."

I didn't care if the whole world saw me. I ran to the door as fast as I could. When I pushed it open I found it was a cruel joke! Before I could stop I found out it had snowed all night. The snow was above my knees and made me fall forward flat on my face into icy cold. I decided I would get away if it killed me and got up to run through the snow by lifting my knees as high as I could.

I only got a few blocks before my lungs and side hurt from the exertion and my skin to burn from the cold. I turned around to trudge back in the tracks I had made crying from the pain to my feet and my feeling of hopelessness.

He let me pound on the door till I was shivering uncontrollably before he opened it to let me fall inside. I scrambled up to run to the fire only to find thawing out hurt too.

He finally came over and began to massage my legs and feet. I thanked him and I meant it. It was a cruel joke but it was my stubborness to keep going that had caused my pain. Not him.

Then he sat back in the couch and had me sit between his legs while he caressed my breasts and stomach and pussy. It really felt good. I lifted my legs on top of his and spread them widely so he could slide his finger up the slit of my pussy to wet my pubic bone with my juices. I knew I was being terribly slutty but it felt wonderful and I told him so.

He said, "Aren't you ashamed you hurt yourself by running away now that you know how nice I can be?"

I was getting very excited by his caresses and thought of the fantastic orgasms he had given me. I also knew that although he had caused me terrible pain I had asked for it by not obeying him and in trying to escape.

"Yes I am ashamed. You should punish me. Would you like to spank my pussy? I will hold my legs open for you."

He laughed and said, "Don't try to shit me. That would not be punishment. You got off on it, but I will let you have your pleasure this time."

He got off the couch and had me lie on my back with my right leg up on the back of the couch and my other leg stretched over to the coffee table. He told me to use my thumbs to hold my pussy lips open then began to lightly slap it. He watched my reactions and as my excitement increased he hit harder till by the time I went into orgasm the "Slaps!" were echoing in the room and I was pumping my hips up to meet the strap to make the pain even stronger. Just at the height of my orgasms he dropped his pants and buried his monster dong deep inside me. I began to chant, "Thank you, thank you, thank you, and I love you," in his ear.