"So I go back home but all the time I was there I couldn't get Daniel out of my head. We'd only talked for, I don't know, a few hours. But it was wonderful. He treated me like I was a real person. He told me to trust my judgment. That I was smart, I was pretty." A grimace. "Oh, I wasn't really-not either of those things. But when he said it I believed him.

"One morning my mother came to my room and told me to get up and get dressed. We were going to visit my aunt or somebody. And I was supposed to wear a skirt. I wanted to wear jeans. It wasn't a formal thing-we were just going to lunch. But she made a big deal out of it. She screamed at me. 'No daughter of mine…' You get the idea. Well, I grabbed my backpack and just left. I was afraid I'd never find Daniel but I remembered he'd told me he'd be in Santa Cruz that week, at a flea market on the boardwalk."

The boardwalk was a famous amusement park on the beach. A lot of young people hung out there, at all hours of the day. Dance reflected that it'd make a good hunting ground if Daniel Pell was on the prowl for victims.

"So I hitched a ride down Highway One, and there he was. He looked happy to see me. Which I don't think my parents ever did." She laughed. "I asked if he knew a place I could stay. I was nervous about that, hinting. But he said, 'You bet I do. With us.'"

"In Seaside?"

"Uh-huh. We had a little bungalow there. It was nice."

"You, Samantha, Jimmy and Pell?"

"Right."

Her body language told Dance that she was enjoying the memory: the easy position of the shoulders, the crinkles beside the eyes and the illustrator hand gestures, which emphasize the content of the words and suggest the intensity of the speaker's reaction to what he or she is saying.

Linda picked up her tea again and sipped it. "Whatever the papers said-cult, drug orgies-that was wrong. It was really homey and comfortable. I mean, no drugs at all, or liquor. Some wine at dinner sometimes. Oh, it was nice. I loved being around people who saw you for who you were, didn't try to change you, respected you. I ran the house. I was sort of the mother, I guess you could say. It was so nice to be in charge for a change, not getting yelled at for having my own opinion."

"What about the crimes?"

Linda grew tense. "There was that. Some. Not as much as people say. A little shoplifting, things like that. And I never liked it. Never."

A few negation gestures here, but Dance sensed she wasn't being deceptive; the kinesic stress was due to her minimizing the severity of the crimes. The Family had done much worse than just shoplifting, Dance knew. There were burglary counts, and grand larceny, as well as purse snatching and pickpocketing-both crimes against persons, and under the penal code more serious than those against property.

"But we didn't have any choice. To be in the Family you had to participate."

"What was it like living with Daniel?"

"It wasn't as bad as you'd think. You just had to do what he wanted."

"And if you didn't?"

"He never hurt us. Not physically. Mostly, he'd…withdraw."

Dance recalled Kellogg's profile of a cult leader.

He'll threaten to withhold himself from them, and that's a very powerful weapon.

"He'd turn away from you. And you'd get scared. You never knew if that was the end for you and you'd get thrown out. Somebody in the church office was telling me about these reality shows? Big Brother, Survivor?"

Dance nodded.

"She was saying how popular they were. I think that's why people're obsessed with them. There's something terrifying about the idea of being kicked out of your family." She shrugged and fondled the cross on her chest.

"You got a longer sentence than the others. For destroying evidence. What was that story?"

The woman's lips grew tight. "It was stupid. I panicked. All I knew was that Daniel called and said Jimmy was dead and something had gone wrong at this house where they'd had a meeting. We were supposed to pack up and get ready to leave, the police might be after him soon. Daniel kept all these books about Charles Manson in the bedroom and clippings and things. I burned some before the police got there. I thought it'd look bad if they knew he had this thing for Manson."

Which it had, Dance reflected, recalling how the prosecutor had used the Charles Manson theme to help him win a conviction.

Responding to Dance's questions, Linda mentioned more about her recent life. In jail she'd become devoutly religious and, after her release, moved to Portland, where she'd gotten a job working for a local Protestant church. She'd joined it because her brother was a deacon there.

She was seeing a "nice Christian" man in Portland and was the nanny, in effect, for her brother and sister-in-law's foster children. She wanted to become a foster parent herself-she'd had medical problems and could have no children of her own-but that was hard with the prison conviction. She added, in a tone of conclusion, "I don't have many material things, but I like my life. It's a rich life, in the good sense of the word."

A knock on the door intruded. Dance's hand strayed toward her heavy pistol.

"It's TJ, boss. I forgot the secret password."

Dance opened the door and the young agent entered with another woman. Slim and tall, in her midthirties, she carried a leather backpack slung over her shoulder.

Kathryn Dance rose to greet the second member of the Family.

Rebecca Sheffield was a few years older than her fellow Family member. She was athletic-looking and gorgeous, though Dance thought that the short crop of prematurely gray hair, the brash jewelry and the absence of makeup made her look austere. She wore jeans and a white silk T-shirt under a brown suede jacket.

Rebecca shook Dance's hand firmly but she immediately turned her attention to Linda, who was rising and gazing at her with a steady smile.

"Well, look who it is." Rebecca stepped forward and hugged Linda.

"After all these years." Linda's voice choked. "My, I think I'm going to cry." And she did.

They dropped the embrace but Rebecca continued to hold the other woman's hands tightly. "It's good to see you, Linda."

"Oh, Rebecca…I've prayed for you a lot."

"You're into that now? You didn't used to know a cross from a Star of David. Well, thanks for the prayers. Not sure they took."

"No, no, you're doing such good things. Really! The church office has a computer. I saw your website. Women starting their own businesses. It's wonderful. I'm sure it does a lot of good."

Rebecca seemed surprised that Linda had kept up with her.

Dance pointed out the available bedroom and Rebecca carried her backpack into it, and used the restroom.

"You need me, boss, just holler." TJ left and Dance locked the door behind him.

Linda picked up her teacup, fiddled with it, not taking a sip. How people love their props in stressful situations, Dance reflected. She'd interrogated suspects who clutched pens, ashtrays, food wrappers and even their shoes to dull the stress.

Rebecca returned and Dance offered her some coffee.

"You bet."

Dance poured her some and set out milk and sugar. "There's no public restaurant here, but they have room service. Order whatever you'd like."

Sipping the coffee, Rebecca said, "I've got to say, Linda, you're looking good."

A blush. "Oh, I don't know. I'm not in the shape I'd like. You're glamorous. And thin! I love your hair."

Rebecca laughed. "Hey, nothing like a couple years in prison to turn you gray, hm? Hey, no ring. You're not married?"

"Nope."

"Me either."

"You're kidding. You were going to marry some hunky Italian sculptor. I thought for sure you'd be hooked up now."

"Not easy to find Mr. Right when men hear your boyfriend was Daniel Pell. I read about your father in BusinessWeek. Something about his bank expanding."