"So, where are you?"

"I'm on my way to Shanxi Province in the interior." She paused, then said, "I'm going to a village near Taiyuan."

He could hear the hesitancy in her voice even over all these miles, even with the static. "What village exactly?" He tried to keep his tone light.

"Da Shui. It's where the Red Soil Farm was during the Cultural Revolution."

"Oh God, Hulan. Why?"

"It's okay. Don't worry. You don't know everything about that place." (That's probably the understatement of the year, David thought.) "I had a friend out there. She… Well, it doesn't matter right now. Her daughter died, an apparent suicide. Suchee thinks it's something else."

"Sounds like she should go to the local authorities."

"She went to the Public Security Bureau. That's the local level of the ministry. But you know how things are here."

Corrupt, sure he knew it.

"Look, it's probably nothing," Hulan continued, "but the least I can do is ask a couple of questions and put Suchee's mind at rest. She's a mother." That word came over the line with tremendous weight. It was another thing that Hulan didn't like to discuss. "She lost her only child."

"When will you be back?"

"I was lucky enough to get a seat on a semi-express train to Datong. That means we'll only be making about ten stops over the next six or so hours. Tomorrow I'll take another train to Taiyuan. Then a few days in Da Shui, then the trip back. I'll be back in Beijing next week." When David didn't respond, she added, "This is nothing to worry about."

"How will I reach you?"

"I don't know what our days are going to be like, so I'll call you."

He didn't like it, but he said, "Fine."

Across the line came the sound of a train whistle. Hulan said, "Listen, we're about to make a stop. With all the people getting on and off, we won't be able to hear each other. So let me ask you something. Knight International. Ever hear of it?"

"That came out of nowhere."

"It's where Miaoshan worked. It's an American company. Have you heard of it?"

"Who hasn't?" David replied. "It's huge. It's based back East somewhere, but the company has a lot of Hollywood connections."

"So what is Knight?"

"They-a father and son-make toys. Do you know Sam amp; His Friends? Do you have that over there? It's a TV show for kids. Sam amp; His Friends is a cartoon. I've never seen the actual show, of course, but the advertising! I think Knight makes dolls. No! What's the word? Action figures! They've got an action figure for every one of those damn 'friends' and ads to go with them. Knight makes those over there? Jesus!"

"It's that big?"

"Remember the rage over Cabbage Patch dolls? Did you have those in China?"

"No. I don't think so."

"Tickle Me Elmo?"

"No."

"Beanie Babies?"

"No. Barbie, I know Barbie."

"Sam isn't like Barbie. These Sam toys are a fad. Kids are crazy for them."

"How do you know so much about it?"

"That's what I'm trying to say. It's on the local news every time a new shipment hits the stores. Parents line up around the block to buy these things. The supply can't meet the demand. It's in the business pages practically every day. Knight stock has gone through the roof. Here's a company that was percolating along for about seventy years, then this show comes on and kids go nuts. It's a phenomenon."

"And Knight is manufacturing the toys in Shanxi," Hulan mused thoughtfully.

"I guess it shouldn't be that strange, Hulan. Half of everything is made in China."

"Sure, in the Special Economic Zone in Shenzhen," Hulan said as the train whistle blew again. "In Guangdong Province. Around Shanghai. But Shanxi? There's nothing out there, David."

These last words were almost lost in the noise behind Hulan. "We're at the station," she said. "I'll call you later. I love you." And then she was gone.

After putting the receiver back in the cradle, David couldn't go back to sleep. By the time he pulled on shoes and shorts, there was enough light for him to head out for a run around Lake Hollywood. Tall and lean, he had dark hair, graying a bit at the temples. His blue eyes tended to pick up the hues of whatever environment he was in. This morning, with the fog still hiding nature's sky and water tones, his eyes were flecked with highlights from the greenery around him.

His pace was fast today and he knew why. Certain words Hulan had used this morning-the Red Soil Farm, the Cultural Revolution, an apparent suicide-had sent tremors of anxiety into his bloodstream. Could Hulan have more secrets from him? Would she be placing herself in danger out in the countryside? Was it even healthy-physically or mentally-for her to go out there? With each stride he tried to convince himself that there was nothing to worry about. Hulan worked for the Ministry of Public Security. No one would mess with her, especially in the countryside. Besides, a girl had committed suicide. That was about as open and shut as you could get in law enforcement.

Maybe after Hulan settled this thing, she would go back to Beijing, pack up, and come to him. Who was he kidding? They had gone around this way for three months now, talking on the phone and communicating by e-mail. Back in March Hulan had promised she would come to Los Angeles. "We'll be together," she'd said, and he'd believed her. He'd begun talking to government officials and filling out forms for a permanent-residency card. But days had turned into weeks, weeks into months as Hulan's doubts kicked in. She had lost so much in her life that, as much as she loved him-and he had no reservations about the depth of her passion-she was still afraid to commit for fear of what she could lose. But she would never say this, and he could never push her into that conversation without her skittering away from the subject. Instead Hulan would say that she didn't want to uproot her mother. "You should have seen Mama today. We talked for half an hour." Or, "Mama had a bad time today. How can I ever repair the damage?"

"Bring her here," David might say. "Bring the nurse. I'll make the arrangements." But Hulan always seemed to have another excuse.

And so their conversations had changed. Instead of Hulan coming to California, she now wanted him to move to China. "You said that if I didn't come, you'd come back for me. Well?"

But how could he? He had his job at the U.S. Attorney's Office. His family was here in America. His friends were here. All of which was true for Hulan as well. She too had her job, her family. Which was why they were at an impasse. "We're both strong-willed people," David had said once. "I guess it's not in either of our natures to give in."