"You're quiet tonight," she said.
"It's a quiet night."
"You're thinking about home."
"I'm not thinking about anything right now."
"I liked your France story today."
"I'm glad."
"Would you like to hear one of mine?"
"Not right now. I mean, I want to, but I'm hurting and tired and won't be able to listen right."
"All right," she said. She held up her face to the wind as it blew into the cave. Spyder thought she looked like a young wolf when she stretched her head up like that. She was beautiful.
"Tell me about being blind," Spyder said. "About how there's `blind and then there's blind.'"
Shrike poked at the sand with her cane. "You probably sensed that I have moments where I can sort of see things."
"From the beginning."
"It's not really sight. It's low rent magic, which is the only kind I know. I never had any formal magic training and just picked things along on the road. Traded for spells. Bought them. Stole them, too. There has always been a little magic in my family, but my mother had that knowledge and she was dead. I studied weapons because it made my father happy.
"When our kingdom was scattered and I was on the road, I only had the possessions I could grab from my bed side. A few family heirlooms. One of these was a kind of bracelet with a casting of a bird on top. A shrike. that's my family's totem animal.
"We also had family gods which we prayed and made offerings to. All the royal families have household gods. You need a deity or two on your side to keep other Houses from taking what's yours. Those who knew how could petition the gods for favors. I didn't have that knowledge. But I got it.
"I'd run off some bandits from the property of an odd little man, Cosimo Heisenberg, a kind of mechanical wizard. He made machines that were like people. `Karakuri,' he called them. Little wind up men and women who could sing an aria or write a sonnet or sew a wedding gown.
"He wanted to pay me with a new set of eyes, but I didn't like the notion of depending on mechanical, wind-up sight. So, he helped me use the gifts I already had better. He made this cane for me, which, as you've seen, is more than a cane. He also examined my heirlooms to see if there was anything of value. He was the first person I'd trusted since leaving home.
"He checked out the bracelet with the bird and figured out what it was for. You see, it made no sense as jewelry. The maker had cast the bird's claws from razor sharp steel and fitted them to the underside of the piece, so that they were in contact with the skin of the person wearing the bracelet. There was also a spring mechanism to rake the claws down the wearer's arm. What use could there be for something like that?"
"Cutting. Blood," said Spyder, who'd seen his share of bloodletting and scarring rituals among the üer-hipster modern primitive crowd in San Francisco.
"Exactly. The bracelet was an instrument of sacrifice, a device for making a blood offering to my family gods. Say the right incantation and release the spring on the silver shrike. The blades would take your blood and help you get what you want. On a small scale. It's not much of a sacrifice. Only good for small favors. Like a second or two of sight."
"What do you see? Is it like normal vision?"
"Nothing at all. It's like I'm floating above the scene, looking down on everything happening. I can see myself and my opponent, plus the nearby landscape. The visions never last for long. Just long enough for me to get my bearings and a sense of an opponent. I can't do it too often. The gods get tired of these dime store sacrifices. I have to be careful not to ask for their help too often."
Spyder frowned. "I wondered why you kept that coat on, even in the heat. You're hiding the bracelet."
"And my arm," said Shrike. "It's not something to see."
"How many times have you used the bracelet?"
"I don't know. Sometimes you make a blood offering without asking for anything in return. Sometimes, when you're boxed in, say, you use it more than once. More blood sometimes mean more sight. Sometimes not. I've been using it for ten years."
Spyder reached over and pushed up the sleeve of Shrike's coat. The bracelet was on her right forearm. It was a beautiful object. Like something that belonged in a museum, he thought. He turned Shrike's arm over and worked the bracelet's clasp, sliding the thing off her arm. Shrike's skin was streaked with years of ragged scar tissue. The back of her arm was red with new scars, still in the healing process. She'd used it on the airship, Spyder thought.
He set the bracelet over his own arm. It was too small to go all the way around, so he held it in place and pushed the metal shrike back until he felt it catch. Feeling around the bird's wings, he found the release button and pushed it. The bird raked down his arm, sending an electric pain all the way up to his shoulder. When Shrike heard the bracelet snap, she started a little and felt for him.
"What did you do?" she asked.
"I wanted to know what it was like," Spyder said. He leaned down and kissed her scars before putting the bracelet back on Shrike's arm. She leaned into him and he put his bloody arm around her.
"Where I come from, this isn't your standard dating scenario," Spyder said. Shrike laughed at little. "But I guess it's one way to get to know each other."
"Excuse me."
Spyder looked up. Primo was standing over them.
"I hate to intrude, but I need to speak to madame Butcher Bird."
"Meaning you want me to take off?" asked Spyder.
Primo was silent.
"It's all right, Primo. Spyder is part of this and can hear anything you have to say."
"Yes, ma'am," Primo said. He groaned as he sat down. "There's something Madame Cinders didn't tell you, afraid that you might not agree to perform the service she requires."
"She wanted you to tell me when we were on the road and in too deep to turn back."
"Yes, ma'am. I'm sorry. I would have preferred not to do things this way."
"It's all right. I understand that it wasn't your choice. What is it that was too awful for me to know?"
"The mutinous spirits in hell, the confusion that is to be our cover?"
"Tell me."
"Some say that it is led by the Golden Bull, Xero Abrasax."
Shrike was silent. She stabbed the ground with her cane.
"Shrike?" said Spyder. "You know this guy?"
"Yes."
"He's the…"
"Yes, he's the bastard traitor who fucked me, took my father, my sight and my kingdom."
"There's more, I'm afraid," said Primo.
"Fuck that sick bitch," Spyder said.
"Be quiet," said Shrike. "Tell me the rest, Primo."
"The key that Madame put into your body. You know that it was forged in Hell. It is not an object that is compatible with life. If you fail to reach the cage in which the book rests, the key will move through your body, as it is doing even now, and pierce your heart. You will die."
"We should turn around right now," said Spyder. "We've got the Count with us. She'd never expect an ambush. We'll kick her chair over, pull out her tubes and stand on her fucking throat until she takes that thing out of you."
"I can't do that. Loyalty is all people in my profession have."
"Excuse me, ma'am, but Mr. Spyder has a point. Whatever you decide, this I'm telling you as a friend and a Gytrash: Madame Cinders does not always honor her bargains gracefully. When this is over, you must be wary."
"Swell," said Spyder. "If we fail we're screwed and if we succeed we're fucked."
"Thank you for telling me. You're a true friend," said Shrike. She reached out and squeezed the little man's hand.
"What are you going to do?" he asked.
"We have to go forward. Without the book, we have nothing to bargain with. With it, we have a chance."