I managed to get a break as Todd pulled out slip after slip of paper only to announce we had already done what was asked. Finally there were only two slips left. He read both of them evidently to see if he would have to request additional positions. He announced, "We have two here that are different from the others but almost the same. Maybe we should combine them.

That idea appealed to me because my thighs were still burning and I realized that only getting four lashes with a delay just caused pain because it did not last long enough to let me convert the pain to enough excitement to cum. By getting eight lashes I may be able to get over.

One says, have two guys hold her ankles wide apart and across from her shoulders on the table while she asks for each paddle on her ass with the leather ping-pong paddle. The other is the same position only asking for pussy lashes with the four inch leather paddle. Terry I know we agreed to the thonged whip only. What do you think? Are you brave enough for this?"

I was not about to admit to a lack of bravery and I remembered that Rhonda had never really suffered from the paddle until she had taken several swats. I was not sure about the four inch paddle as I hadn't seen it so I asked Todd to get it. The leather paddle was only about eight inches long but was attached to a handle that was about a foot long. I held it against my pussy and saw that it covered it perfectly. When I heard someone say, "Try it out." I brought it up to my head and hit down so it went between my legs. It hurt enough to take my breath away. Again the pain didn't last long and I knew that by being able to control the cadence finishing with lashes to my pussy I would be able to cum. That is why I asked,

"May I have the big paddle to my butt first then finish with the little one on my pussy?"

My answer was applause and "Right on!"

When two of the bigger boys pulled my legs back and to the sides I found all my weight was on my upper back and shoulders with my ass clear off the table. My pussy was gaping open to the point I could feel the breeze cooling the inner lips as my juices evaporated. When everyone was satisfied that my legs were back far enough and spread wide enough Todd said,

"You can take them as slow as you want. When you are ready say 'Please hit me with the leather paddle.' Do you understand? Say it just that way."

By this time I was excited and anxious to get on with it and said loudly,

"Please hit me with the leather paddle."

I didn't give Rhonda enough credit. I could never have taken as many of these as she did. First I heard a resounding "Whap!" then a terrible sting followed by heat. Fortunately the heat went to my pussy and as soon as I got my breath,

"Please hit me with the leather paddle."

The second was even worse! I thought my ass was on fire. Finally the excitement took over and I said,

"Hit me with the paddle."

Again the fire and I began to pant as Todd said,

"That one didn't count. You forgot to say please and leather."

I thought it was unfair he hadn't warned me about mistakes and made sure I had it right as I said slowly,

"Please.. hit..me..with..the..leather..paddle"

This time he hit very close to my pussy so the excitement came faster so I also said fast,

"Please hit me with the leather paddle!"

That burned terribly. I laid there shaking with my eyes closed until Todd reminded me I was not through by lightly slapping my nipples with the four inch paddle and saying,

"Whenever you are ready. you will say, 'Please kiss my pussy with the strap.'"

"I am ready. Please kiss my pussy with the strap."

Oh God. This set my pussy on fire just as the other paddle had burned my ass. I struggled to get my legs together but the boys were too strong. I hoped it would get better as I said,

"Ooh..God. Please Kiss my pussy with the strap."

It didn't get better. It was worse and it was a good thing the guys holding my legs were strong as I did my best to clamp them together. Incredibly as I lay there trembling and panting with sweat running off my body and pussy juice running over my ass-hole I realized that I was at that terrible place just before orgasm and I could not take the chance that only two more would allow the release of orgasm. I was entering into a whole new world of excitement as I moaned,

"Please hit me."

That one really put me right on the edge and when Todd said that one didn't count I screamed,

"I don't care! Hit me!"

I didn't even try to count them as I repeated "Hit me" faster and faster until the pain and mind snapping orgasms made me lose consciousness. Rhonda told me later that I had asked for thirteen before passing out. The guys and girls thought I was awesome.

I woke up in the bedroom with Todd and Rhonda gently applying salve to my glowing red body.

"Did I do alright Todd? I tried to be brave. Are you proud of me?"

"You were fantastic! Everyone was impressed by your bravery. Rhonda. Lick her swollen pussy. It will take her mind off the pain. Actually the salve was already working and I did not want to look like a lesbian. Just as I was about to protest, her soft wet tongue started caressing my clitoris. It just felt too good to complain. The weird thing was that although she did it a long time I could not quite cum. She must have known what I needed as she began pinching my nipples with her fingers. In a few hard pinches and pulls I was squirming around on the bed and with a few more I began to cum.

Then Rhonda was straddling my face and it only seemed fair to lick her. Just as my tongue was licking her clit I felt Todd's dick entering my pussy. In a short time we exhausted ourselves with climaxes.

After Rhonda left and I was marvelling at all the sensations I had received that night that were still causing little after shocks I became aware of Todd's voice.

"Well how did you like eating pussy?"

"I don't know. I have had nightmares about being forced to do it. In my dreams it was awful and I always woke up before I had to do it. Now I know it really is not disgusting. I even felt a sense of power by getting her off and having you fuck me at the same time got me off. I have mixed feelings especially since I thought you would never want to share me with someone else."

"I never said I wouldn't share you. If the idea appeals to me as it did tonight I may do it again. I own you. If I want to loan you to someone I will do it just as I would loan my car. Does that bother you?"

"Yes. I thought being jealous was part of love. I don't want to share you."

"You won't have to as long as you make me happy. Obeying me no matter what, makes me happy."

"Oh Todd. I'll make you happy with me. I promise I will do anything you want!"

"Yeah? Well Since you volunteer so much for pain I am beginning to wonder if you are doing it for me or yourself."

It dawned on me that he was right. My most painful experiences had been brought on by myself, not at his direction. I was ashamed to be so perverted so naturally I lied.

"Oh no! They really hurt me terribly. I only became excited when you were causing the pain. I just volunteered to prove I would suffer for you. I won't volunteer for anything again."

"Good. If I want you to be hurt I will order it. You will obey whether you like it or not and you won't have the opportunity to set the parameters of your pain."

"Yes I will do as you say. I love you, Todd"

At the next party I was frustrated as It seemed all the other girls were getting fucked, sucked, spanked or whipped while Todd and I were sitting quietly drinking. To add to my frustration I had brought all the money I had saved all year in case the blonde who had hurt Rhonda and I so badly happened to sell lashes. She did not volunteer for anything and was getting a lot of attention as she ran around naked to show off the gold rings hanging from her pierced nipples and cunt-lips. She was bragging about her boy friend piercing her with a darning needle for the rings and that she had not made a sound to complain as people tugged at the rings and played with her pussy.