FOUR
Secrets and hidden things
Chaos
Spreading the word
Audience
Abbadon froze at Karkasy's words.
Loken recognised the signs and quickly moved to stand between the first captain and the remembrancer.
'Ignace, get out of here,' he shouted, as Abaddon turned and lunged for Karkasy.
Abaddon roared in anger and Loken grabbed his arms, holding him at bay as Karkasy squealed in terror and bolted from the yurt. Abaddon pushed Loken back, the first captain's massive strength easily greater than his, Loken tumbled away, but he had achieved his objective in redirecting Abaddon's wrath.
'You would raise arms against a brother, Loken?' bellowed Abaddon.
'I just saved you from making a big mistake, Ezekyle,' replied Loken as he climbed to his feet. He could see that Abaddon's blood was up and knew that he must tread warily. Aximand had told him of Abaddon's berserk rages during the desperate extraction of the commander from the Extranus, and his temper was becoming more and more unpredictable.
'A mistake? What are you talking about?'
'Killing Ignace,' said Loken. 'Think what would have happened if you'd killed him. The Warmaster would have had your head for that. Imagine the repercussions if an Astartes murdered a remembrancer in cold blood.'
Abaddon furiously paced the interior of the yurt like a caged animal, but Loken could see that his words had penetrated the red mist of his friend's anger.
'Damn it, Loken… Damn it,' hissed Abaddon.
'What was Ignace talking about, Ezekyle? Was it a lodge medal that passed between you and Erebus?'
Abaddon looked directly at Loken and said, 'I can't say.'
'Then it was.'
'I. Can't. Say.'
'Damn you, Ezekyle. Secrets and hidden things, my brother, I can't abide them. This is exactly why I can't return to the warrior lodge. Aximand and Torgaddon have both asked me to, but I won't, not now. Tell me: is Erebus part of the lodge now? Was he always part of it or did you bring him in on the journey here?'
'You heard Serghar's words at the meeting. You know I can't speak of what happens within the circles of the lodge.'
Loken stepped in close to Abaddon, chest plate to chest plate, and said, 'You'll tell me now, Ezekyle. I smell something rank here and I swear if you lie to me I'll know.'
'You think to bully me, little one?' laughed Abaddon, but Loken saw the lie in his bluster.
'Yes, Ezekyle, I do. Now tell me.'
Abaddon's eyes flickered to the entrance of the yurt.
'Very well,' he said. 'I'll tell you, but what I say goes no further.'
Loken nodded and Abaddon said, 'We did not bring Erebus into the lodge.'
'No?' asked Loken, his disbelief plain.
'No,' repeated Abaddon. 'It was Erebus who brought us in.'
Erebus, brother Astartes, First Chaplain of the Word Bearers…
Trusted counsellor of the Warmaster…
Liar.
No matter how much he tried to blot the word out with his battle meditation it kept coming back to haunt him. In response, Euphrati Keeler's words, from the last time they had spoken, swirled around his head, over and over.
She had stared him down and asked, 'If you saw the rot, a hint of corruption, would you step out of your regimented life and stand against it?'
Keeler had been suggesting the impossible, and he had denied that anything like what she was suggesting could ever take place. Yet here he was entertaining the possibility that a brother Astartes - someone the Warmaster valued and trusted - was lying to them for reasons unknown.
Loken had tried to find Kyril Sindermann to broach the subject with him, but the iterator was nowhere to be found and so Loken had returned to the training halls despondent. The smiling killer, Luc Sedirae, was cleaning the dismantled parts of his bolter; the ''twins'', Moy and Marr, were conducting a sword drill and Loken's oldest friend, Nero Vipus, sat on the benches polishing his breastplate, working out the scars earned on Murder.
Sedirae and Vipus nodded in acknowledgement as he entered.
'Garvi,' said Vipus. 'Something on your mind?'
'No, why?'
'You look a little strung out, that's all.'
'I'm fine,' snapped Loken.
'Fine, fine,' muttered Vipus. 'What did I do?'
'I'm sorry, Nero,' Loken said. 'I'm just…'
'I know, Garvi. The whole company's the same. They can't wait to get in theatre and be the first to get to grips with that bastard, Temba. Luc's already bet me he'll be the one to take his head.'
Loken nodded noncommittally and said, 'Have either of you seen First Captain Abaddon?'
'No, not since we got back,' replied Sedirae without looking up from his work. 'That remembrancer, the black girl, she was looking for you though.'
'Oliton?'
'Aye, that's her. Said she'd come back in an hour or so.'
'Thank you, Luc,' said Loken, turning back to Vipus, 'and again, I'm sorry I snapped at you, Nero.'
'Don't worry,' laughed Vipus. 'I'm a big boy now and my skin's thick enough to withstand your bad moods.'
Loken smiled at his friend and opened his arming cage, stripping off his armour and carefully peeling away the thick, mimetic polymers of his sub-suit bodyglove until he was naked but for a pair of fatigues. He lifted his sword and stepped towards the training cage, activating the weapon as the iron-grey hemispheres lifted aside and the tubular combat servitor descended from the centre of the dome's top.
'Combat drill Epsilon nine,' he said. 'Maximum lethality.'
The combat machine hummed to life, long blade limbs unfolding from its sides in a manner that reminded him of the winged clades of Murder. Spikes and whirring edges sprouted from the contraption's body and Loken swivelled his neck and arms in readiness for the coming fight.
He needed a clear head if he was to think through all that had happened, and there was no better way to achieve purity of thought than through combat. The battle machine began a soft countdown and Loken dropped into a fighting crouch as his thoughts once again turned to the First Chaplain of the Word Bearers.
Liar…
It had been on the fifteenth day since leaving interex space, and a week before reaching Davin, that Loken finally had the chance to speak with Erebus alone. He awaited the First Chaplain of the Word Bearers in the forward observation deck of the Vengeful Spirit, watching smudges of black light and brilliant darkness slide past the great, armoured viewing bay.
'Captain Loken?'
Loken turned, seeing Erebus's open, serious face. His shaved, tattooed skull gleamed in the swirling vortices of coloured light shining through the glass of the observation bay; rendering his armour with the patina of an artist's palette.
'First chaplain,' replied Loken, bowing low.
'Please, my given name is Erebus, I would be honoured if you would call me by it. We have no need of such formality here.'
Loken nodded as Erebus joined him in front of the great, multicoloured vista laid out before them.
'Beautiful, isn't it?' said Erebus.
'I used to think so,' nodded Loken. 'But in truth I can't look on it now without dread.'
'Dread? Why so?' asked Erebus, placing his hand on Loken's shoulder. 'The warp is simply the medium through which our ships travel. Did not the Emperor, beloved by all, reveal the ways and means by which we might make use of it?'
'Yes, he did,' agreed Loken, glancing at the tattooed script on Erebus's skull, though the words were in a language he did not understand.
'They are the pronouncements of the Emperor as interpreted in the Book of Lorgar and rendered in the language of Colchis,' said Erebus, answering Loken's unasked question. 'They are as much a weapon as my bolter and blade.'