softly, "So you do still want him?"
"No! I just want…" She paused and shook her head.
"I Don’t have to explain my reasons to you. Those are
my terms for marrying you. It is up to you whether
or not you accept them." Please, let him refuse…
"Very well, then. We will go to your ex-fiance."s
wedding, but it will be as husband and wife."
Jodie could feel her body sag with relief. Relief?
Because of a fatalistic sense of having any more decisions
taken out of her hands? Because she had
weakly handed over control of her life to an arrogant
stranger?
"Come with me…"
Tiredly, Jodie followed him through another set of
doors that led into a very male study, and from there
into an ante-room from which two doors opened.
"This is my room," Lorenzo informed her, indicating
one door, "and this is the guest room."
He was looking at her almost as though he was
testing her, as though he was waiting for her to make
a choice. Determinedly she stepped towards the door
to the guest room and turned the handle.
Like the other rooms, it was decorated and furnished
in a plain, modern style, but all Jodie was interested
in was the wonderful large bed. Her leg was
hurting so much she was beginning to drag it slightly.
"Those doors on either side of the bed lead into a
dressing room and a bathroom," she could hear
Lorenzo explaining. "I shall have your bag sent up.
Are you hungry?"
Jodie shook her head. She had gone beyond that.
All she wanted was to lie down and feel the pain
easing out of her leg. She took a step forward and her
weak leg, already overtired from the long drive, buckled
and started to give way. Automatically she put out
her hands to try and save herself as she fell. She heard
Lorenzo cursing, and then he was reaching for her,
just managing to catch her before she hit the floor,
yanking her back to her feet so sharply that the pain
slicing into her made her cry out.
"Diablo! What is it? what’s wrong?"
"Nothing. It’s just my leg," Jodie told him, pushing
him away and trying to stand up straight. But it was
too late. Her leg had had enough and was refusing to
support her properly. She could see the way Lorenzo
was frowning. Immediately her chin tilted proudly.
"I have a problem with my leg. I was in an accident
and it was damaged. Sometimes when it gets overtired…"
She looked away from him. "If you Don’t
want to marry me because of it, then—"
"Is that what he told you? The man you were to
marry?" Lorenzo guessed. "That he didn’t want you
because of it?"
Jodie’s face burned. She had said too much — a
mistake she could only put down to her tiredness and
the stress of everything that had happened to her.
"No."
"But it was a cause of some conflict between you?"
Lorenzo continued to probe.
"He didn’t like the fact that it was…damaged." She
made an attempt at a dismissive shrug. "But then,
that’s only natural, isn’t it? Men do like beautiful
women, and—"
"It is an intrinsic part of human nature to value
beauty," Lorenzo told her. "But sometimes the greatest
beauty of all comes only through suffering and pain."
Jodie looked at him uncertainly. She was too tired
to try and analyse such a cryptic, sombre remark.
Instead, she looked longingly towards the bed.
Lorenzo followed the direction of her gaze.
"I’ll leave you now. You should find everything
you need in the bathroom, but if you do not then just
ask Pietro when he brings up your case. He will inform
Maria, and she will attend to it."
"Pietro and Maria," she said, carefully repeating
their names. "Your servants?"
"They look after the Castillo. Originally they were
employed by my grandmother. By rights they should
both retire, but this has always been their home and
it would be a cruelty to send them away now — or to
imply that they are not able to be of any use," he
added warningly. "Once I have spoken with my lawyer,
and put in hand the arrangements for our marriage,
I shall address the matter of making this place
more habitable."
They were going to be living here? There were so
many questions she knew she ought to be asking, but
right now she was too exhausted to care about anything
other than getting some sleep.
CHAPTER FIVE
AT LEAST the bath water was hot, and the towels
Maria had brought for her, bustling importantly into
the bedroom on a stream of incomprehensible Italian
whilst she inspected Jodie with her sharp gaze, were
deliciously soft and thick.
As in the bedroom, the decor in her en suite bathroom
was very plain, but there was no mistaking the
quality of the sanitaryware or the cool smartness of
the marble covering the floor and walls.
Wrapped in one of the towels, Jodie padded barefoot
back to her bedroom and opened her case,
quickly searching through it for the nightshirt she
knew she had packed. But when she lifted her neatly
packed tops out of the case she started to frown. Her
nightshirt was there, all right, but so also was the
deliciously frivolous new underwear she had bought
for her honeymoon: bras and short knickers in floral
patterns; silk thongs that fastened with satin bows; a
sheer floral mini-slip that was so pretty she hadn’t
been able to resist it; even the cream lace and satin
basque she had bought on a sudden impulse one
lunchtime after yet another evening spent with John
refusing to do anything more than indulge in gentle
"petting".
She hadn’t known then, of course, that the reason
he had not taken their intimacy to its logical conclusion
had not been because he had loved her so much,
but because he had loved her so little. Now, thanks
to Louise, she knew that all the time she had been
aching for him and admiring his restraint he had secretly
been turned off by her.
What on earth was this stuff doing in her case? She
found the answer in a small note from her cousin-inlaw,
tucked in between the folds of her nightshirt.
It seemed such a pity not to take these with you.
You never know, you might meet someone who will
appreciate them — and you.
Jodie almost laughed out loud. Andrea had had
more of a presentiment than even she could have
guessed! As a bride-to-be, she ought to be able to find
a use for such frivolous items, but she knew that
Lorenzo would be even less appreciative of both them
and her than John had been.
She pulled on her nightgown and closed the case,
placing it on the floor before crawling into the middle
of the huge bed and switching off the light.
By rights she ought to be thinking about the situation
she had put herself into and working out how
best to extricate herself from it, but she was far, far
too tired.
Lorenzo shut down his computer and got up from the
desk where he had been working. He had e-mailed
several people: his lawyer, explaining to him his
plans — or at least as much of them as he wanted him
to know; a certain very highly placed diplomat who
owed him several favours, requesting his help in cutting
through the normal procedures so that he could
marry his British fiance.e as quickly as possible; and
the Cardinal, who was his second cousin once re-
moved. Fortuitously he already had in his possession