"Yes, I have seen them. They display their breasts
as crudely as whores, offering up their wares for any
man who feels like examining them."
Whores? Was he suggesting…? "I suppose the way
you like your women dressed is—" Jodie began angrily,
only to have Lorenzo interrupt her.
"The way I like to see a woman dressed is in something
that hints subtly at her sexuality instead of
flaunting it, and in fabrics as sensual as her skin. Not
clothes that make her look like either a child or a
whore," he told her and he dropped her basque onto
the bed.
A child? Was he referring to her nightshirt?
"How is your leg this morning?" he added calmly,
as he helped himself to a cup of coffee and walked
over to the balcony to join her.
Suddenly what had seemed like a pleasant spot to
enjoy the morning air had become an intensely intimate
and very small space. Had he deliberately referred
to her leg now because he guessed how sensitively
aware she was that its weakness made her less
desirable as a woman? If she hadn’t already sworn
off men and love for ever, Jodie decided bitterly, then
surely Lorenzo would have been enough to make her
do so.
"It’s fine. Anyone can get cramp, you know," she
told him defensively. "Even someone with two perfectly
normal legs."
"Which you think yours are not? There are many
places in the world where people, often children, subjected
to the injustice of wars they Don’t understand,
have been left with injuries, including the loss of
limbs, that make a mere weakness such as yours
something they would welcome."
Jodie listened to him in disbelieving fury. Was he
actually daring to preach at her? When he lived the
kind of privileged life isolated from reality he obviously
did?
"What would you know about other people"s suffering?"
she demanded scornfully. "I bet the closest
you have ever been to witnessing the ravages of war
is in a newspaper or on a television screen."
She put her cup down on the small table with a
small angry movement and made to walk past him
back into the bedroom. But Lorenzo, who had become
engrossed in looking down into the garden, put his
hand on her arm to stop her.
"Caterina is watching us from the garden," he told
Jodie quietly.
"So?"
Putting down his own cup, he turned towards her,
saying softly, "So this…"
He was closing the distance between them and
there was nowhere for her to go. His arms locked
round her, imprisoning her, their warmth pressing
through the thin fabric of her nightshirt. His hands
spread against her back, curving her into his own
body as though she were completely formless and
malleable, his to do with as he chose. One hand remained
flat against the small of her back, arching her
against him — draping her against him, she recognised
dizzily — whilst the other slid up to her neck, his fingers
burrowing into the soft thickness of her hair, tangling
in it so that he could draw her head back and
lift her face towards his own.
Trembling from head to foot with furious outrage,
Jodie glared up at him.
His head blotted out the sunlight as he lowered it
so that his mouth could take possession of hers. Jodi
stiffened defensively, not daring to move. His lips felt
cool and firm against her own. She could smell the
fresh scent of soap and clean linen. Stubbornly she
refused to return his kiss. The pad of his thumb
stroked caressingly behind her ear and against the vulnerable
flesh of her neck, and a small betraying shudder
of reaction galvanised her whole body.
His lips brushed hers, the silver-grey eyes glinting
with a knowledge that made her whole body burn as
he demanded silkily, "Don’t you even know how to
kiss properly? And you were betrothed! Open your
mouth."
Faced with a choice of being branded as a woman
so sexually inept that she couldn’t even kiss, or giving
in to his arrogant demand, Jodie chose female pride
over anger. Her lips softened and parted, the golden
shimmer of her gaze meshing recklessly with the hypnotic
silver of Lorenzo’s as though it were a lodestone
luring her to a destiny she couldn’t escape. Her mouth
clung to his and her arms lifted to wrap around his
neck. She could feel the warmth of the sun on her
back, but it was the heat of Lorenzo’s touch that her
flesh was responding to, the sensation of his hand
spread flat against the bare skin of her back beneath
her nightshirt, whilst she stood on tiptoe, arched
against him, kissing him with a sensual intimacy that
would normally have shocked her.
She could feel his hand shaping her waist and then
moving upwards to cup her bare breast beneath the
nightshirt, his thumb-pad brushing with deliberate
emphasis against her suddenly tight nipple, making it
and her quiver as readily as a bow drawn by an expert
archer. His other hand was massaging the base of her
spine and then moving lower, pushing aside her briefs
so that he could stroke the naked rounded curve of
her bottom.
The sudden fierce sexual thrust of Lorenzo’s
tongue against her own brought her up intimately
against him, her breath escaping on a soft, shivered
rush of pleasure. "What is it?" Lorenzo whispered.
"Do you want me to stroke your breasts? To kiss them
and caress them? Do you want me to take your nipple
into my mouth and bring it and you to the highest
pinnacle of pleasure? Is that what you are asking me
for with that wanton thrust of your hips against
mine?" As he was whispering to her Lorenzo’s hand
moved round to caress the soft swell of her sex.
This was what she had longed for so much from
John — desire, intimacy, sensuality — and she absorbed
it into herself with each and every one of her senses,
lost in a private world of erotic pleasure.
It was the sound of angry footsteps crunching
across the gravel beneath the balcony that brought her
back to reality, her body stiffening in outraged rebuttal
as she wrenched her mouth from beneath
Lorenzo’s.
"You had no right to do that," she told him angrily.
"So why didn’t you stop me?" Lorenzo shrugged,
infuriatingly matter-of-fact.
She hadn’t stopped him because she had been enjoying
what was happening too much to want to,
Jodie realised guiltily. "You said there would be
no…no intimacy between us," she retorted, sidestepping
Lorenzo’s charge.
"That wasn’t intimacy," Lorenzo informed her. "If
I’d wanted intimacy with you, I’d have taken you
somewhere where we couldn’t be overheard, and right
now, instead of standing here glowering at me, you’d
be lying under me, and the only words you’d be uttering
would be your eager pleas for my possession.
As I warned you, I was simply demonstrating for
Caterina’s benefit the fact that you and I are to marry.
Or is that glower you are giving me because you are
not lying beneath me right now, while I show that
virginal body of yours what sex is all about?"
"I am not—"
"You are not a virgin? Is that what you were going
to tell me?"
"I wasn’t going to say that. I was going to say that
I’m not interested in having sex with you."
"So you are a virgin?"
"What if I am? Is it a crime?"
"In law, no. Against nature, yes. Where is the plea-
sure in a closed book that has never been read? A
song that that never been sung? A scent that has never