She had been glad she had opted for dark colours
when she had seen Lorenzo, wearing a formal dark
suit complete with a crisp white shirt and a tie. Now,
unable to stop herself looking slightly anxiously towards
him, she stepped with him into a world that
was totally unfamiliar to her. She recognised how forbidding
and arrogant he looked. Take away the suit
and clothe him in the costume of a Medici warlord,
and he could have been a Renaissance soldier prince,
she decided with a small shudder.
The huge emerald on her ring finger flashed green
fire in the sunlight, and someone in the small congregation
filing in through the narrow door gasped — although
whether in awe or shock, Jodie didn’t know.
Although no one spoke, it was obvious from the looks
that were exchanged that the other worshippers knew
Lorenzo, and Jodie could feel the sharp weight of
their speculation resting almost as heavily on her as
the betrothal ring.
People entered the dark interior of the church and
slipped into pews, kneeling immediately in prayer,
and Jodie turned towards the nearest pew herself, only
to find that Lorenzo was shaking his head and walking
past. Their footsteps echoed on the cold stone
floor, the stones themselves worn and slippery with
use. Ahead of them at the altar the priest kneeled,
head bowed in prayer, whilst smoke from the incense
drifted lazily upwards in the beam of light coming in
through the narrow stained glass windows.
They had reached the last pew, and Jodie’s eyes
widened a little when she recognised Lorenzo’s family
crest carved into the wood. A little uncomfortably
she bowed her own head in prayer. A prayer for her
parents, and for David and Andrea, for her friends
and for all those in need, and then to her own astonishment
she found herself suddenly praying fiercely
that Lorenzo might find some way of making peace
with his own past.
Even though she knew why they were here in the
church, she was still not prepared for the effect hearing
their banns read had on her — or the emotional
poignancy and turmoil she felt. Unconnected images
blurred her vision — a sunny day, and her parents
laughing down at her as they walked together; the
shock of learning of their deaths; her aunt and uncle"s
unhappy faces as they struggled to explain to her what
had happened, and that she herself might still lose her
leg; the first time she stood up properly after the accident;
the first time John had asked her out, standing
awkwardly beside her desk in the small office where
she had worked for his father; the first time he had
kissed her, and the let-down feeling of disappointment
she had had because she didn’t feel more excited.
The small ceremony they had just been part of
should surely be about more than fulfilling the demands
of someone"s pride, or gaining material pos-
sessions, and she should now be standing here outside
the church feeling uplifted by the promise of future
shared love — instead of which she actually felt
slightly guilty and shabby.
The priest was heading towards them, smiling
warmly as he congratulated them, his warmth increasing
Jodie’s discomfort. He was tall and unexpectedly
vigorously male, with an intent gaze.
"If there are any matters you feel you wish to discuss
with me, my child, I am at your disposal," he
told Jodie gently, in excellent English.
"My grandmother’s will has meant that we have
had to change our plans to marry in England and
bring our wedding forward," Lorenzo informed him,
slightly coolly. "And we are grateful to you for your
co-operation."
The priest inclined his head gravely, and Lorenzo
placed his hand in the middle of Jodie’s back in what
she bemusedly recognised as a classic male possessive
gesture, firmly ushering her away. She could feel
the warmth of his hand through her top, and the wilful
thought crept into her mind, like the incense smoke
rising to the light, that had they truly been in love she
might have turned to look up at him and smile at him,
and his hand might have stroked her flesh in mute
promise as he returned her smile. But they were not
in love, and she had absolutely no wish for them to
be in love!
"I wish we didn’t have to get married in church,"
she told him uncomfortably as they made their way
back to the Palazzo. "It made me feel so guilty when
Father Ignatius prayed for us and for our marriage,
knowing that it isn’t going to be a real marriage."
"A real marriage as in a sexual marriage, I assume
you mean?"
"No." Jodie denied it immediately, but she could
see from his expression that he didn’t believe her.
"Real marriage is about much more than just sex," she
persisted.
"But sex is a part of it — and you, as we both know,
are dangerously curious to know the reality of a man"s
possession."
"You keep saying that, but it isn’t true!"
"Your lips say one thing," Lorenzo told her softly,
"but your eyes say another."
She might be a virgin, but she could still recognise
the growing sexual tension between them for what it
was, Jodie decided shakily.
"I need to return to the Castillo for a few days,"
Lorenzo added abruptly. "It would be easier to leave
you here in Florence, but, since we are so newly betrothed,
it would be better if you were to accompany
me. When is your next fitting for the wedding dress?"
"On Thursday."
"Bene, we shall be back by then."
Jodie looked at the emerald ring she had just removed
and replaced in its box, prior to getting ready for bed.
The apartment was well set up with burglar alarms,
she knew that, but even so she didn’t feel happy about
the thought of the ring being in her room overnight,
and would far rather it were in Lorenzo’s keeping.
Closing the box, she picked it up and hurried out
of her own room and across the corridor, hesitating
briefly before she knocked on Lorenzo’s bedroom
door.
His brisk "Si?" had her opening the door and step
ping into the room, explaining, "I’ve brought you the
ring. I wanted to…" Her voice trailed away as her
gaze slid helplessly over the smooth golden flesh of
his torso, where it was revealed by the unbuttoned
shirt he was removing.
"You wanted to what?" he prompted silkily, walking
past her to close the door before shrugging off his
shirt completely. The gold strap of his watch gleamed
subtly in the lamplight, the dark vee of his body hair
a silky mesh of male sexuality that riveted and
trapped her spellbound gaze.
Her mouth had gone dry. She touched her tongue-
tip to her lips, unable to focus properly on answering
him, her senses too overwhelmed by the sight of him.
He was so arrogantly, so devastatingly, so magnificently
male.
If just the sight of those broad shoulders and that
solidly muscled chest could make her feel like this,
what would it do to her to see him fully naked? She
drew a deep, juddering breath of silent recognition at
the ache uncoiling inside her.
"The ring," she managed to tell him unsteadily,
stretching out the hand in which she was holding the
small box. "I want you to have it."
"Do you? Or do you mean you want me to have
you, to satisfy that curiosity of yours and to satisfy
you along with it?"
Beneath her angry outrage a shiver of something