He left his arm where it was for a noncommittal ten seconds, then dropped it. "Fair enough," he said with a tone that suggested all rights reserved.
"You go out a lot?" she asked.
"Work hard and play hard. By the time I burn out at forty-five." His voice faded and he was looking at her expectantly.
Tap, tap, tap.
She saw his hand swinging against the bar. A brown vial.
"You want to retire to the facilities with me? Build strong bodies twelve ways?"
"Not me. I have to keep in shape for breaking bones."
He blinked, surprised. "Yeah? You sure?"
"Never touch the stuff."
He laughed. Then put the bottle away.
Just then another man appeared from the crowd and walked up to Sebastian though his attention seemed fixed on Taylor. He resembled Sebastian some but was thinner, shorter, a few years younger. He wore a conservative gray suit but bright red sunglasses, from which a green cord hooked to the earpieces dangled down the back of his neck.
She noted Sebastians surprise when the young man approached.
Sebastian said, "Hey, Taylor, meet my main man, Bosk. Hey, Bosk, Taylor." They shook hands.
"Will you marry me?" Bosk asked her in a slurred voice. He'd had a great deal to drink and she knew that beneath the silly Elton John sunglasses his eyes would be unfocused.
"Oh, gosh," she answered brightly, "I can't tonight."
"Story of my life." He turned back to Sebastian. "Hey, you never fucking called me back. We've gotta talk. He called and wanted to know where -"
Bosk suddenly fell silent and as Taylor reached for her drink she observed in the mirror behind the bar two very subtle gestures by Sebastian, a nod toward her and a wag of his finger, whose only possible meaning was that the topic Bosk was raising was not to be discussed in front of her.
Bosk recovered, though not very well, by saying, "What it is, I've still got some room on that New Jersey project if you're interested."
"How leveraged?"
Bosk said, "We'll need to come up with probably six five."
"No fucking way." Sebastian laughed.
"Sea Bass, come on."
"Three eight was the top, dumbo. I'm not going over three eight."
These figures might have referred to percentages or shares of stock or money, in which case, considering that the context was New York metro area business or real estate, they might be talking about hundreds of thousands or even millions of dollars.
And Alice thought Wonderland was topsy-turvy.
"Don't be such a fucking wuss," Bosk muttered drunkenly. Studying Taylor.
Sebastian grinned and grabbed Bosk, swung him into a neck lock then rapped him on the head.
Bosk broke away and shouted, laughing, "You're a fucking cow chip, you know that?" He replaced his gaudy sunglasses." Hey, you want to come out to Long Island for dinner on Friday? My mother'll be out with her cook. Bunch of the gang. Brittany said she, like, forgives you for not calling."
An electronic pocket calendar appeared in Sebastian's pudgy hand. He studied it. "Can do, dude," he said at last. They slapped palms and Bosk vanished.
"Primo guy," Sebastian said.
"He's a lawyer?"
"Among other things. We go way back. We're doing some projects together."
Projects as vague a euphemism as there was.
"Like real estate?" Taylor asked.
"Yeah." But she heard a lie in his voice.
Taylor turned back to her drink. "I'd like to do some investing. But I got one problem. No money."
"Why's that a problem?" Sebastian said, frowning, genuinely perplexed. "You never use your own money. Use somebody else's. It's the only way to invest."
"Hubbard, White lets you work on your own? Don't you have to clear it with somebody?"
Sebastian laughed, a sharp exhalation of bitterness that surprised her. "We aren't on such good terms lately, Messrs Hubbard, White and Willis and myself." He apparently decided to drop the fast-lane image. Deflated, he sighed and muttered, "They passed me over for partner." His lips tightened into a bleak smile and she got what she thought was her first real look at Thom Sebastian.
"I'm sorry." Taylor knew that this would have been a devastating blow to him. Partnership was the golden ring young associates strived for. They worked sixty or seventy hours a week for years for the chance to be asked to join the firm as one of the partners – the owners.
Taylor, on the trail of a thief, after all, sensed he might be revealing a motive to lift the promissory note – revenge – and wanted him to keep talking. She said, "Must've been tough."
"After they told me, I tried to convince myself I didn't really want to be partner. I mean, Christ, you can make more money at real estate or investment banking. I said, Fuck it. Who needs them? It's just a bunch of old men. Well, that's what I told myself. But, damn, I wanted it bad I've worked all my professional life to get my name on the letterhead of Hubbard, White & Willis And this is what they do to me."
"Did they tell you why?"
His pale jaw, round with fat, trembled. "Bullshit I mean, finances was what they said 'Effecting economies, ' if I may quote. But that wasn't the reason." He turned to her and said, "See, I don't fit the Hubbard, White mold."
"What's the mold?"
"Ha, that's the catch. They can't tell you, they just know whether you've got it or not. And that prick Clayton didn't think I had it."
"Wendall Clayton? What did he have to do with it?"
"I'm not one of his chosen few. Most of the partnership slots this year got filled with his boys and girls. Look at that asshole Randy Simms."
She had a vague memory of a young, square-jawed blond partner.
"Randy Simms III," Sebastian spat out. "The 'third, '" he mused bitterly. "But, hey, he's gotta be the end of that family line though I'm sure the guy doesn't have a dick."
"But Clayton's not even on the executive committee," Taylor said.
He laughed. "What difference does that make? He's got ten times more power than Burdick or Stanley think. He's going to ramrod the merger through."
"The merger?" she said. "That's just a rumor. It's been going around for months."
Sebastian looked at her and detected no irony. He snorted. "Just a rumor? You think that, then you don't know Wendall Clayton. Two months from now, you won't be able to recognize our firm." His voice dwindled. "I should say, your firm. Ain't mine no more."
"What're you going to do?"
He was about to say something but grew cautious. She could sense he was selecting his words carefully. "Oh, I'll get a new job. Probably go in-house, become chief general counsel for a client. That's what happens to most senior associates after they cut your balls off."
Okay, Taylor told herself. Go for it.
"Then why're you working so hard?" she asked. "If I got passed over I sure wouldn't be working holiday weekends."
A brief hesitation. "Weekends?" he asked.
"Yeah, you were in the firm on Sunday morning, weren't you?"
He took a long sip of his drink then said, "Me? No. I was here all night. I left about three, when they were getting ready to close."
She frowned."That's funny I was doing some billing for who was it? I don't remember. Anyway, I saw your key card number. You came in real early on Sunday."
He looked at her for a long moment. His face was completely blank but she sensed that his thoughts were grinding hard and fast. Then he nodded in understanding. "Ralph Dudley," he said angrily.
" Dudley? The old partner?"
"Yeah, Grandpa. Yesterday he dropped my key off in my office. He said I left it in the library and he'd picked it up by mistake on Friday. He must've used it on Sunday."
She couldn't tell whether to believe him or not.
Agitated at this news, Sebastian fished in his pocket and found the little vial. He held it up. "You sure?" She shook her head and he looked toward the men's room. "Excusez-moi."